Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (surface ebook reader TXT) 📕

Was he cheat on me that time. Was that why he was ignoring my calls.

My whole body got numb. I felt weak from my legs. I can't feel my legs that I fell on the floor with a photos in my hand.

He was making fool of me all that time. He was acting all the time and kept lying that he only loves me.

That was all lie. That was an act. He was playing with my heart and I was being a fool let him playing with my heart.

I broke into tears and cry loudly.

"why Siddharth..?..why....why.....me?" I asked while looking at the photos in my hand.

"why you broke my heart again and again?" I said between my sobs and cry hard.

"why...?"
........................................................................

"Preeti beta you... " mummy embrace me in a hug when she saw me at door of next day evening .

"why didn't you inform us that you are coming from evening train? I must send your papa to receive you from station." she said while broke the hug.

"I don't want to trouble you." I said while walking inside the house.

"where is papa ?" I asked mummy.

"Preeti, when did you come." papa asked me, walking out from his room.

"just now." I said while giving him a hug.

"how was the journey... ? How was your office..? how's your new boss..? " papa asked.

"don't ask her so much questions. She just came. At least give her a time to take a breath." mummy said while caressing my head.

I give her small smile.

"do you want to eat something? Should I cook something special for you?" mummy asked me lovingly.

"No, I am tired from journey. I just wanted to sleep sometime." I said.

"okay you go to your room and rest. I will call you when dinner is ready." mummy said to me motherly.

I nodded my head and walk to upstairs to my room. My eyes are all red due to all crying till morning and I have dark circles under my eyes due to lack of sleep.

I just wanted to sleep for long and forget everything. I don't have much energy left in my body. 
........................................................................

It's been nine days I came to my home. I didn't step out from my room. Day and night I just shredding tears for him and keep asking myself why he did that to me.

Siddharth called me many times in four days but I ignored it. But when he didn't stop calling me I text him that I can't talk to him as I came to my home. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want any answers from him now. I was already broken and now he crushed my soul.

I was laying on my bad and look at the wall blankly. Tears are flowing from my eyes remembering his betrayal. But what should I do to my heart which was not ready to believe anything.

I wiped my tears immediately when I hear my rooms door open and mummy walk inside my room.

Mummy set beside me on the bed.

"Preeti's what happened to you beta? You have not come outside from this room since you came back from Delhi. Is everything alright beta? Is someone said anything to you?" mummy asked me concerned while caressing my head slowly.

"I am fine mummy. It's just due to weather is changing I am not feeling well." I said while looking at the wall blankly.

"okay as you say so.. Kshama has come. She wanted to meet you or should I tell her to come latter when you feel better." mummy asked me lovingly.

"no, I feel better now. Send her inside." I said while getting up and sit straight on bed.

Mummy nodded her head and leave from there.

After sometime my room's door open again and kshama came inside the room.

"how are you Preeti?" she asked me while hugging me.

"I am fine you tell. We both see each other after so long." I said while pulling from the hug.

"yeah.. It's really been a long. " kshama said with a smile.

"come sit.. " I said while sitting at the corner of the bed.

"tell me about yourself. How capital serves you." kshama asked me with a smile.

"same as I told you last time. Leave about me, tell me about your life, how's your fiance Apoorv." I asked.

"what should i say about him. I am so lucky to have him. I never thought he loved me too. But when I transferred to Meerut city, he is the one who proposed me." kshama said with a dreamy smile on her face.

She is blushing while talking about her love.

"he never leave a chance to make me feel special."

My mind already went to Siddharth. I remember how he make me feel special every moment when he was with me. How he took care of me when I have my periods and how should I forgot the best birthday of my life with him.

"you were right Preeti this period from engagement to marriage is a golden period for a couple. You also felt the same when you got engaged with Siddh.. "

Tears fell from my eyes when I heard his name. I bent my head down and wipe my tears.

"I am sorry. I don't realize that I was hurting you by saying these things."
Kshama said with a guilt in her eyes.

"It's not your fault when my fate is playing game with me." I said while looking at her with my teary eyes.

"what happened? Why did you say that." kshama asked me with a concerned.

"what will you do when someone betrayed you with whom you are madly in love with." I whispered.

"I will confront him immediately. I cannot doubt his love on the bases of anyone's words." she said.

"what if you have proof of his betrayal." I said while sobbing.

"Preeti.. If I love someone and he betrayed me first I would like to hear his side too before reaching any conclusion, now tell me what happened?" kshama asked me while putting her both hands on my shoulder.

I pick all the photos from drawer and give them to her.

Kshama took the photos and started seeing them.

"he was cheating on me kshama when we were engaged to each other." I said while sobbing hard.

"how are you so sure about that." she asked me while looking at the photos confusingly.