Talking Eyes by Mia Lafreve Pedretti (sci fi books to read .TXT) 📕

“Isn't she lovely?” Ji Yong asked them staring at me, I smiled at him and kept shouting my love for my love. Sorry for the cringyness.

The two boys nodded. “There's only one thing to do at this rate.” Youngbae stated standing up.

Choi Seunghyun stood up too. “If you can't beat them..” He left in the air the sentence.

“Join them.” Youngbae ended it for him.

And so they joined my random and crazy dance of joy. So did Ji Yong too. We were still dancing, when Dae Sung and Seungri stepped in the room. “Ighe boeya?” Dae Sung exclaimed looking at us.

“I think they all went crazy.” Seungri replied.

Dae Sung nodded. “It must have been hyun's fault.” He said pointing at Ji Yong.

Seungri nodded in agreement. “I think so too.” He said, but after a few seconds they joined as well. And our voices grew louder by the time.

I never fell so happy in my life than in that moment. Well maybe also when I joined YG. But it doesn't count now. Anyway, I always had crushes, and I think that even the one with my ex-boyfriend Davide was a crush. A very deep crush, but not love. Not the real inexperienced love with capital L. Thing will be certainly difficult, dangerous and even frustrating sometimes. I knew that, but I also knew that there will be also lovable and happy moments, like the one I was having now. That’s why I didn't want to worry too much about it. But like Yang Suk Ki said, I just had to wait five or six months and things would have settled by themselves. I really hoped things would have gone that way. I mentally prayed God to help Ji Yong and I. Just to be sure.

I gradually stopped to dance and scream, because I was tired, and also because I wanted to say something to Ji Yong. “Oppa.” I called him out.

He stopped too and faced me. “Yes?” He looked surprised and then worried. “Wae? Wae? Wae? Why are you crying?” He asked caressing my face and brushing away the tears.

I didn't notice that I was crying at all. I talked before he could ask me something more. “I’m just happy. This moment I just love it and I don’t even love you like I should, and I feel bad about it, but I don’t want to give up on us so easily.” I said sobbing. “I’ll try to love you more.. and feet your word more than I can. I promise.” I added more calmly.

At first worried, he smiled so widely, that the smile reached his ears. I smiled shyly. He then hugged me and held me tightly in his arms. I hugged him back the same way. “So do I.” He whispered in my ears. The feels of his arms around me was priceless. Indescribable.

“Don't worry Yumi-chan.” Choi Seunghyun stood in front of us. “We will stay by your side, no matter what. I always did that for Yong-ha and I’m gonna do it for you too.” He surprised me for the seriousness of his voice. I nodded quite intimidated, but at ease at the same time. He got closer us, and he embraced us tightly. The other guys did the same. “Yeah, you can count on us too guys!” They all added.

While we were all amiably embraced, only I noticed Ji Yong crying in silence. “They really care for you Oppa.” I whispered at low voice when the boys pulled away and started to chat.

“I know.” He replied with a low voice too. Still embracing me.

Later, I returned to my dorm. I thought about what Ji Yong’s pals said to the both of us. I decided to tell everything, not only to Yang Suk Ki, but also to Yun Baek Ki and Kim Min Hae. It was time to split everything out. I didn't like to keep secrets from them either; they were part of Sweet Stones too and it wasn't a good to keep secret such important thing. So when I arrived, I told them the whole story, thank God there weren't any cameras around. They got a little mad that I didn't tell them before, but they said that they were happy for me anyway. And they would have cheered for me and Ji Yong. Yang Suk Ki cooked chapchae to celebrate. This day can't improve more than this. I thought while eating with my pals.

AT NIGHT..*

I was lying on my bed, with the blankets over me and my beauty mask on. I was fixing it, when my phone rang. It was a message from.. My Boyfriend. Ah This feels too good.

KJY *Hey sweety, R u sleeping?*

ME *No, why?* I instantly answered back.

KJY *I wanted to call you, but I don't think it would be a good idea.*

ME *Probably not. There are cameras everywhere. They're recording even now.* I texted. I turned back to glare at the above cited cctv with the red light pointed on our beds.

KJY *Damn it. I wanted to video chat. It’s unfair! ,>_<,*

KJY *I want to hear your voice.*

I felt frustrated too. ME *I..want to hear your voice too.* I blushed testing those words. I still had some difficulties with feelings’s declaration.

KJY *Yumi.*

ME *Yes?*

KJY *I know I shouldn't say this but..*

ME *But what?*

KJY *I already miss your lips.* I felt my cheeks burning at that statement. And I blushed even more when I texted him back.

ME *>///< me too.*

KJY *Aish..I don't think I can make it.*

KJY *Stay six months away from you..I think, no, I know it's gonna be unbearable.*

ME *It's gonna be unbearable for me too, but at least we have these three days for us to spend. We have to use them wisely.*

KJY *You're right.*

ME *I still think that it will be risky for you to come with us tomorrow to Weekly Idol.* I was still very worried about that.

KJY *Don't worry.*

KJY *I prepared a speech that will conquer my fans hearts. And Choi Seung Hyun said that he will distract them someway.*

ME *It sounds too easy..The negative side of me is not convinced.*

KJY *Well, tell her to not worry. Or she'll get grey hair.*

ME *YA!*

ME *Why do you want to risk so much?*

KJY *Because I think it's worth it.*

KJY *You are worth it.*

Oh mamma mia. My heart skipped a bit and then started to beat so fast that I had to calm myself down, before replying to him. ME *>////< Oppa! Don't say things like that. My heart is beating too fast now.*

ME *It'll be hard to fall asleep now.*

KJY *Then I'll stay with you till you fall asleep.*

ME *But it's 01:00 am.*

ME *We have work tomorrow. I mean today.*

KJY *I'll stay, it doesn't bother me.*

ME *It's very sweet of you, but we have to sleep or we'll have bags today.*

KJY *Damn it. Maybe you're right.*

KJY *To tell the truth, you're ugly with bags. ^_^*

ME *YA!*

ME *What did you just said?*

KJY *Nothing.*

ME *What?*

KJY *I was kidding babe. You're beautiful. Even with bags.*

KJY *I would like to kiss every part of you.*

KJY *Even your bags.*

ME *Don't try to distract me.*

KY *And your nose too.*

ME *Enough.*

KJY *Your cheeks.*

ME *stop it.*

KJY *And then your sweet lips.* While I kept reading his texts, I felt like if he was really there. And he was really kissing the parts he mentioned in the texts. I started to feel hot. Hot in places censored to people under 15 years old, better 19.

KJY *And after had kissed your gummy lips. I would slid down and down and down..*

ME *Ok that's it. I'm done. Goodbye!* I texted back, then I locked my cellphone right away. I hid it under the pillow. I took a few breaths to calm myself down and lightly slapped my red cheeks to returned in myself. But after a few seconds, I received another message. Since I was too weak to ignore it, I grabbed it and read the message in a sec.

KJY *Goodnight babe.* Simple. Without perverted words in it. And that was the first time he called me babe. I had to reply.

ME *Goodnight to you too.* I texted back.

KJY *I Love you.* Here’s again that sentence.

I couldn’t ignore it, so I reply right away. ME *Love you too.* And with those last words and a grin on my face, I fell asleep.

YUMI

The next day, I woke up with the same grin I had on my face yesterday night. Or should I say this morning? It didn't fade away for the entire morning anyway. Yang Suk Ki and the other girls knew the reason of my happiness and kept smiling too. The boy I fell in love, was none other than Kwon Ji Yong, better known as G-Dragon. And the best part was that he loved me back! I liked him, but he loved me, so it wasn’t so easy to define how deep I loved him. Everyone know that like and love has a very different meaning. That’s why I didn’t want to say it too early. Our love shouldn't be shown to the cameras and Ji Yong's sasaeng fans too, or I would have got in danger. Yes, his dear fans can be also dangerous when they're jealous of someone. My negative side knew that better than anyone else, that’s why she kept telling me to forget this story and look out for another guy, but the positive side didn't want to give up on this relationship. So they were constantly in war and that always caused me headache.

I knew I liked him and that was all that mattered. And I planned to enjoy every single moment we would have spent together. So I got up from the bed with a brighter mood and went to get a shower. After then I dressed up with my favourite color, blue, so the day would be even more pleasant. I wore a mini blue dress, with the black hinge behind in sight. It had half sleeves, that arrived on my elbows. It was certainly short, but it wasn't too scandalous. I put upon it a black skinned jacket and added a nice white-blue bracelet on my right wrist. I combed my hair, making them look more sleek and presentable. They are very long, so it took me quite a times to comb them. At finished work, I put some make up on, but not too much, because Ji Yong said that he liked me more without too much on me. I didn't put the heels on, because I had sensitive feet; so I put on a cool pair of black skinned boots on, to look rockier.

It was 13:30 pm. Ji Yong, Choi Seung Hyun and I had to be at the third basement, where Weekly Idol aired, at 14:30 pm. So I took advantage of the remaing time and prepared a few pizzette, an italian dish