Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (surface ebook reader TXT) 📕

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After everyone left keerti, Puja and only I left in our table. Keerti and Puja both are busy eating there food.

I still feel Siddharth's heated gaze on me. From a corner of my eyes I saw Siddharth, Nick, Emily and James got up from there seats and walked to us.

I started hiccups suddenly. I searched for water but there is no any water bottle at the table.

"water.. " A hand came to me with a water bottle.

His deep masculine voice gives a chill to my body. I can recognized his voice even in my sleep. I raised my head and Siddharth is standing with a water bottle in his hand. His coffee brown eyes are looking into my soul.

I took the bottle from him and gulped the whole water in one gulp.

My heart started beat fast when Siddharth pulled the chair beside me and set on it, very closed to me that his right arm and leg is brushing to mine, doing a somersaults to my whole body.

"Are you alright Bhabhi.. " Keerti asked me with a concern.

I nodded my head while putting the bottle on table.

Keerti freezed on her place when James sit beside her. I noticed the sudden change on keerti's body and she stopped eating.

"sorry housefull.. " Puja said while shrugging her shoulder when Riki try to find a seat for her.

Riki glared at Puja and left from there with angry face.

Siddharth is sitting so close to me for my own good. I can feel his body warmth. If I move a inch his body will properly touch to me.

I gasped and jumped on my seat due to the sparks when Siddharth deliberately brushed his fingers to my bare arm.

"I think mummy is calling." I got up from my seat and leave from there.

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Keerti, Puja, Neha, Emily and I, we all are in a Neha's room watching some dance video on YouTube.

"Girl focused here. We really need to give batter dance performance than my in-laws." Neha said to Keerti who keep texting on her phone.

"whom are you texting? " Puja asked her.

"Bhayi is annoying me. He told me to unpack his bags. I know he suck in it but I am not going to his room. I am too tired to walk." Keerti said with a frown and put her phone aside.

I know Keerti is right, Siddharth is sucked in unpack his things. But if no one is going to help him he will go mad. I have to do something.

"Neha..I just come in a minute. I forgot that mummy told me to meet her." I said nervously to them afraid that they don't catch my lie.

None of them said anything. All their focused is on a laptop. They all waved there hands to me, telling me they don't care. I huffed and walked from there.

I was taking a small steps towards Siddharth's room where he is staying with his friends. As I getting close to his room, I am having a second thoughts whether to go to his room or not. What if he is there and asking me about that why am I ignoring him. I am not ready to give him answers of his any questions. My mind is still taunting me his lack of trust on my love. I don't know how could I look into his eyes.

I slowly opened the door of his room and peep inside. Thank God there is no one in the room.

When I walked inside the room my legs stumbled when I put my feets on someone's shoes. I balanced myself and look at the room. Siddharth's clothes are lying on floor carelessly. His wet towel is on bed, may be he put it there after taking a shower.

I take his dirty clothes from floor and a wet towel from the bad and put them in a laundry basket. I put his shoes aside so I don't put my legs on them and lost my balance again. After that I opened his bag and started put them in wardrobe carefully.

"I liked this side of yours when you took care of me." I jumped on my place hearing his deep voice.

"I am sorry... keerti told me you need a help to unpack." I whispered while closing the door of wardrobe.

"I am glad she told you to help me." he said while leaning the the wardrobe.

I bent my head down and a strand of hair fell on my face.

Siddharth tuck the strand of hair behind my ear and pull me closer to him by holding my waist.

"Siddharth I have to go." I said while turning around and walk but he hold me by my wrist and spin me around. I hold him by his shoulder to balance myself and He pulled me close to him by my waist.

"you have no idea how much I missed you in these days when you are at your home." he said in a law voice pulling me closer to him that our noes are almost touching. I put my both hands on his shoulders to balance myself.

My heart is beating faster at our closeness. He leaned to my neck and blow his hot breath there giving a tingling feelings to my whole body.

"Do you miss me baby as much as I missed you?" he whispered while rubbing his nose on my neck and blowing his hot breath there.

I took a sharp breath and nodded my head slowly instead of saying anything. He makes my knees week that I can't stand myself if he doesn't hold me in his strong arms.

My eyes were closed and I was lean on him completely .

"words.. " he whispered while brushing his lips on my neck.

My chest are heaving up and down and my soft breasts are rubbing to his hard chest.

"Yes.. " I said with a lot of difficulty.

"Siddharth...le.. Leave me.. I ssh.. Should not be here. Someone may be come." I said with a lot difficulties and supersede my moan when he give me a soft open mouth kiss on my neck while licking my skin.

He pulled himself from my neck and kissed on my forehead then touched our foreheads.

"Preeti.. Open your eyes love." he said while cupping my face with his both hands.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked into his coffee eyes. He is looking at me with most love that can shake your sole.

When I was looking into his eyes everything is started replaying in my mind. How could I looked into his eyes when I don't deserve him. I was not with him in his most vulnerable days. He was suffering alone at a one corner of world and at the other side of world I was doubting on his love for me. I can feel the tears at the back of my eyes.