She is the one by Asheslove (book recommendations for young adults txt) 📕

After our small argument Nicolas and I didn't have any talk while I remained irritated the whole day.

Later when once Edward and Peter left out for work, Sophia was putting her and Edward things in room and Nicolas was in his office with Edward doing God knows what, I went to the room I was sharing with him and shut the door behind in annoyance.

I fell on the floor against the door clutching my hairs as tears pour down from my eyes. I wanted to shout and scream to release my irritation but since I can't do that, this is the only way how I could relieve my anger and frustration, in no other outlet but tears.

There's no way things will work tomorrow as planned. 

This is bad, this is really really so fucking bad and now nothing is in my hands. I can't do anything to prevent it from happening. I can't tell Nicolas even if I want to because my family is still in his captive and nor I can stop what's coming tomorrow.

Nicolas would not spare me and my family if he found out and the mere thought of something happening to them tears me apart from inside.

I can't take risk when my loving one’s life is on skate.

 If Nicolas will find out he'll definitely not spare me and start again treating me as before like I am his slave.

What should I do?                                        

Maybe I could stay behind when once I'll be sure my family is rescued and is safe so that Nicolas will not hurt them.

What kind of situation I gotten myself into.

I walked right into the trap, whatever the conversation I heard in morning clearly tells me it is more than I thought

There are many things I am not seeing and a lot I don’t know. Whatever it is, it is crystal clear to me that cunning face bitch has evil intentions and is going to be a fatal danger to me but at the same time I believe Uncle David and whatever he told me that day. I was surely not ready for that, I didn't even have this idea that police will ever came for the help and now I have help I can't take my steps back.

The mere thought of what tomorrow hold is scaring me. I could clearly see a blood bath happening right in front of my eyes in Rome tomorrow.

Either, I’ll get away from him tomorrow and be back with my family or everything will ruin after what decision I'd taken, I am walking on a thin ice which is ready to crack anytime but one thing I surely know is, whatever happens it will certainly going to the end of all this.

I cried my heart silently felling somehow my stress lowering with the silent tears which were rolling down my cheeks.

'Elena' I heard Nicolas voice from other side of door as he knocked and I jumped on my position in fear.

'Elena, open the door baby' he said again in a soft voice banging the gate. I brush my tears, quickly got up and washed my face to look normal.

'Elena, what’s taking you so long? Open the damn do-

Before he could finish I quickly opened the gate and saw him standing on the doorway looking irritated, his eyes meet mine and instantly softened.

'Hey, what happened baby?' he asked softly getting inside the room and kicking the door behind with his leg to shut.

'Nothing' I replied in low voice looking away from him but he didn't take it and cupped my face in his palm gently making me look in his blue orbs.

'Were you crying love?' He asked looking tenderly at me.

'No, I am fine' I know my voice trembled and I failed miserably to meet his eyes so I tried to get away from him but he snaked his arm around my waist featherly and pulled me closer to him closing the gap between us.

'I am sorry, I don’t mean to hurt you babe but you also have to understand, it's really important. If it won't then I would never ask them to stay, I also don't like anyone invading in our private space' he said softly brushing his thumb on my cheek.

'I promise Edward won't do anything which bother you, and Michael and Peter always like spending time with you'.

'You can also go out with them to explore the city or can go shopping with Sophia if you feel caged here but you have to manage for few days honey. Once the things will settle I'll send them back'.

'Its fine' I murmured in mere whisper.

'Did anybody ever tell you that you sucks at lying' he said tapping my nose lightly with his finger before placing a soft lingering kiss on my nose.

'I was so wrong when I said that I like hurting you, I was pretty fucked up then and that's what I know and used to do when I got pissed off' his nose brushing over mine.

'I hurt people but I never enjoyed hurting you Elena' he said frowning tucking my hairs back meeting my eyes.

'Then why, why you change? It was better before, I never asked you to change' I whimpered as tears welled in my eyes and asked the question which was eating me from inside.

'Because I wanted to, I wanted to change for you Mia Cara. I was wrong when I said that I like watching you in pain because I don't. All I want from you is that you submit yourself to me and that's the only way I know and thought I could get it, but now if you don't want then it's OK, don't if it's hurt you. 

I told you I'll never force it on you and now I don't need it, not by hurting you for that. I don't want you to get hurt by any means Elena

Even after knowing me you accepted me as a human, you see me as a human instead of monster and that's enough to me for now' he said leaning his head against mine.

'No, I don't' I snapped immediately. 

'You...you are a monster and...and monsters doesn't change' I said in my broken voice biting my lower lip to control the sob which was emerging to burst out loud hearing him and turn my head to side still touching his.

'You are a terrible liar Tesoro' he said smiling brushing his nose on my cheek.

'You call me monster yet you are grown on this monster Elena and I on you. I had grown on you long ago love and I don't want to deny it'.