How life can change in a blink of eye. by Janixa Sanchez (most inspirational books txt) 📕

not having friend i got so depressed and began cutting my self cause i did not know what to do with all my feelings inside.now you know my back ground i know yours are we good so i can leave you alone forever and you can move on being happy you were not friends with.he then got up and i want to be your friend i think we have a lot in commen and we get along very well i think your cool and pretty.i then got up and really you want to be my friend and he said yeah so i gave the biggest hug ever and he tightened it and we left school together he took me home safely.WAS I HAPPY AGIAN?

"ARE WE DATING OR NOT?"

ADAM and i have been friends for 4 months sence january.we know each other very well and are really close we go every where with each other.he comes to my house for dinner and gets along great with my mom.I guess adam reminds my mom of dad personallity.he always walks me home and to skool.one day we walked in together and i heard so many things go around it was some thing likes this,"ohhh!look she has a boyfriend i thought she was such a loser that no one would ever go out with her.but her boyfriend must be blind cause he cant see that his girlfriend is a dimboo."that got me mad so i just went to my first class and saw adam have to people next to him.that was kind of shocking i told myself.he always saves me a seat next to him.after class i catched up with adam and he just ignored me so i just thought maybe he wants some space so i left him a lone all day.after skool i was walking thinking that adam was going to come and walk me the rest of the way and that didnt happen at all.i got home and my mom asked were was adam and i told her that he had some thing important to do that he could not stay.that was the first time i had ever lied to my mom.to me it didnt feel so gud inside.i went upstairs and did my home work and thought what if i called to see wat was up with him today.so i did wheni called him he ignored all the calls i left and text messages i left.i thought for second did he become friend wth me just to get my info.then i thought agian no he couldnt he is not like that so i just ate dinner took a shower and went to bed.in the middle of the night i got up cause i was having a nightmare.i went downstaires to get something to drink and i found my mom drinking wine and looking at old photos of us as a family when my dad was around.
i then hid myself behind the counter and watched her she got up and carefully and put everything back in a box and she then put the box in the droer that was uder the table in the living room.i watched carefully as she locked and then put the keys a way.when i saw were she put i then ran upstairs and closed the door quitly and went back to bed.the next moring i got up and got myself ready for school put some eye liner and teased my hair grbed my stuff and went downstairs ate breakfast and went off to school.on the way i saw adam walking i had my head down and in the corner of my eye i saw he was watching me so i look up and looked at him.he then put his down i had one of those wtf looks and so i kept walking i then stoped when i was near waiting for him to go in and then for me to go in.but he stoped when i stoped and then i started to run and so he did to.i thaught maybe i could lose him in the woods so i ran through the woods.i ran out of breath and then stoped looked around to see if any one was around and no one silence.so i sat agisnt the tree on the floor.

Why did he leave me alone???

Out of the blue i heard a noise of leaves being stepped on.i then stud up and stopped crying wiped my tears and herad even more noise so i called out,"whos there?!"no one answered so i started walkin backwards but then the person started to talk it was a boy he said,"dont be afraid and dont go plzzzz."so i stopped walking and i said,"fine.Who are you and what do you want?"he then told me to turn around so i didnt see him.he came out and touched me from behind and gave me something that looked like water but wasnt i guess when i drank it cuz it tasted gross.i started to be come dizzy and fell to the floor.i didnt see him so well but he started to take off my clothes i was trying to get him off me but i couldnt cuz i had no strengh i was turning weak.I then fell to knock out but then got up 20 min later in some ones house and in some ones bed.I didnt see the guy cause it was dark i then put my clothes on and left ran home i then saw adam sitting on the floor crying i then told him claming to get up but inside i was yelling at him.he got up looked in my eyes and gave me hug i said,"adam why.why did u not answer me u left me alone i got raped and didnt know any thing cause the person druged me.also if u didnt leave me there alone i wouldnt have cut my self agian."i started throwing tears every where.he then grabed me then gave me hug we stud there for 2 hours.He then started talking about why he left and didnt talk to me.
The truth comes out..

Amber,sence the day i met you i thought you were a god from heaven coming down.I see your eyes and to me they look like a big blue ocean with waves when you smile.you smile and it they give me fireworks inside me.Everything you tell me makes me feel like you trust me with anything.You see things in me that others don't.I have been in love with sence the time that we bumped into each other and locked eyes.The thoughts you have are amazing like i have never sence a girl talk to me the way you do.You are the one i imagine about every sec. of the day when i am sleeping i drul becuz i see you in my dreams.Everytime i look at you its like you walk around with wings and a halo around you.To me you shine so much bigger then the girls i see jump on me.See i left because i thought that if i told you the truth of how i felt dat you would not like me back.You can see through me like no else and i didnt want to mess up the realtionship we have together for what people say i am so sorry i should have not cared bout what they say bout me i should have stood with you and you wouldnt have gottin rape...by?????Who did you get raped by???
adam,I have felt the same way to and i thought the same but not for the part about what the people are thinking i really didnt care so i just kept on wit my life.Also the guy who raped me i dont his name he is from skool and i got him on tape my fone rcored it i know his face thats all know.so what do we do now???
Amber lets take it to the police so this won't happen to you agian..
ok adam
lets go.

later on!!

1 year passes by jacob the guy who raped amber was a rested and sent to prison for 3 years for druging and raping.now adam and amber have been dating for awhile and are very happy till...

ding-dong
got it mom. who is it?(amber)
it's me adam.
what happen to you?
mom come here and get the first aid kit.(amber)
my step brothers beat me up and i ran away and dont know were to go but here till i find a place.(adam)
no come here sit down.let me clean you up first.(amber)
you can stay here in the living adam till you get out of college or when ever you would like to leave.dont say anything i say you can stay ok.dinner will be done in 15.(ambers mom)
don't worry every thing will be ok and any ways we get to leave in two years dats if we are still together so dont sweat it we will keep you safe.now come one lets eat i bet ur really hungrey.(amber)

finishing up!!:D

2 years passed and now adam and i are leaveing college and moving in together in house two streets from my mom...
my mom is make us party for getting through all of this mess together and still together also for getting our degrees.my mom had invited everyone form skool now my whole is full of people and i know them all.The song that was playing was my favorite song called when i'm gone by eminem.I love that song so much.My mom had baked mine and adams favorite cakes and has strwberry frosting...mmmmmm...
Anyways i am here on the dance floor with adam dancing close and when the song ends we sit down at a special table for an 1 hour relaxing.Out of no where he calls everyones attention to look at us that he has something important to say.He gets up and turns and tells me to stand.I stand and he then kneels on one knee and starts to say.
~adam~
amber lopes with the permission from your mother will you marry me and become the other half of my heart?
~amber~
my answer will i will...become the other half of your heart adam.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
now we got back to the party after the 2 min kiss it filled with life and joy.We were dancing to umbrella by rihanna.After the party we went back to the house we bought and stood there that night.He had took me to our bedroom in weddingstyle and told me to keep my eyes closed.When he put me down he told me to open my eyes i did and it was beatuiful had roses and candles but they were off and so i got up and he told me to lay down so i did. he came and