Thinking of You by Sexi Lexi (big ebook reader txt) 📕

right towards her

Wait, what are you doing?

“Hey, hun.”

(hug)

What do you think you’re doing?!

Saving you. What’s it look like?

It looks like your…

Just stop. Let’s go.

They stop hugging but he leaves an arm around her as they walk.

I was headed to my dorm.

I’ll walk you there.

They walk out of sight of the man.

 

 

 

 

 

“I’m sorry.”

“For what? It wasn’t your fault.”

“Not that. For everything.”

For being so mad that you’re in my head. For pushing you away. For…

Wait, why’d we stop walking?

Ugh! I just want to kiss her.

Whoa, where’d…….

Spencer grabs her face in both hands gently and kisses Julianna lightly.

Well, she’s not pulling away.

Spencer kisses Julia a little deeper.

Smirk. You relaxed.

They pull away from the trance when a couple walks by.

 

Clears throat. Um. Say something. Say something.

Am I blushing? I can’t think of anything to say.

Sigh Those eyes.

(chuckle) “Why thank you.”

Ugh! I keep forgetting you can hear that.

Just get me back to the dorm.

As you wish, your highness.

Shutup.

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Julianna is asleep while Spencer is trying to pull an all nighter to write a paper.

Just say my name and tell me it’ll be okay.

Wrap your arms around me from behind and

kiss my neck. Speak Spanish in my ear and hold me close.

You’re dreaming. You don’t know what you’re doing. Wake up.

Those eyes. That kiss. My hearts racing.

I wish it would have lasted forever.

Wake up, wake up, wake up!

I’m trying to write a paper for tomorrow!

I should have kissed him back,

put my hand gently on his arm

when he had my face in his hands.

I wish I wouldn’t have pulled away.

He could have held my hips and drawn me close.

Oh my gosh. Here she goes.

I’m never going to be able to finish this paper now.

I’d love to run my fingers through his

hair and grab the hair on the back of his neck in a fist.

Wrap my arms around your waist and squeeze you closer.

Then fall right onto the bed, where I can

wrap my legs around him and feel his skin on my bare stomach.

Oh, girl. I love your dreams.

I kiss your neck right where you

like so I can hear you moan, and watch

your eyes close as your body relaxes.

You slide your hands all over me gently as I

arch my back and glide my fingers through your hair and down your back.

My heart is beating so fast.

I flip us over so you can relax. I stare into

your beautiful eyes as you watch in amazement while

I make you the happiest man alive.

When both our energy is sapped,

I lay my head on your chest and we fall asleep.

I kiss the top of your head and wrap my arms around you.

If only you knew how….how much I….

you’re not even awake.

You won’t even remember this tomorrow.

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Good morning!

Ugh. What do you want?

Chuckles. Did you sleep well?

Yes….Why do you care?

Oh, trust me, I care.

Whatever, crazy.

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Both asleep until...

GASP

Another nightmare.

Yours or mine?

It’s all the same anymore.

Can you tell them apart?

No.

They’re both just as bad.

Come here. I’ll hold you.

No. I’m fine. It’s fine.

Juliana. I want to hold you. Come here.

What’s wrong with us? Why are we like this?

Will we ever be normal again?

I don’t know.

but it’s okay. Don’t think about it now. Sleep. It’s okay.

Sigh

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What’s the name of that movie with the car robots?

 

 

 

 

 

…...Spence?

Transformers.

Yeah! Thank you.

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Spencer is studying in the Student Center while Julianna walks to class.

Here she comes. There she is.

Don’t suddenly sit up like that.

People will think something’s going on.

I’m just walking to class. Just acted normal.

I can’t. Hey, is that a new shirt?

Yeah.

Is that why you kept saying ‘purple or green’ yesterday?

Yep.

Well, I made the right choice!

(smirk)

(eye contact)

Have fun in class.

Have fun working the Cafe.

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Both in their separate dorm rooms, in bed.

Juliana, are you awake?

 

 

 

 

 

I slide my arms around your sleeping body as I lay behind you.

Sigh. Hi. :)

Hola mi amor.

giggles.

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Both chilling in their separate dorm rooms

So, sweet cheeks, whatcha doin?

Nope! Nope! Not allowed! Never again!

Oh, you call yourself that all the time but I can’t do the same?

No! You can’t! I only use it as a sarcastic insult.

Why do you think it’s okay to insult yourself like that?

You’re amazing and smart.

Ugh. Yeah Yeah.

No, I mean it!

bitterly and flat I’m sure you do.

...Do you want to talk about what’s bothering you?

Or why you talk to yourself like that?

 

Just leave me alone.

What?

I said leave me alone! Stay out of my personal life!

Wow. It’s not like I can! Only if you stop thinking!

Well then I’ll get right on that so I don’t have to have you pretending to be a shrink!

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In Class

Hey.

Shh. I’m trying to pay attention.

Ha. Yeah right! Since when?

 

 

 

Julianna, seriously, why aren’t you talking to me.

 

 

 

I’m tired of you in my head. Just leave me alone.

 

 

Staring at her in disbelief and desire.

Stop giving me those adorable puppy dog eyes and pay attention.

Adorable?

Rolling eyes.

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In Class

Julianna?

Julianna, I know you can hear me.

 

 

Answer me, please.

 

 

Hey, seriously!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Starts picturing them doing it and watches Julianna.

Julianna starts to turn red.

I knew it. You can hear me.

Looks at him for only a second, sadly pleading for him to stop.

Then looks away and pretends everything is normal.

Stop. I’m trying to have a normal life! Don’t you get it!?

But we aren’t normal! Who else has what we have?

People in insane asylums and that’s where we might end up if you don’t STOP!

FINE.

Also, I’m going on a date this Friday, so try not to ruin it by thinking.

Ugh. Whatever.

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In the cafe

Why are you sitting right behind me?

Because you’ve been ignoring me.

I just want to be normal again. Maybe if we avoid each other it will stop.

What if I don’t want it to stop?!

You don’t get to decide that.

look at each other

Sigh. Those eyes.

Well thankfully neither do you.

breaks eye contact What is your problem anyway?

My problem. My problem?!?

Calm down or you’ll react out loud again.

You’re my problem, Julianna. I can’t get you out of my head.

I know. I’m trying to fix us. That’s why I’m avoiding you.

No, I mean, I don’t want you out of my head.

I love you, Julianna.

No, You just think you do.

Gets up and leaves

Why is it so hard for you to imagine?

Shutup. Making a dramatic exit doesn’t work if you’re still thinking at me.

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Back from the date this early? He must have been a douche.

Or just not as hot as me, huh sweet cheeks?

Like you don’t know why I’m back early!

You totally ruined the whole thing!

Where are you?! We need to talk!

Redman Hall. Room 310.

Stomps all the way to the door and bangs on it.

Opens the door in jeans and no shirt

with a huge smile on his face.

“Why hello there, sweet cheeks!

Come to experience what a real date looks like.”

“You have got to stay out of my head!

And where is your shirt?! You even knew I was coming!”

“Yeah, and I also know how much you

dream about abs like these, sweet cheeks.”

He slides his hands from his pecks down to his jeans.

Moan. Wait, ...no! Focus!

“You are a ridiculous little child!

And STOP CALLING ME SWEET CHEEKS!”

“Why, princess? What are you going to do about it?”

He gets right up in her face.

Arrogant bastard!

“Okay, jerk. What do I need to do to get you to

leave me alone and stay out of my head, huh?!

‘Cus I can’t take it anymore. You’ve got to go!

I’ll do anything if you’d just…”

Spencer is giving her that lustful puppy dog look

that guys don’t know they make. He steps a little closer.

“stay….”

He takes two more steps closer.

She steps back so there is still space between them,

but her back hits the wall behind her.

He puts both his arms up on the wall on either side of her.

Her voice gets quieter and cracks as she says

“out of my head.”

“I don’t think you really want that.”

“Oh yeah, and why is that?”

She’s gained back some confidence and voice.

Spencer leans in and whispers right into her ear as she stiffens.

“Because, sweet cheeks, if I wasn’t in your head, I wouldn’t know to do this.”

He lightly nibbles her ear as she instinctively exhales and relaxes. He then starts kissing down her neck, making sure she can feel the scruff of his beard.

Moan! She pierced her lips together tightly to try and hold it in.

Oh, come on. Don’t hold out on me.

She smirks and bites her lip.

Nope. You’ll have to try harder than that!

Haha. Challenge accepted!

He unbuttons the first few buttons on her shirt down

and glides his scruffy face across her chest, His hands on her hips.

She bites her bottom lip harder, but can’t hold back the moan this time.

There it is! That’s my girl!

He leaves kisses on her chest and neck as he keeps gliding.

Oh my goodness! That feels...how did you...?

Please...I know everything about you, Julianna.

As they kiss, he slides his right hand from her hip to her lower back to her butt

causing her left leg to wrap around him.

His nails lightly scratching the thigh she’d wrapped around him

sending shockwaves through her as she inhales quickly and ragidly.

She puts her leg down

as he walks her to the bed, their lips never apart for more than a second, his hands guiding her hips.

They fall back on the bed and her legs naturally wrap around his waist. He scratches both her thighs while he kisses her chest. She grabs a fist full of his hair, trying to hold on as her breathing becomes uncontrollable through her moans. He slides up to kiss her lips while he unfastens her black lace bra, tosses it aside, and touches every inch it used to cover. He starts kissing the line of her chin, then her neck, and chest. When his lips get to her breasts he starts licking and sucking the right one as he thinks

I know your right side is more sensitive.

Oh…

My…

Gosh…

They make eye contact as she runs her fingers through her hair.

Oh, I’m just getting started, Julianna.

He slides his hand up the inside of her thighs slowly. When he reaches the middle he cups her and massages, adding pressure with his longest finger. He starts kissing further down, every inch of his scruffiness barely touching her stomach, making it quiver under his touch. He scratches up the outside of her thighs and grabs her butt in his hands hard before he unbuttons her jeans and slides them off.

 

Now I’m basically naked in front of him.

This is so embarrassing.

No, you’re beautiful. Every inch of you.

He leans down and kisses every so slowly up the inside of both thighs.

You wore matching black lace on a first date?

Her chest is rising and falling rapidly.

Oh my goodness, do you really want to think about this right now?

She gasps suddenly and he has all of her attention as he starts to licking through the lace. He lightly bites her side to grab the panties with his teeth, pulls them down a little, before he slides them all the way off with his hands, make sure to touch both legs all the way down to her feet.

I think I’ll keep these!

I don’t think so! Those are expensive and…

He starts licking her clit vigorously and she can’t even finish the thought. She gasps and has clutches the sheets, trying to remember to breath.

Okay, Okay! You can have whatever you want!