CONNECTION WITHOUT LOVE by Rana AJeeb Rahman (christmas read aloud .TXT) 📕

She replied, "Yeah! I am single." I put the cup on the table and said,

 "Good! Do you want any relationship? Means, someone in your life?" 

She answered, "No, I am not interested in it." 

As she uttered these words, I was completely shocked. Because, if she is created for me, she had to feel like me, she had to year as I was yearning. As I was as anxious for her, why she was not? 

I said to God mentally, "Oh! Now don't put me in trouble. Make her to feel like me, because I have completely fell in love with her and want to complete my last wish of my life with only her. " 

After saying her, I could not utter any word, because every part of my body was disappointed. 

Then, I asked her hardly and with low voice, "What do you do?" She answered, "I haven't any special work." I said, "Oh, Alright!"

 She stood up and said, "Now, I have to go, and rain has stopped too."

 As she said for leaving, I stood and said her, "Yeah, you may go," I continued, "But, can we be friends?" 

She said smiling, "We became friends when you helped me."

 Gazing into her eyes, I said with low voice "But still something remains!" She asked being puzzled, "What something?" 

I finished gazing and answered, "Leave, nothing!" She said "Okay bye! Now I am going." 

As she was going, I called her from behind, "Hey, listen!" she turned back then I continued,

 "You are going without telling me that will we meet again or not?" She told me with sweet smile, "No, we will meet." Then, she told me a place for meeting where she used to spend some time in evening.

 As she went out, my every part of body worried, and my eyes became red. I felt as shining of stars had went as water had went out from ocean as smell of flowers had went out from them as king had lost his queen, and the candle had lost its light.

 I locked the door of home and went into my room. I turned of all lights and sat in the chair and was thinking only about her. I was anxious to bring her in my life, but I didn't know that why she was not?

 I whispered with myself, "Every knock and corner of my home was become happy on coming of her, and they got a life, but they were dead on leaving the home." I could not sleep all night because my relaxant and everything was she. I was just waiting for the evening all night in the dark and alone with her dreams.

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As the morning fell, the birds had freed to find food for their families, and they were freed to prove their love for family. By the happiest sound of birds, I was awakened. As I awoke, first I remembered my beloved God then I remembered my life, my smile of face and my key of happy world, Zinnia.  

Then, I prepared and went to the office. I was very upset for her and on other hand I was happy that I would see her again, and my every body part will be relive again. 

Sun was freed from its duty and evening was about to fall. I prepared to go on that place, which she told me. 

When I reached there, it was place like that I have shown the picture  above as a background, beautiful view, seaside, sunset, talking waves of air, glamouring waves of sea  , and she.

She was sat on the rock and was looking at water and sun deeply. I stood beyond her for a while and lost in her. The last rays of evening of sun was falling on her hair and making it more shiny and appealing. 

I went forward and sat silently on rock, besides her. She was still in same position, didn't utter any word. The sight was very lovable and attractive, but for me she is beauty of nature, so I was lost in her profoundly.

She was lost in her wold and I was lost in her, my world. 

While that , I talked, "when you sit silently and deeply, you seems very innocent and beyond that there is something disagreeable and sorrowful happened with you. To your innocence, these are torturing and making use of it.  "

She turned her face to me and said painfully, "may be!"

Her eyes were hiding mysteries of her life. I was anxious! There was something which I had to know.

I took deep breath and said, "Zinnia, you should tell me. Maybe, God has sent me to save your innocence."

 She turned her face to see view and told in slight voice, "There isn't any mystery beyond my innocence because I haven't life. But,  it hides some frightful works.

I asked confusingly, "Frightful works? Which?"

She look at me and smiley said, "You can't understand. Leave it," gazing at scenery she said in deep voice , "you just try to understand these joyful waves, these gossiping winds and to this lighted sun which is going back. It does its duty very honestly. It lights everything and from sky sees everything. In world, hundreds of people injustice with poor! Hundreds of hearts are broken. Hundreds of people do sins and many many more bad. And, the sun bears barbarous things silently; doesn't leave its duty and doesn't complain to the nature," turned face to me and continued, "So, that's why I come here daily and see that innocent, constrained and helpless Sun and for forgiving because I am also involve in many things, I think. I also do many sins. And, these rocks are best friends of my heart because it has been like a rock, dead but behind it the thousand of things are hidden. So, only these rocks can understand my heart as state of of these is like it.

I was confused. looking at her, "I can understand these waves, winds and the story of the Sun. Every single wind has its own life, but I am not getting you. I want to know about which work you are talking. I am puzzled."

"I am also puzzled," she said.

"What do you mean, Zinnia?

"Leave my life! Tell me about you," she said standing up.

She began to walk along the coast. "My life...my life have just started," said while walking with her.

"Means?"

That moment were forcing me to spend my whole life like that. I was feeling different type of expressions, joy, happy, kind of sad. Before her, I was just breathing and was living unwanted, but now I had given a life like a normal person. Now, there was my occurrence in the World. I just wanted to walk with her like that into the Paradise, which is the end of beauty.

"You can't understand," I answered. Still walking

She smiled and said, "we both can't understand each other. How strange it is," she continued in slow voice, "We are different from the world; we both haven't life as God has sent us to support each other. 

I stopped and started gazing into her eyes. Now, her eyes were showing that her heart wanted me to its near to hold her to give her life. Now, The body, which was living without soul, was appealing  for the happiness, for the reasons of living and for the soul. Now, I wanted to give values to her breathes.

I was lost in her very deeply.

"Hey, what happened?" she asked bewilderedly. 

I averted my eyes and said, "You can't understand. Leave it!," I asked to walk, "let's go."

As I turned , she called me from back, "Listen!"

I looked at her and replied, "Yeah!"

She continued," You shouldn't go deep in me and don't give me value heartily. I am meaningless, and I don't want someone in my life. I am dead, apathetic. Don't create feelings for me."

These words made my heart to stop and were finishing my life, which I had just got.

I encouraged, "Oh my Lord! Now, don't take her from me. If you have placed her in my heart, now I will not let her to go. There must would be causes beyond her destroyed life. I will relive her life."

"Don't mind please! But, you can meet me and can talk to me," She uttered sweetly.

"Thank God! it's enough for me," I whispered.

"Nothing, I have gotten you," I said smiley.

"Okay, It's too late. I should go now," She said.

"Yeah sure," I replied.

"Take it! it's my mobile number. You can contact me," she said giving me a piece of paper.

"Okay, but can we meet here daily?" I asked.

"Why not! I come here daily. Just, you have to be punctual." She said with smiling face and continued, "Okay bye! Take care."

I replied, "Take care you too!"

She went but I was still there.

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Text: Rana Ajeeb Rahman
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Publication Date: 09-30-2017

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Dedicate to my beloved Cousin Shumaila