whips and chains by Trinity Bond (jenna bush book club TXT) 📕

*A few hours and quite a bit of booz later*

I was in the middle of this chicks living room with probably the drunkest bimbo ever grinding against me. I wasn't really getting into it but due to the lack of coverage I was supporting a major hardon. This bimbo just kept rubbing against me in her super shirt clothes. I slowly close my eyes to try and get into the wonderous swaying hips. I opened my eyes grabbed a couple shot glasses and drank them in one gulp. Still not feeling anything I walked away from the bimbo looking for someone more my taste. Shortly after I walked passed Ryan. I didn't know he was here. He looked way to drunk, he could barely stand and that was just the least of it. 

"Ryan man what are you doing here your majorly fucked up," I say grabbing ahold of Ryan. 

"Hunter called he said Amber needed him and wanted me to make sure you got home safe,"  Ryan stubbles out. 

"Looks like I'm going to be making sure you get home safe," I say grabbing his arm and pulling him out of the door. "Where's your car man?"

"Same place you and Hunter parked," he says. I walked over to the spot and sure enough instead of  Hunter's truck being parked there, it was Alex's car. I put Alex in the passenger and grabbed his car keys and hop in the drivers seat. I headed towards his house and about ten minutes down the road Alex was passed out. I sneak peaks at him as we drove down the road. Man he's so cute when he's asleep. Once we finally got to his house I turned off the car hopped out and went around to grab Alex out. With Alex weight supported I walked with him up to the door and walked inside. I set his car keys down where he'd always put them and carried him up to his room. I laid him on his bed and pulled off his shoes socks and pants. I then went and took off his hoodie covered him up with one of his blankets. I started headed towards the door and peaked back at him. His eyes were slightly open and he watched me. Before I could turn the door knob to leave his room he made a noise so I turned back around. He slowly made a come here motion with his finger. I quickly walked back over and sat next to him on the bed. 

"Whats up man," I ask. He motioned for me to come closer so I did. What happen next surprised me. Alex grabbed hold of the back of my neck dragging me closer and closer to him and when I got close enough to feel his breath on my face he leaned up slightly and kissed me. It was a rough hard demanding kiss that yurned for so much. I wrapped my arms around him and quickly kissed back. By the end of the kiss I was on top of staddling him. I was startled soo I rolled off of him and quickly walked out the door.

The next day I couldn't stop thinking of the kiss. The confusing part was Alex started kissing me. He was straight wasn't he? I mean he's had several girlfriends and always looking for someone new, but does that necessarily mean he's straight. I was soo confused. I was glad it was Saturday or else I'd have to go to school and act like nothing happened. I sat up and checked my phone. I had three missed calls, about ten texts and two voice mails. So I checked my voice mail, the first one was from Hunter trying to figure out if I got home alright from the party and the second one I never fully listened to. It was from Alex, he must have called me directly after I walked out of his house because he was super drunk in the message. I checked through my texts and over half of them were from Alex, but five were from Hunter so I clicked one his name. 

J: 'Hey man yea I got home fine. I had to take Alex home cuz he got drunk off his ass then I walked home' I sent him that knowing he wouldn't be awake by now, and went to check my texts from Alex.

A: 'Jason call me back please'

A: 'Jason please I need to talk to you'

A: 'Jason please'

A: 'Please.. Just talk to me..'

A: 'I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow..'

I felt so bad because he seemed so upset but he was drunk. I set my phone down and grabbed a towel to go take a shower. I grabbed my phone and walked into the bathroom. I went into my music and started playing All Time Low's Dear Maria Count Me In and set down my phone. I sripped out of my boxers and tshirt and just as I was going to start up the water when my phone chimed. I grabbed my phone and it was a text from Alex, and as if nothing ever happened he said whats up man. So I shot him a text back. 

J: 'Getting ready to hop in the shower'

A: 'Want to hang after'

J: 'Yea. What you want to do'

A: 'Probably go to the mall'

J: 'Sounds grate. I'll text you after I get out of the shower'

With that I sent my phone down and hopped in the shower. I took a long hot shower and cleared my mind. While in the shower I was singing along to For Baltimore by All Time Low. 

'Mayday situation overload

I'm restless, obsessed with your futureAnd all my worries they don't bother youCollected, you render me uselessBut I carry on

Right now, I think that you think that I'mHalf drunk, searching for something ofSubstance, casually dropping a line, designedTo keep you next to meI can't awkwardly craft in advanceI know, that you wouldn't fall for thatYou say "Shut up and take my hand"And we carry on

I don't wanna say goodnightThe city comes alive, when we're togetherWhy can't Thursday last foreverI don't wanna say goodnightI've never been so sureJust do it for the memoriesDo it for BaltimoreAnd do it for me'

After a while I hopped out of the shower and wrapped my towel around my waist. I brushed my teeth and slightly messed up my hair. Then I headed into my room and nearly jumped out of my skin. Sitting on my bed waiting for me was Alex. When he heard the bathroom his head came up and he was now staring at me. I doubt he knew I notice his eyes slowly trail down my body and then snap back up. 

"Um hey man what are you doing here," I ask walking over to my dresser and pulling out a pair of boxers to put on. 

"We're hanging out and I didn't want to be home," he replies.

"I told you I'd see you after I took a shower," I say.

"Well you took a shower and now your seeing me," He laughs. Then we both started laughing as I let my towel drop so I could put out my boxers. When my towel fell Alex had stopped laughing and I barely caught a glips of Alex's eyes traveling down the length of my body. I quickly pulled on my boxers and turned to meet his wondering eyes. I cleared my throat and his eyes shot up to mine. 

"What are you looking at," I ask sceptically. 

"Nothing," he says quickly. I then turn towards my closet and pull out a pair of dark skinny jeans and my new A Day to Remember tshirt and got dressed. I grabbed my wallet and throw on my converses.

"Hey man you ready to go," I ask Alex. He just stands up and heads towards my door nodding yes. He walks out my room with me in tow. We quickly make our way down stairs and out the door. We hop into Alex's car and head off to the mall. 

"So what do you want to do at the mall," I ask.

"Hmm I don't know," he says.

"Well I'm making my normal stops," I say.

"You always go to Hot topic and Spencer's. Don't you ever get tried of those two stores," he laughs out.

"Don't you ever get tired of chasing girls around," I joke.

"Yea I do but I don't know if the person I really likes feels the same way about me. So better to have someone then no one," Alex says turning this conversation way to serious. 

"Who do you like," I ask just the tad bit curious.

"It's no one. But I'm sure they don't feel the same way so just forget I said anything," Alex says a bit sad. 

"How do you know they don't feel the same way? Have you tried telling them how you feel," I ask.

"Well no but I just know cuz they don't swing that way," he says.

"Is it a lesbian?" I aks slightly confused by his words.

"Yea," he says but I could tell he was lying. By now we had gotten to the mall and were just sitting in the car so I went to hop out.

"You coming man," I ask Alex as I close my door. Alex hops out of the car and we head inside. We split ways so Alex could go do whatever he wanted and I could go make my trip to Spencer's and Hot Topic. I walk into Spencer's and walk straight to the back. I picked up one of the whips and thought about how good it would feel on my back. Then thoughts of Alex using it on me got me arrosed. I quickly pushed the thoughts out of my head but grabbed the whip along with one of a different texture and a couple different types of handcuffs and bondage rope. Then I walked around the store and grabbed a few other things that I liked and finally went over to the peircings. I got the lady behind the counter and got her to pull out more lip rings, taper and this time a new ring for my septum and smiley peircings. I went up to the counter with her and paid for all my things her eyes lighting up when she sees the sex toys. I quickly paid and pulled them into a bag and walked out. Then I head over to Hot Topic. I got more new band shirts and skinny jeans. I also got a Batman plus blanket and some Doctor Who things. Then I headed to the food court where I figured Alex would've most likely have been. To my surprise Alex wasn't there so I pulled out my phone and texted him. 

J: 'Where are you'

A: 'I was looking for you cuz I'm hungry'

J: 'Well Im now in the food court so get your ass over here'

A: 'omw'

Not five minutes later Alex comes up behind me and grabs for my Spencer's bag. I quickly jerk it away. I don't want him seeing what