A Misfits Diary "This Girl" by Shelz Bet (ebook reader macos txt) 📕

mom woke me up at 5:30am, as if I didn’t enjoy my bed. Ah I should be use it by now she wasn’t gonna change she was set in her Letty ways and I was also set in my own “This Girl” ways. Strike a Pose

 

I was a little short of excited for work yesterday, nah I’m just kidding. I wasn’t the least bit enthusiastic about working, but then again who was? It was a drab day, partly cloudy and calls came in slow. This was one thing that I couldn’t complain about it gave me time, time to think, time to write, time to edit what I wanted not only on my blog but in my mind too.

I skipped lunch thinking of my diet I needed to start. Remember that comment I made about it yesterday?  It was good for me anyway and to top it all off Reba was eating fish soup and we had a scheduled lunch. The smells of soupy fish churned my stomach in the wrong way and made me want to gag. At about 3 o’clock I regretted not eating, as my belly grumbled for food. Oh well I had no breaks since the scheduled change I would just have to endure until I got home, no biggie!

 I got a message from Amy on Hangouts, the only form of communication I had with the outside world, while I was at work. Phones where put in Pursey’s care, because they weren’t allowed, Skype, Facebook and whatever else was blocked.  So Google hangouts were like our life line to talk to other people outside the work place. I also listened to music, read and wrote to kill all the free time I had between calls on slow days.  Adam messaged me off Amy’s Google account I soon learned when I actually opened the message.  Apparently tonight we would be doing our Prom photo-shoot.  Ready Set Cover girl! AT first I really didn’t want to, my hair was a tangled mess, my nails weren’t done and for god sakes my skin looked like burnt toast. I wasn’t easily persuaded but I finally agreed once he promised to get my proper tool to make my hair beautiful. I wasn’t too worried about my face I had good foundation and concealer makeup that could fix that issue with ease.

They picked me up after work a bit late I must mention though. I wished they were already downstairs waiting for me when I walked out so Steven and Reba could see that I had real friends and I didn’t need their friendship. Amy said she was neutral about the entire thing but, she proved to be real friend. Steven offended her in his own way and she in turn decided she didn’t need him and unfriended him on Facebook. Adam on the other hand was as loyal as a dog, my best friend I could always count on. I was more than glad he was my bestie I felt loved and I finally had in concrete my real friends. We gathered everything we needed went over to my house and got ready for the photo-shoot. After taming my wild hair I was excited and then when my makeup was on I looked in the mirror pure beauty. Yes I was a little bit conceited, a little conceit never hurt anybody plus it was better to be this way than depressed and sad.

 On our way the photo-shoot Amy and Adam decided to steal traffic cones. It was pretty hilarious parking in the middle of the highway and Adam running for the cone, he even dragged one in through the window. We got there I put on my dress I even look more gorgeous then than the actual prom day.  The photographer touched my makeup up a bit where I was sweating. Then it was time to strike a pose, we had fun Amy took pictures with us too. We had adorable pictures, funny pictures, cute pictures and your normal and formal prom pictures. After we finished we headed to Amy’s house hung out a bit and then went home. A drab day turned into a fab day. I felt like a million bucks, i was no cover girl but i certainly was “This girl”.

Twat's Talking shit

 

It was cold wet a gloomy yesterday. The sky was filled with dark clouds, like dark silk sheets, at least that is what I would compare it too. I spent my day pretty average. Calls were extremely slow so I became lost in the lyrics of the songs I listened to.  Everything thing was calm in oppose to the way it use to be, but I didn’t mind. I could get use to reading (which I love), I know I’m such a nerd. The peace was calming. I had no one to worry about I just spoke to Amy and Adam on chat. What a nice day, I thought to myself.

Then came the Drama, Amy got into an argument with Steven. He was furious that she apparently in his eyes took my side. I had divided the “squad”. She just expressed that she thought it was not me and she believed it was Walley. That ended their friendship because Amy was entitled to her opinion and just because she chose to spend time with me and Adam the day before at our photo shoot they took immediate offense.  Michael in turn yelled at Amy over her opinion about the whole “missing money, stolen money” situation because Walley is his boyfriend.  Every time someone new came around money went missing, which was not only the truth but the hard facts.

I was at work when all this happened and got the story half through chat and afterward when Adam met me after work. I was just outside work after buying something at the store for my mom she asked me to buy and Adam showed up. We already wanted to have a movie night at his house but I however planned to cancel because I hadn’t packed etc. So we decided to wait for my mom together and he went to my house. They were all hungry when I got home so I decided to make dinner for everyone.  They all enjoyed, when I wanted to cook it came out lovely.

Then Amy showed up and I was gonna take a shower when she finished telling me about what happened. So I called my mom so she could hear it too and here how fake so called uses to be friends were. Michael added that he lost fifty dollars too and might as well put the blame on me the criminal. Bunch of pussy’s I wished I was there to hear it myself; they weren’t brave enough to say it to my face. Only Bitches gossip, I wish they would just leave it to females. What did I really expect from a bunch of secret gay’s (not that I had anything against gay people). I loved gays they were usually nice, but they were a bunch of hypocrites. Those conniving twats talked bad behind my back, not to my surprise they had been doing the same to Sarah for quite some time. She could continue kissing there asses, but I was my own woman and nobody walks over me NOBODY.

My mom was shocked at their behavior too and so was Conner. We told him too over the phone. I decided they weren’t worth my thought or time I had obliterated them from my work. They were no longer relevant and they were dead to me.

Amy dropped me and Adam at his house. We had our movie night watching the series we like. It ended the way our movie night usually ended with me falling asleep and him watching the show. Good thing I was way ahead of him, so I wouldn’t have to catch up on the episodes he watched that night.

I woke up feeling well rested and Adam made me breakfast and walked me to work. It felt so good to have real friends. These were the kinds of friends one should cherish. I was happy again because “This girl” had real friends!

We Don't need Weed

 

What a weekend! Friday was dreary just sat all day at work and watched the rain chuck from the heavens. Thing got exciting towards the end of the day when there was a bit of a Facebook show off filled with insults, Until the immature posts finally stopped. This was mainly because Michael and Steven were afraid of their sexuality being made public.

The highlight of the weekend was almost being arrested. Well wasn’t that fun. Thank god for having a vagina, I probably wouldn’t have been able to talk my way out of that one if I didn’t. So we headed out of town to Amy’s basketball game, which her team won by the way.  Adam, Rob and i were in the stands cheering and trash talking to some hater making fun of Amy, mostly me and Adam though. That was really fun. After we head minutes away and dropped off Rob at this club where he met his friend and date. We headed over to the store got some vodka, some mix, ice and cups. Amy drove us to this park we started to drink and Amy had weed so we smoked that too. I wasn’t big on weed but I was in the mood Saturday night. So here we were playing kings and never have I ever. Then out of nowhere these solider looking men with guns came toward us. Great I thought to myself, but I remained calm. I wasn’t going to jail tonight and I wasn’t going to let Adam or Amy go either. They