The Thoughts Of A Goth Boy by bloodandgorelover (digital book reader txt) 📕

losing patients for this conversation. "The guy you were about to fight, like, an hour ago" Mark said with a tone of disbelief. Probably because I forgot of whats-his-face. "Yeah, that guy - I saw you weren't afraid of him, and I was just wondering if you would help me" Jack continued, still avoiding eye contact.

I didn't like how this kid couldn't even look at my general direction while talking to me. He looks harmless so I'll leave it alone. "Oh, that fucker, do you need me to kill him? cause I'll do it" I say seriously. "Yes" Mark says almost immediately, causing his brother to smack the back of his head. "No" Jack said refusing my offer. Dammit. "Then what do you need?" I asked now saddened at the fact that I couldn't hurt whats-his-face.

"Can you protect my brother?" Mark said slapping Jack's back. "What?" I asked wondering if he was kidding. "Well you see-" Mark began. He's not kidding, can't they protect each other? "We've tried protecting ourselves, but it's hard" Mark said running his fingers threw his hair nervously. That answers my question. But because I'm bored, I'm going to act like a dick and fuck with their heads for a while. "Really?" I asked as I raised my arm so I can sooth the blunt red marks the fence has left me. "Y-yeah" Jack nervously said, maybe he found out. I don't really care as long as he plays along.

"How so?" I ask as I fake a sadistic smile. "I-i don't think I should tell you" Mark said with a hesitant look on his face. My smile turned into a grin as I get closer to Mark. "Then why should I help you? you could be lying" I say jabbing his forehead with my finger. "A-are you playing with my thoughts?" Mark asked, backing away a little. I hum as if I was asking a question. This seemed to scare Mark. I was told that I sound menacing when I hum like that, but I thought they were being dumb fucks.

"Calm down" I say as I start to walk away. "Jack is under my protection for now, so don't worry" I yell out while walking towards my porch. "Wait! didn't you want the detail on the situation?" Jack asked. I didn't, I was just bored. "Tell me later" I say as I walk into my house. I'm going to bed.


Long Day

I wake up, on the couch, with the worst neck pain I have ever had. I think. I place my hand on my neck and start to walk up the stairs to take a shower. "Hi Edgar!" Cecilia says as she ran up to me. "Hey, you were chasing a girl yesterday" I say to get this conversation out of the way. "Yeah well I saw her face and I didn't like it, so I told her and told her I'm going to kill her, she ran so I ran after her" she said scratching the back of her neck. "You have problems I say before walking into my room.

What day is it? What time is it? I'm lost in time and date. Whatever, I take off my clothes so that I am only in my boxers. Then grab a towel and and head to my bathroom. I grab my phone before entering the bathroom and lock the door behind me. I turn on the shower and remove my boxers before getting into the shower.

I lean against the shower wall, not because I'm tired, I'm just that lazy.Is there anything I should remember? other than the time and date. Oh, fuck, school. I'm pretty sure it's not Monday, since I saw kids getting out of school yesterday. How about I call it a Saturday and not give a shit? Yeah, that sounds like a plan. And there goes my phone. It's probably Vladimir, the idiot always calls me when I'm in the shower. I dry my hands before looking blankly at my phone screen. It's from my cousin. Probably forgot I moved. Finally know what time it is, five in the morning. Why am I in the shower then? whatever, it doesn't matter anymore. I put my phone back down without looking at the text and finish taking a shower.

Once out of the shower, I grab my towel and wrap it around my waist. I brush my teeth and leave the bathroom to see my sister sitting at the edge of my bed. :The fuck are you doing in my room ?" I ask, being extra cautious. "It's fine! we're siblings" she says as if she didn't know the difference between male and female. "Get out" I say bluntly. "Come on Edgar don't be th-". "get out!" I interrupt her. "Fine" Cecilia says as she gets up and starts to leave. "we have a pool by the way" she says, but I don't give a shit. What does she want me to do? Go swimming? Tan? Because I hate swimming and I don't tan, I burn. "Can you come outside with me, I'm afraid of being alone" she says. What the Fuck.

"Cecilia,I'm basically naked and yo have the door wide open,let me change before asking me something" I tell her, why wont she leave? Great now she's just standing there. "What!?" I yell knowing she wont leave until she says what she wants to say. "Don't worry, I already know how a penis looks like, so, seeing your-". "GET THE FUCK OUT!!!" I yell, not wanting to hear the rest of that sentence. I don't even want to know how she found this information. "OK, OK" Cecilia says before closing my bed room door. I sigh. My sister is a retard. And someone is knocking at my door. Already? "what is it?" I ask as I begin to find clothes to wear. "Are you done changing yet?" I hear Cecilia say. I'm going to kill her. I'm going to kill her and make it look like a suicide.

I throw a near by book at my door. The loud thud as it hit the door, then the floor, as followed by a squeal and footsteps running away from my room. "Finally " I sigh, then continue to change into my usual get up and leave my room. "Edgar, can you do me a favor?" I hear my mo yell from down stairs, probably from the living room. "No" I groaned as I stomped down the stairs. "Fine, go spend time with your sister" She demanded. "She, has problems" I tell her. "I know, so do you, but she's your sister" my mom says while watching me walk down the stairs. "My sister that doesn't know boundaries between bothers and sisters" I argue, still trying to forget what she told me earlier. "That was a order,Edgar" she stated giving me this look of dominance. "I know, I'm just not going to do it" I tell her as I began to walk to the kitchen. "Just go" she groaned making me groan because I'll get yelled at if I don't listen to her. "Fine!" I yelled before storming outside to our backyard.

"Hi, Edgar" Cecilia greeted as she swam towards me. "stay away I growl. "Don't be so mean!" Cecilia yelled as she came to a halt. "And you have problems" I say, while walking up to a pool chair. "That's mean to say!" she complained as she folded her arms. I ignore this statement and sit on the uncomfortable chair and stare at my bare feet. 'Cause they fascinate me for some strange reason. I should put on sunscreen before I start getting sunburn. Before I could even search for the bottle, Cecilia walked over to me with a bucket in her hands. "What are you doing?" I asked once she just stood in front of me. Then, without warning, she poured a bucket of pool water on me. I coughed and gagged in shock and fear. "What the fuck!?" I yelled as I smacked the shitty bucket out of her hands.

"Do you think this is funny!?" I yell grabbing a towel that was carelessly tossed on the floor. I start to dry my head, not caring if I scared Cecilia. "I'm sorry" she says, half bullshitting her emotions. She did this on purpose, with no purpose. "Get out of my sight" I growl, causing her to flinch and run back to the pool. Sometimes I wonder about her. I'm going to get sick because of this bitch. I rub my forehead, which is causing me incredible pain now.

I start to take off my shirt to be sure that I won't get sick. then proceed to throw it at my sister. I knew I should have stayed int the house. But no. My mom had to force me to spend time with this ass. She is lucky she's a girl. Or I would have killed her. I shouldn't put to much thought into this, or I might do something stupid. I continue to dry myself off with he towel until I heard someone whistle. I turn to see Mark, I think, just standing there. "what are you doing?" I asked. "Looking at you, duh" he answered. Yeah, that's creepy. "Why?" I asked, I have a feeling this conversation will turn into something I won't like. "Cause you have a sexy body" he responded. I knew it. I don't want to continue this, but I'm going to. Because I'm fucking stupid. "What?" I asked hoping I heard wrong and he said something completely different. "Uh, you're sexy and I would fuck you" Mark replied. Oh god. I wish I didn't hear that. "Um, you do know we just met yesterday right?" I ask, ho[ping that this information will calm his hormones down. It probably isn't. "Yeah but it only takes me less than three minutes to see who I want to fuck" Mark said, quite bluntly I might add. "I-i'm done talking to you" I say, turning around so that I don't have to face this pervert. "Jokes on you, you have a nice ass too" Mark said. Oh god, you can basically hear the lust in that sentence. I feel like killing this guy.

I get up and start to walk towards my house. "If you need a fuck-buddy, I'm right next door" Mark shouted as I opened the glass door. "Fuck off!" I yell at the creep. "I'll fuck you" he replied. Fuck this, I hate this place. I slam the door behind me. "I'm sorry but I'm going to kill everyone"I say as I sit on the couch. "you gave birth to a demon" my dad tells my mom as he tossed me a apple. "It's your fault" she responds while stirring her coffee. "I don't need to hear this!" I exclaimed already too familiar with their code for sex