Kiss it All Better by Breana (that summer book txt) 📕

hand tighter. I could see how much pain she was in. Blood was all over her other hand and all over me and her beautiful white summer dress. I had no clue what to do as I watched her slowly die in front of me.
She didn't speak, and I could feel her slowly letting go of my hand. I gripped tighter,"Erin! Please don't leave me! Please!"
I closed my eyes and rocked her back and forth slowly,"please don't leave,"I whispered,"please don't leave."
I slowly looked up at the man and screamed,"you son of a bitch! How could you kill her?!"
"I didn't mean to..."
I shook my head and looked at Erin who was letting go of my grip. I couldn't stand this and hugged her tightly then ever before. I couldn't stand the fact that the love of my life was dying right before my eyes.
"I'm gonna kill you!"I screamed to the man.
I heard something sliding towards me and noticed it was the shot gun. I looked at it then the man who was standing a couple of feet away from me.
I then leaned over Erin who was breathing slower every second and grabbed the gun with out a word.
I cocked it and pointed it at the man,"shoot me. I dare you."he told me.
I closed my eyes for a moment and had flash backs of Erin and I. I knew this was a bad idea to come here tonight.
I opened my eyes after a while and looked at the man who killed my girl, Erin.
I slowly pulled the trigger and realized I missed the killing point and shot his leg.
"Shit!"I screamed.
The man laughed and then started to scream for help. I knew this was his plan. He knew I would try to kill him if he killed Erin.
I threw the gun and stood up while picking up Erin, who was breathing very slowly. More tears came into my eyes and I began to run away from crowds of people running towards me.

After minutes of running, I found a good enough place for a while and placed Erin down slowly and sat next to her, and had her on my lap. I rocked her back and forth again and closed my eyes,"I love you so much Erin, and I promies I'll never let go."
She clinged onto my shirt and I looked down opening my eyes. After that moment, she let go and I began to curse out loud. I was truely mad at the fact I was going to be blamed for killing my own girlfriend. I was even more mad because she had just passed away in my arms.
"Erin!"I scream.
She didn't respond and I started to scream her name thousands of more times, knowing I wouldn't get a response.
All of a sudden, I felt very lonely inside and couldn't stand it.


July 3rd, 2009

Anyway, I write in this journal to tell you I love Erin more than anything. I hope everyone knows that. If not, now you do. So please don't cry for what I'm about to do. There's no need to. Keep them and cry about something more important.
But, I made Erin a promise that I wouldn't let go. Honestly, I can't wait any longer to see her beautiful face...so tonight, in this cell, I've found a way to kill myself.
Strong words I know, but it's true. I need to be with her again, and if I don't...I'll regret it and feel bad for braking a promise. So mom and dad I love you dearly, but it's time for me to go.

Love, Josiah.


I placed the journal next to my hanging site and closed my eyes for a moment, thinking about Erin and I once again. I knew this was a perfect idea, and knew it was going to be wonderful to see Erin and her beaustiful face again.
As my last words filled my head, I stood at the edge of my bed next to the tall barred windows and placed my neck into the whole of ropes. I took a deep breath, and let go. Imprint

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