Until I Fall by Alexa Kim (e book reader txt) 📕

the class. She seemed to be listening, but her eyes were still distant. Then her face got paler, and her lips got more rosy. Her bright green eyes, got more radiant, and then I saw her red hair grow brighter. It was like a fire, and I looked at her, who only stared back at me with panic. “Miss, do you need to go to the nurse?” the teacher noticed, and the class stared at her. I saw her bite her lips, and she got her bag quickly and rushed out. Her eyes had fear in them, and they glanced at me with confusion. Those eyes were pleading with help, and for the first time in years, I felt worry heavy in my chest.

 

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. When I was in the classroom, my thoughts were far from chemistry. I don’t know what happened, but I felt everything was heightened. I could hear the wind breezing, and the rustle of the leaves. The sound of eyelids closing, and the faint breath of all students. I could even hear the steady heartbeat of Jace, and the thudding of a pencil against a desk. The pulse in my wrist felt as if something was beating with life. Even worse, my whole top back and shoulders cried from pain. It felt as if someone stuck a knife right between my shoulder blades. It brought tears to my eyes, and I had to rush out of the classroom. Now outside, I don’t know what to do. I brought out a phone that Percy gave to me, and searched up the symptoms of what I experienced. None of the medical diseases had the similar symptoms. Then I hear footsteps, and suddenly a girl was beside me. She had hazel brown hair and eyes, with such pink lips, I thought she put lipstick. She had a hearts shape face, and quite a cute girl. She snatched up the phone, and read my search.

Quickly glancing at me, she brought me to the back of the school. “Okay, first thing first, don’t tell this to anyone. Second, stop trying to show it so much. Third-“ She looked at me, and must have felt bad. “You don’t know what I’m talking about do you?”

I raised my eyebrows, “Who are you?”

 

She hesitated, “I’m Ashley, but Ash is better”. Ash took out a very thick book, with torn pages. The cover was worned out, and she placed them in my hands. The cover said nothing, it was blank, and it was very heavy.

 

"Read this, and you are on page 97."

Chapter 4

 

In wonders lies the heaven with a hierarchy of 9 choirs of angels. First, the “Seraphim”, of which lies angels who are guardians before God’s throne. They who burn with passion and love for the Holy Lord. They have 6 wings, 2 on their head, feat and the 2 majestic wings on their back. Beneath the Seraphim lies the “Cherubim”. They who guard God’s glory, and to protect the Tree of Life from those humans who fall in sin. They have four faces and four wings, covered with eyes. Then there are the  “Thrones”, who are the head of the court of justice. They are those who holds the judgement of one’s karma.  The “Dominions” are the ones who make known of the Lord’s command, and bring the teachings of the Lord by intuition. They dominate over the rest of the angels.

 

I flip to page 97, and I read Virtues:

 

Virtues are angels who are in charge of miracles and provide grace, and courage. They are responsible for freedom of choice, and hold a shield, sceptre, or a spear. These instruments are symbolic to the need of living life with the unconditional love, even when facing fear or a battle.

 

Wow. Was Ashly insane? Why would she give me this book? I am not an angel. Even if I didn’t know my identity, me an angel, was over the line. However my curiosity got better of me, and I kept on reading:

 

Below the Virtues are Powers. They defend the humans also known as Warrior angels. Powers defend against the evil spirits. Below them lies the hierarchy of Archangels. They are the messengers of God. They deliver the messages to humans through vivid dreams.

Then beneath them are the Principalities. Principalities are angels who encourage people to pray, delivering wisdom to national leaders for them to make important decisions. Finally there are angels who are the 9th of the 9 choirs of angel. They who deliver prayers to God, and answer to human’s prayers through the messages of God.

 

Done. I read them all. I closed the book, stupefied, by the amount of knowledge that I had just read. If I really was an angel, I should probably have wings. Maybe it was a stupid idea, or it may have been a death wish, but I really wanted to see if I could fly. I opened the door of my bedroom, and snuck out of Percy’s house. I felt like a typical teenager sneaking out of their house to go kiss their boyfriend. Once I was outside, I was surprised to see the sky still light. Right. It was 3 pm. I started to run. If I was a virtue angel, where was my shield, spear, or sceptre? Where were my wings? What was my purpose? I never believed in angels. Maybe Ashly was insane. I was insane for even considering to believe this book. Suddenly a car was coming my way. It was honking at me but I was too scared to move.  Full speed, and out of nowhere, someone grabbed me and pulled me to the sidewalk. Shocked, I tried to catch my breath. I looked up, and Jace was staring at me.

 

“What the hell were you thinking of running into the middle of the road?! Jesus Alexa.” I looked up at him, and finally gaining the strength to stand up, I looked at him. God, he was perfect. His blue eyes staring at me, and his black hair messy. I wanted to put my fingers through his hair, but I held back. Jace frowned, “You alright?” I nodded, and I managed to croak out,

 

“Thanks, for saving me. “ and I turned away. I felt his intense gaze on my back,

 

“Wait, where are you going?”

 

“Somewhere. I need to try something out.” I replied with a shrug. Jace ran in front of me.

 

“Try what?”

I looked up at him, “Do you know where we can find a high place? A really high roof?”

 

His frown deepened, “Why do you ask?”

 

“Just curiosity” I tried to say it as if it wasn't important. His eyes searched my face,

 

“I know there is a cliff.” he pointed to a hill on my right.

 

“Thanks” I started running to where he was pointing, and he followed me. “Why are you following me?”

 

“Because I can” was all he gave me. I sighed, knowing there isn’t a point of arguing. I guess he will be the last person seeing me. Running a bit more, I saw the cliff. Jace running beside me,“Why are we going to the cliff?” I didn’t respond. I ran a little faster, and surprisingly Jace wasn’t running out of breath.

 

Once we reached the cliff, I looked down. I felt him stare at me, “Alexa, why are we here?”

I finally able to look at him said, “Do you trust me?” He looked at me his blue gaze intense, but he nodded. “Good. I need justification of my identity.”

He grinned, “Well you are certainly not from Hawaii.” I gave him a smile, but his grin faded.

 

“What are you planning to do?”

I stared at his perfection. He was too perfect. He was handsome, and I wanted to kiss him.

 

“Do you have a girlfriend?” he looked surprised by my question.

 

“Yes I do, but feel free to do anything.” His eyes challenged me, as if he knew what I wanted.

 

“I guess lips are off limits?” and he smirked. I looked at him innocently, and leaned over to give him a kiss on the cheek. I stepped back, but his hands found my arms. He pulled me in, his eyes intense with lust. He kissed me on the lips, and I gasped. It felt amazing, and I could feel his heart beating. It was like electricity running through every nerve in my body. His hands found my back, pulling me into him. I didn’t want him to stop, but he pushed me away. “Now what are you planning to do?”

 

“Jump.” His eyes grew larger, his smile faded.

 

“Are you going to suicide?”

 

“Not the same purpose. I need justification.” and his color faded from his face. He grabbed my arms, and dragged me from the cliff. “Jace let go.”

 

“No” he pulled me toward school.

 

“Why?”

 

“Why? Are you kidding me? Jesus Alexa, is this some kind of death wish? Are you insane?” I glared at him, and kicked him in the shins. He winced, but he didn’t let go of my arm. He glared at me, and his blue eyes were furious. Someone called my name, and I looked over. On the opposite side of the street stood Ashley. I waved at her, despite Jace's glare. She signalled me to come over, and I shouted at her, “Jace is keeping me captive.” She rolled her eyes, and ran to us.

 

“Well hello Jace. Do you mind letting Alexa go?” He glared at Ashley.

 

“She tried to jump off the cliff.” and Ashley turned pale.

 

“It’s alright. I won’t let her.” and took my arm, which Jace released. He sighed, and faced me. Almost barely in a whisper, he said, "Alexa you don't want to go near me. Possibly the further you are, the safer. Run while you can because I'm only a cat with it's mouse." and he walked off.

Ashley swivelled to me, furious. I on the other hand was perplexed on what he said. What did Jace mean? Further you are, the safer? Only a cat with it's mouse? Was he a murder? A rapist? A sadist? A terrorist? Also he had a girlfriend. What about her?

 

“What the hell! Do you have a death wish?”

 

“I need justification that I am a Virtue Angel.” I lamely told her. My mind was far from what I told her.

 

                                                      What the hell did Jace mean?

 

 

Chapter 5

 

Ashley brought me to a a place, the church. It