She is the one by Asheslove (book recommendations for young adults txt) 📕

'Hard way, I see' he smirked when I got where he wants me. 

He sat on my thighs but not putting his whole weight on me as I thrashed my legs in air to get away from him, his knees digging on sides of my waist and then he tied my wrist tightly to the headrest. 

I immediately stiffened, perceiving his next move. His hand travelled under my head and tangling my all hairs he tilted my head getting full access of my neck. 

Today there's no escape from him I already knew but still I tried to put a fight   but now even my mind registered the fact.

His face came down and latched on my neck hungrily. He sucked, bite and licked my whole neck leaving his marks on me. He left my hairs and his hands travelled inside my dress while his mouth on my shoulder. Firstly he bite my shoulder harshly, his teeth sinking in my skin, I screamed in agony but then he kissed and licked the spot with his tongue to sooth the pain.

A chill run down my spine when his hands roamed on my bare sensitive skin tracing my ribs and lining under bra. 

Even though I wanted to stop him but my body don’t, it was shuddering under his touch and I felt a pool of desire wetting my core. It's been two years since I last had sex so after being touched by someone in such intimating way its esclating the buried desires of my body arousing me. 

His hands came up over my breasts from inside, his nail scratched the fabric of bra over the nipples and I sucked a deep breath. He smirked looking at my face and getting hold on the lining of dress around the neck from inside he ripped it off me in one go tearing it away. I closed my eyes tightly and turned my head aside, when I felt myself lying underneath him only in my bra and panty. My dried tears sticked to my face as I finally accepted the fact that I am doing futile struggles.

He rose above me, his eyes filled with pure hunger and lust and in next second I am completely naked for his lustful gaze as he tore the bra from the front and sliding the panty away from my legs threw it somewhere across the room.

‘Fuck’ ‘you are so fucking perfect baby’ he cursed and gropped one of my breast in his big rough hand. He squeezed it harshly before capturing my nipple in his warm mouth. I bite my lips controlling my sobs while he kept assaulting my body. His mouth was playing with my nipple biting, sucking and nibbling the erect bud between his teeth. One of his hand was kneading my other breast pinching the bud with his nails pulling it, while his other hand travelled down under my butt cheeks and squeezed it making me wiggle.

Even though it was forceful, but yet his touch didn't feel like that and my body says otherwise.

His touch was rough and gentle at the same time, I wanted to neglect the pleasure my body was receiving but it become impossible.

The only thought of letting him take me is filling my heart only with hatred and disgust. I can control my mind but this physical pleasure is uncontrollable, my body wants him but I don’t. I can’t forget how he starved me and manhandled me and I will never forgave him for that.

After giving the same treatment to my another breast his hands started to travel roughly up and down of my inner thigh just near my womanhood. I quickly tried to close my legs but he was faster than me and parted my legs away wide, moving forward in them preventing me to do so again.

‘Rape me’ words fly out from my mouth before I could comprehend as I opened my eyes and looked in his void orbs with nothing in mine.

‘Isn’t it why you kidnapped me. Then do it and after you get what you want leave me’ I gritted these words and felt pressure building in my chest, this is the last thing I can ever say to someone but right now I only want this to end.

His brows scrunched in confusion and disappointment flashed in his eyes when he heard my words. He looked in my eyes like trying to read my mind.

His movement stopped immediately and for once I thought I got him but the next second he shocked me and proved me wrong when suddenly one of his fingers slipped inside my wet hole making me gasp. He didn't said anything and his body came back in movement from hault as he started leaving wet trails of kisses dragging his wet lips down to my valley with his marks and his finger started to pump in and out of me. Soon another finger added making me dig my head in the soft mattress beneath me due to the arousing desire and aching core and I pursed my lips tightly to keep the voices inside my throat.

He started moving furiously inside me and his thumb started rubbing my clit mercilessely moving in circles. I started to pant and my struggles to release my wrist from the tight knot increased. His other hand held my waist preventing me from moving away from his touch. His fingers started to move more faster inside me giving my body the pleasure which I couldn’t deny. I turned my head to the side but a soft moan still pass my lips and his lips curled up. 

“Is this rape?’ he whispered biting my nipple lightly nd pulling it between his teeth to esclate the pleasure with pain.

‘Stop, I don't want you... just..  st...op’ I managed to speak when I felt orgasm building inside me but most of the words died in my throat due to heavy pants.

‘tsk, tsk, tsk'

'See, you are not even able speak properly baby. You want me to stop but your body has other story, whom should I listen. Is this my fault your body is betraying you and started to react before putting a fight’?

He said calmly and chuckled looking at my helpless vulnerable state. He pulled his fingers out of me and I stopped wiggling thinking maybe he's done but he again proved me wrong when he parted my thighs more wide and hold them tightly with both his hands so that I couldn't move. His mouth came down and sucked my clit harder taking place of his fingers and I screamed. He licked me down there and shoved his tongue inside giving me insurmountable pleasure and started sucking me wildly. My body started to tremble violently under him and leaving my one thigh he again sink his two fingers in me and started moving more furiously than before while his mouth kept sucking and licking me.