I can't by S.H Moonlight (ereader iphone TXT) 📕

boyfriend .... remember   Ethan she your sis she have to have her life... Fuck...  life not fair ..... "Man you didn't answer me can I date Mila" Eli move me from my thoughts "No you're older than her  about for ever "

"really am 19 she's 17 you didn't give me convincing reason you know how I love her " he smirk

 

 

I look around Luke not here anymore and am really need help to remove Mila from my mind I sign Eli will never hurt her. "If she wants this but no touching no touching am clear " he jumped on me hugging me "oh man thanks a lot I love you man" 

"Sorry am not gay Eli I think you want a date with my sis not me " 

He get up of off me "sorry am excited" I will be to if she'll be my girlfriend don't blame him Mila all the eyes guys or men land on her they will dead to get her ...... 

 

 

I was watching football game with Eli wanna I heard Mila shriek from the kitchen "slut whore who you think yourself are" I look to Eli he look at me getting up running to the kitchen . 

"You're the  bitch one crazy fucking slut" Sofia yelled at Mila

" Oh really am not the girl that fuck two guys am not the one who ask my boyfriend to fuck my anther boyfriend sister because to provoked her"  I meet Sofia eyes 

" Big  liar babe she's liar" like this Mila notice me here but she run to Sofia slapped her strongly before   Sofia reaction I was beside Mila putting her behind my back protector .

 

"out from my house now" I yelled to Sofia "baby I love you you .."

I cut her off

" am not in love with you Sofia am just using you like you did now out"

she still doesn't move I yunked her arm throwing her out from the house .

 

"Let it go babe you have to listen to me please" I wind 

"your things will be in your house tomorrow I hope I'll never see you again slut" shooting closing the door in her face before she say anything . I heard her scream

" you will pay for this all of you will pay especial your beautiful sister "

 

I take a deep breath . 

I know her well she can't do anything next week or so she'll find some one who have money and she'll forget about me .

 

I entered the kitchen to see Mila hugging Eli crying.

"Mila you don't have to cry " I said she turned to my voice throwing her self on my arms "I love you E " she breath in my chest .

"I love you Mia" rest my chin on her head she just so sweetie how I can handle myself now we home alone Sofia not here anymore I hope everything will work out ....I don't want to lose control making my sister get fright out from my feeling to her...

 

 

 

 Mila ( P.O.V )

 

 

"hey am starving come we have to eat" Ethan call pulling me in his lap " okay guys am going home to prepare myself " Luke shot "am going too" Eli call " okay guys we meet in the club " Ethan say I just nodd . After they gone Ethan open my box chicken salad pass it to me I murmured thanks before I dug my  fork in my salad we eat in silence when we finish I get up from Ethan lap " am gonna be in my room preparing myself if you need " he just nodd .

 

 

When I get in to my room I stood there jumping up and down from the joy am happy that Ethan and Sofia broke up I know it's wrong but I think we live one time we have to enjoy every second in our life because that I thought maybe I can tell Ethan my feeling now I now it's  idiot idea . But I have to do it I thought he can understand me and who's knows maybe he can help me to stop feeling to him and can be careful if he get anther girlfriend that I'll be hurt to saw him with her .I think he will understand my situation and protect my feeling from broken again.

 

I run to my closet picking up outfit for to night . I pick red half shoulder dress  above my  knees about 4 inches with black high heels . I throw them in my bed I look in the mirror my make up still looking good I just put more red lipstick .

 

I make my hair in waves style . I pulled my manicures box I choose the red paint , I paint my nails I wait until they dry.  I took of my clothe  picking new black silky underwear I decided to not wear bra with my dress am really have good boobs look without it and my dress half shoulder will look better without it .

 

I dressed up hooping downstairs . I entered the living room and here am I face to face with the hottest man I saw  his electric blue eyes make my heart pops up making me nervous making my body shiver making me want him now on my bed  he was wearing white shirt with black ripped jeans when our eyes meet I felt how I love him now more than two hours ago he really making me crazy .

 

Ethan ( P.O.V )

 

I was waiting Mila toget herself ready  when I saw her with sexy red dress I felt jealous because she's not mine she'll never been . I just want to run my hands on her body . I just want to took her lips on mine I just want to tell her evey day how she's wonderful . I just want to tell her evey day how I love her . How I feel about her . I just wanted to wake up every day to see her in my arms .

 

I love her more and more every day my eyes land on her . When our eyes meet my body shiver am really sure I'll can't be able to forgot this wonderful sexy hottie girl in whole my life . I wish my god help me some day to see her like a sister to me before not too late ...

" You ready  " her voice like a soft song wake me from my thoughts

" Yeah let's go " I called 

 

We headed to my car I make the car a live getting out from the parking lot . " Can I put  music " she asked me I nodded my head. The first song played was for Selena Gomez " feel me " Mila shot "I like this song " I laugh at her reaction she started to sing the song her voice amazing and I felt that she was sing to me to feel her like she sing to me to let me know how she love me I know that was crazy but that what I felt .

 

 

"Feel Me"

No one love you like I love ya
Never cheat, never lie
Never put no one above ya
I gave you space and time
Now you're telling me you miss it
And I'm still on your mind
We were one in a million
And love is hard to find

Do you stay up late
Just so you don't dream?

Every time your lips touch another
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Every time you dance with somebody
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me

Do your days get a little bit longer?
Nights get a little bit colder?
Heart beat a little bit louder?
Oh (Do you feel me?)
Days get a little bit longer? (Feel me)
Nights get a little bit colder? (Feel me)
Heart beat a little bit louder?
Oh

When you're running, who you run to?
Where do you go to hide?
When she ain't giving you enough to
Get you through the night
Won't be caught up in the middle
Of your highs and your lows
Baby, long as you're not with me
You'll always be alone

Do you stay up late
Just so you don't dream?

Every time your lips touch another
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Every time you dance with somebody
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me

Do your days get a little bit longer?
Nights get a little bit colder?
Heart beat a little bit louder?
Oh (Do you feel me?)
Days get a little bit longer? (Feel me)
Nights get a little bit colder? (Feel me)
Heart beat a little bit louder?
Oh

Do you feel me? (Feel me)
Feel me (Oh, feel me)
Feel me (Feel me)

Every time your lips touch another
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Every time you dance with somebody
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me

Do your days get a little bit longer?
Nights get a little bit colder?
Heart beat a little bit louder?
Oh (Do you feel me?)
Days get a little bit longer? (Feel me)
Nights get a little bit colder? (Feel me)
Heart beat a little bit louder?
Oh

Every time your lips touch another
Oh
Every time you dance with somebody 

 

 

When the song end we are in the club parking lot . 

"I'll call Eli to see if there in sead" I tell Mila 

"Okay I call my friend "she replied

They says they are in there for half an hour . 

 "They are sead with Eli and Luke " she said after she ended the call

"Great let's get in " throwing my hand around her neck we  walked to the vip table where we found our friends .

  "Hey guys " me and Mila shot

"Hey guys " they replied

I can guess Luke like Karen Mila friend she's was setting in his lap great he found girl I hope Eli found girl to himself too like this no one from them will filet around Mila .

 

Mila ( P.O.V ) 

 

I took a champagne bottle put it on my lips letting the liquid in it hit  my flat stomach . I want to  be  under the  alcohol  spell tonight  am happy  Ethan is  free now . "Crazy girl what you think are doing " Ethan shot pulling the  bottle  away from my lips " celebrate for  your  freedom babe" I song racing  for the  champion pushing more in my mouth "stop Mia" Ethan shot pulling the bottle again "Okay lets dance " getting up pulling  him with me we dance  in two songs  before  I say "one minute " he just nodded I rushed to the bar order two mix drinks holding one to Ethan  "that's so much  Mia" whispering in my ear the last thing I  remember I drink all the liquid in my cup in one sop living the shock in Ethan face before  I head to the dance floor.  

 

 

Ethan ( P.O.V )

 

 

I saw her  heading to the dance floor and same guys in her age dancing with her when the song end she came to me whisper in my ear " Ethan I want you now " her words shocked me. "Mila want me to dance with you " I asked I didn't understand what she want me from before she shocked me again " no I want to go home with you to make love " .I took her arm drugging her out to the parking lot a lot of people in there now us brother and sister .

 

I really want to make love with her but am in shock I don't now if she really meant what she said or that just from alcohol influence on her  .

 

When we are  beside my car I open the door for her I want to take her home  .

 

She stood  very close to me  letting her forehead rest on my chest expelling "am missing Ethan am missing up " 

"Okay  you can tolk about at home  please Mia get in the car baby"

I Whispered she nodded pulling herself into the car . why she's missing up ? Why?

 

 

After thirty minutes we are home  and she was sleeping I  carried her in my arms taking