THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL by DANEA (moboreader .txt) 📕

bothered right now ok
Randy: Why are you sad
Miles: Look I think the freak is serious
Mya: Look James never wanted you stupid bitch
Me: Look come on I really dont feel like being bothered
Miles: Aw
Mya pushed me into a locker.
Me: Look please not today
She pushed me again
RandY: Hey Jessica tell yuor mom she was good last night
I punnched him in the face and yelled my moms dead and ran down the hall. James came running after me.
James: your mom died
Me: Get away
James: Look
Me: Look I really don't feel like talking right now, you guys can bother me later just not right please
James: No I will not
Me: Look James now you want to feel sorry for me, you should have felt sorry for me when you and your friends pushed me into lockers, when you humiliated me in front of all your idoit friends, when all the kids made fun of me, for everything.
I started to run and the counselor stopped me.
Chapter Nine

Amazing Grace how sweet
I cried as the song feeled my heart with sadness. I rembered how my mom used to sing to me when I was little and she would tell me that I was ok and everything was alright and I wouldn't have to be afarid anymore. But now that song had other meanings. My dad was holding my hand as everyone was dressed in black. When I saw the color black It made me think of death, depressed and lonely and right now I felt all those things.
Then it was the end. I walked up to her casket and put a flower and the bracelet she gave me when I was little on her casket. I started to cry as the pulled her casket down. I thought my mom was leaving me again. I mean my mom always left me but I still oved her and I really needed her right now. Then I saw James and his friends come out the car all dressed in black. He walked up to me.
James: Look I'm so sorry
Me: Look James right now I don't want to talk
James: Ok well we can talk later
Me: I don't feel like talking at all
James: ok than we will take a walk
He pulled my hand.
We started to walk. Then I stoped at the grassland were me and my mom used to go and talk.
Me: Me and my mom used to come here
James: I thought you wasn't talking
Me: Your still a jerk
He laughed.
James: Look I'm really sorry, you were right, I am afraid that my friends wont except you and I don't want to be seen with you and I am a coward.
Me: Yeah I know I am right but I really dont car anymore nothing matters anymore
James: Look is still like you
Mea: You do not look like you just came from a cemetary
James: How
Me: I mean look at you, you have on black jeans and a black t- shirt
James: You have on a black poca dotted dress
Me: I know
It started to rain. I pulled out my mickey mouse anbrella and pulled it up as I let the rain fall on the anbrella as it driped.
James: Can I get under there to
Me: Sure
He got under were Our faces were face to face. Then he leaned over and kissed me.

Chapter Ten

I was laying on my bed. Just watching tv. Then my dad told me that someone was at the door for me. Since I didn't feel like going down the steps I told my dad to let them come upstaires. It was James, Miles and Randy.
Randy: I want to say sorry for talking about your mother if I would have known I wouldn't never had said that
Me: You shouldn't be talking about nobody's parents period
Randy: Yeah I know sorry
Me: Excepted
Then they walkd out except for James.
Me: Can I help you
James: Yes a week ago I kissed you and you didn't pull away
Me: Thats because I was under an anbrella and it was raining
James: So if I kiss you right now would you pull away
Me: We have to see first
James laughed.
Then he kissed me and I kissed him back.
Me: Now look if you ever play me again I will hurt you and I mean busy
James: No I wont I made a huge mistake the last time and now I learned from it, I need you and you need me
James was right I did need him after my mom died and now since everything is quiet.
I kissed him again
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I was walking down the halls hand to hand with James. Mya looked at me as if I just hit her in the face.
Mya: Umm James what are you doing?
James: Oh you didn't get the memo I broke up with you
Mya: I didn't hear that
James: Yeah because I text it to you
Mya: You jerk
James: I've been called worse
He kissed me and we kept walking. Things were going so well with me and James. I was finally his girlfriend instead of his secret and that really felt great right now. Me and my dad really didn't talk after the incident sometimes he acts like shes still there. Like yesterday he asked me did I want to go take a walk with her and I looked at him confused. I'm just sad that my dad cant seem to get over it and I can. I mean I'm used to people leaving me and never returning. My whole life is like that. But James has showed me something different like showing me that hes there and he wont ever leave me or thats at least what he said and I believe him.

CHapter Eleven

My dad had called me down staires to help him with the tv remote. That old man cant seem to never get it working.
Me: Dad all you have to do is point it at the tv
Dad: I know that I'm not stupid I just think the batteries low
Me: No there not I just put new ones in yesterday
Dad: No you didn't because you to busy with that stupid boy
Me: James is not stupid
Dad: Look just fix the dammn remote
Me: No I wont you act like your stupid, and that you can fix a remote I'm tired of being your stupid slave and daughter.
I slammed the door and walked out the house. My dad came charging at me but I didn't care.
Dad: Look baby I"m so sorry its just I really miss your mother and I'm just
Me: I'm sorry I didn't mean none of that
Dad: It's ok i'm sorry to and look who cares for that dumb remote
I laughed and walked back in the house.

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Publication Date: 05-23-2012

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