Broken with a kiss by lowkey317 G (whitelam books txt) 📕

"Please let go of me, " I begged. "Don't touch me! " I screamed trying to get out the person's arms.

"Shh your dreaming," the person said tousling my hair. I screamed again then realized it was Kane. "Please let go, just don't hurt me, " I was kicking and punching. And freaking out what was he going to do to me?

He let go, "don't ever touch me! "I snarled.

His eyes turned hard "the only time I try to comfort you, the bitch acts all cold, " he spat pu out.

I ignore him, and shiver. "Just leave me alone! " my voice quivered. He had to be lying I didn't need this shit right now. Wasn't I already broken enough? Why couldn't anybody just leave me alone!

I collasped hard against the floor. Dave falling hard on top of me, "get off of me you ass, "

I kick him in the balls. He grunts and that gives me a slip, but not long enough for him to grab my leg and pull me down. I punched him hard, kicking him and he just thrashed my body.

"Calm down. Bitch! " Dave snapped. He popped me hard and I tasted blood, "this won't hurt a bit ." He grinned of course this was going to hurt. I scream as he pulls his pants down and enters me. He kept moaning and I struggled it was no use. I was weak. When he was done he throws me back in the attic. I fall hard on my knee's sobbing. My insides were bruised badly hand marks everywhere. I forget Kane was in the room, and feel like old times. I wish I had a mom. I wish all of them dead. I hated them. Wiping my mouth I cough up blood. I heard Kane snarl, I ignored him for like two days. No worries there he hated me, and wanted to do tue same thing verybody else did.

"Why do you let them do that to you? " Kane finally asked, his voiced strained. I wipe a tear, I don't say nothing and I could tell he was getting mad. "Your such a dumbass then." I turn around and turn all my hate to him.

"Does it look like I like it? I used to fight back worse, even tried to escape. Every day they done it so why are you bugging me about it! Its not like you care! I realized I had been screaming. Kane just looks at me, but so softly

I could barely hear it he said " maybe I care ." WHAT???


KANE POV

What did I just say? I hated myself then. Why was I so mad that they touched her, and why did I just say that? I look at Stella's face filled with shock. It was beautifully pale- even with bruises. Her eyes were a pretty hazel, and a curvy body. She was perfect. Then I remembered what family she came from. And how also she was a poor girl. And how her eyes always showed pain. But I couldn't love her never, we were to different. I smirk wanting her to think I was messing with her- taunting her. She looked away, and I felt bad. She made me feel this way I knew she was still crying in the dark. Especially hearing her sob, I slowly make my way to her. Making sur she
Ip was asleep this time, I held her. Tucking her close "leave me alone, " she mumured. "I can't, " I say. She snickered but I was being serouis. "I'm sorry, " I finally say and I fell asleep. What are you doing Kane? An image of Kelly popped in my head, and all my toher whores. I'm getting soft, I pull apart from Stella. She stiffened as I gently pulled my arms from her, I glare down at her. "I don't like you Stella were so different just get the hell away from me, " I snapped knowing what I had to do. "Oh don't worry, I know you were juast taunting me. And I can't wait till you get out of here! " she said. She stayed put on the floor, dried blood on her. I growl, and like always she whimpers. She was hopeless and pathetic. You don't want her I remind myself. But still I couldn't help the way my heart pounded around her.

I stare at Stella hating how James teared her apart. She cried horrible, talking about her mother which I didn't understand. She gagged on the rag, I turned away in disgust. Feeling like vomiting, what a sick perv. Stell screamed out in pain and I struggled to control myself. Stop it, she's not worth it. Dave punches me on the side, I glare at him. And almost punch back "your father hasn't answered yet. At this rate we will never get the fucken money," Dave growled. He kicks me, and I feel like my bones are broken. "I toldne I soothe you he would regret it, " I snicker. Even if it pains me to do so, "shut him up." Steven said. He grabbed Stella and threw her like a ball hard across the room. She flung into me and I stagger back her elbow had banged my head. "Lets get put of here, " Steven says. The minute there gone I soothe an unconsicous Stella. Her body felt fragile as it would break, I held her like a baby. And give her warmth.

STELLA POV

I wake up again in those strong,soft safe arms. Instantly everything came rushing into my head. I felt like I could barely move. "Why are you holding me? " I ask in a bitchy way. Kane sighs, "because I I can't help it." "You want sex anywhere don't you," I snap. "NO, so shutup! Its the way you make me feel." I look at Kane's eyes, but I couldn't tell if he was lying. I roll my eyes he can play with me because I guess I didn't care any more. "You think I'm lying. " His voice was gruff his temper running. Obivously he never had trouble getting a girl before. I snicker again, and he pulls me roughly toward him. Slamming my lips to his, he started giving me a soft, tender kiss. I fought back trying to move from his grip,placing his tongue on my lip. I wouldn't give him access, he growled. And pulled his down to my butt, I gasp. And he uses the opputunity I'm starting to melt in Kane's arms. He wraps my legs around his waist, and I enjoy the beautiful kiss. Not like the ones Dave, Steven, Dine, and James forced on me. I almost cried out there when I remember when they stoled my first kiss- and not just that. My virginity, my mom, my life, and my freedom. And today it felt like my real first kiss. Kane pulls way, he looks at me.
"Now tell me you didn't feel anything when I kissed you."

I am such a liar. I'm lying my ass off. I swallow the gulp thats in my throat "no," I finally say. I feel myself turn red cause I know I'm lying. I let my hair fall in my face, I remove my tangle legs from Kane's waist. But he's not letting go "your lying. Babe because I did feel something." I sigh what was the point if I did feel something? We were Ssoooo different, especially him seeing this. You can't he will never care for you. And you can never get attach because it hurts to lose them.

~FLASHBACK~

Me and Lacy went to the my mother's beautiful flowerbed. "Here, Stella." Lacy handed me a pretty rose. I smiled at my bestfriend and gave her one too. "Thanks Ms. Reed," Lacy called out to my mom who was on the porch. "Your welcome Lacy." She flashed us a smile. I wipe the sweat off my forehead it was really hot. "Do you think Francis will give us flowers?" Lacy whispered to me. We both had crushes on him, at thirteen year's old. "I doubt it Kellys all over him," I say getting annoyed about Kelly. Lacy nodded "and Kane too." The door bangs open, and my stepfather, James comes out. He's smoking a cigarette I pull my tanktop up. I don't know why but he gave me the creeps. James looks at me and Lacy, then snarls over to my mom. "I told that Stella is not aloud to have friends over," he barks at her. I look worringly to my mom, "oh James. We already live out here in the forest, why can't she have friends over? " she asked. "Because I said no. And thats not my kid to worry about, so tell that girl to scram! Now!" I look at Lacy and know she heard, " I guess I'll be leaving now, see you at school Stell." She got up, "bye Lacy." I call after her and she started walking back into town. The minute she was gone my mom yelled "why did you do that?" At James. He growled and grabbed her forcily "let go of her you bastard! " I scream. "Don't talk to lmyour father like that," he snapped. "Your not my father! " I scream. "Stella just don't say anything," mom pleaded her eyes full of worry. What was going on? "Get in the house Stella, " James said. "No," I stomp my feet. He lets go of my mom and comes toward me, "what did you say?!" Don't get scared," NO." Crack! Jame's fist connected with my face, he punched me repeatly. I couldn't fight back "get off of her," my mom pleaded. She tried to pull him off of me,I screamed blood spraying everywhere. He grabbed me and mom by the hair and threw us in the house. And thats the creepiness I saw in his eyes when he married my mom.

After that I never spoke to Lacy or anybody again.

~FLASHBACK OVER~

I sat there frozen remembering the memory. "Whats wrong Stella?" Kane pleaded. He was touching my face and I realized I was crying. I forgot all about then, that I couldn't love. I just wanted to be held in arms sobbing.


KANE'S POV

"Hey, Stell. Babe?" I lighty shook her awake. Her hazel eyes slowly opened, I was worried she would freak out on me. Like she sometimes did. "Mhhmm," was all she said. I smile, and slowly kiss her cheek. She flinched and I controlled myself from grunting. You have to understand what she's been through Kane. Go slow I calm myself down "I'm sorry Kane," Stella said her voice sounded apolegetic. "Its ok." I tousle her hair and she presses against me slightly shivering. "Kane? Why are you still wearing your nikes? " Stella asked. I shrugged "because it reminds me of Megan." Stella looked at me "who is Megan?" Her voice sounded like I knew it. "That's my sister. The one I like to pick on." I said I sigh. "But now I miss her."
"I thought you had no shame? What happened to your ego? "
I clench my jaw, "look I don't want to talk about it." "I'm sorry I just think its sweet that you miss her." Under her breath I heard her say "not like anybody misses me."
"What? " The door slips open ruining our moment, Jame's appears. He's caring a sharp curved knife, he