Redeeming Love by Shikha Mishra (red queen free ebook .TXT) π
"Vihaan wait....." I shout. He flinches or was it my imagination. "How are you?" I ask in broken voice.
He turns and this time I flinch. His eyes are bloodshot. The vein on his face are popping. I have never seen him this angry.
"How am I? What a brilliant question you have asked Mrs Malhotra....ops sorry ex Mrs Malhotra. Well I am doing fine with my wifey." Tears starts welling up in my eyes.
"Vihaan you don't get to hurt me." I mumble.
"Oo..... I do. Just like you gave me pain 3 years ago....." the mocking voice was exchanged with a painful voice. "You...you didn't even thought of me. You just left me. YOU. FUCKING. LEFT. ME."
"Then what should I have done. We were toxic for each other vihaan." I cry out. My heart was in pain and I didn't know how to stop it's pain.
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- Author: Shikha Mishra
- Serie: Β«Toxic loveΒ»
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βTry it." I try to open the door but it's lock. And in annoyance I turn and start hitting him. But stop the next second when I hear a painful shout from him. Realising I must have hit him on his hand I stop.
βI am sorry. I am sorry." I mumble as I see white band-aid turning red. Instantly I start treating it again. βLets eat." I mumble.
We reach a hotel but before I can get out of the car I get stopped by him. βWhat happened?" I asked confused.
βFood will come here." He replies. I nod my head in understanding. We wait for food in silence.
βYou know I will not do anything like in past. I will not force you to stop talking with him or any boy. Yeah I am angry....not angry but furious as you know I am one shitty jealous person. But I would let you have him your boyfriend. And at the same time I would win your heart. It's another thing that I already have your heart."
βVihaan why do you think I left you?" I ask. Because him winning me is a different thing. I didn't left him for his jealousy trait, I left him because his love was toxic and by seeing him it doesn't looks like it has changed to even a little bit.
βI don't wanna talk about that. Whenever I think about that day I just want to hurt you and that we don't want, do we?" I don't say anything because if I do it will change into a full blown fight. Our food arrives. As soon as driver leaves I say.
βYou don't have to win my heart because it would be a waste of your effort since I am not going to let you in my life."
βWHY? Because I am married? Huh?" All the food falls on the floor.
βNo because I left you for a reason. And that reason is you. Your toxic love. Your love that took our baby's life. Your love that took the very essence of our love away without any guilt and you still haven't realised it. I am sure even if I come to your life again and again I get pregnant wouldn't you take another life? Yes you would. You would do that again without any stammering." With that I open the door and stride away from him. My eyes hot wanting to shed some tears but I don't let them.
This time he didn't followed me. And I somehow reached home. I dart towards my room. Opening the drawer I take out the pills. I gulp down one pill and instantly everything numbs. I don't feel anything. I let myself fall on the bed and close my eyes.
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