fantasty kiss by raj say hello (e reading malayalam books txt) 📕

me out of this dress?”
“So you like, no?”
“Yes, I love.” I tried my best to smile though my stomach felt like it was in knots. “Do you have a restroom?” I was suddenly feeling very dizzy.
“Yes, it’s right through there.” She pointed towards the back of the fancy store. “Are you alright?”
“Oh, uh, yeah. Yes. Just a little, um..dizzy.”
I quickly removed the dress and after she gave me a silken pink robe to put on, I walked to the back of the store and found the restroom. I rushed to an empty stall and violently tossed my breakfast into the toilet.
When I was sure I was done I went to the sink and rinsed my mouth out. As I looked at my pale form in the mirror I noticed the name scribbled in dark pink across my right breast.
Anna’s Fashion Boutique.
She freaking owned the store. I nearly vomited again.

Chapter Thirty-Three
When I first saw Devin I could tell something was bothering him. I didn’t confront him on it because I knew he wanted this night to be special.
And it was special. Dozens of candles illuminated the spacious living room, making it seem a lot more romantic. The furniture was moved to make room for the large fuzzy black blanket. He motioned for me to sit and I hesitated.
“I can’t believe you did all of this.”
“Believe it. “ He smiled. “Come, sit.”
“Uh, let me change first.” I jiggled the bag I was carrying.
He nodded and let me go change into my dress.
When I came out he was carrying a platter of food and nearly dropped it at the sight of me. “Whoa.”
“You like it?” That was a silly question. The way he was ogling me was a clear sign that he liked what he saw. The bulge in his pants was a bonus too.
He was too stunned to talk so he nodded instead.
“Put your tongue back in your mouth and come sit with me.” I laughed. Guys.
He quickly did as I asked, setting the platter down in the middle of the buffet.
“You look…ravishing.” I smiled. “That dress is beautiful on you, Layla.”
“Thank you.” I pulled my hair behind my ears to keep it from shielding my face.
The dinner looked and smelt fantastic.
After we ate the main course he brought out the dessert. Strawberries and whip cream.
I smiled at his creativeness.
“This is nice, isn’t it?” He asked placing a strawberry in my mouth.
I nodded.
“You know I love you right?”
I swallowed and placed a strawberry in his. “Yes, and I love you.”
He pulled me into his lap and I relaxed into the shape of his body. I loved how we fit together, like two perfect puzzle pieces.
He placed a hand on my stomach. “And you can tell me anything. You know that right? Even if you think I wouldn’t want to know?”
“Yes,” I said looking up at him. “Are you okay?”
“Are you?” I wasn’t sure but it almost sounded as if he was accusing me of something.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” I shrugged.
It was a moment before he said anything. He just drew random patterns in the dress on my stomach.
“Is there…something you want to tell me?” Again he was pushing, like willing me to tell him something. I would if I knew what it was he wanted me to say.
“I don’t think so. I saw a movie today and then got my dress.” Hell, I’d paid for my new pants with the money my father gave me for my imaginary trip. But his pushiness reminded me. “Is there something you want to tell me? Like a visit from an old friend…”
He hesitated, the hand on my stomach resting too.
“You can tell me.” Hell I already knew she came over, but his hesitation made me worry a bit. “You can tell me anything.”
I didn’t face him for fear my face would give away how I really felt. I worked hard to keep my voice strong.
He sighed. “I did get a visitor today. From an old girlfriend.”
I nodded. “And what happened.” Because clearly something did happen pr else he’d have just spat it out.
“Nothing,” he said quickly. A little too quickly. He sighed. “She told me some things, things that were personal between us. And she mentioned things that were personal between you and me.”
I looked at him confused. “Like?”
“Like…how you seem to be putting on weight and the fact that you threw up today and I’ve noticed it’s not the first time.”
“And?”
“And what?”
“And, what about it? So I’ve been sick lately and yeah, I’ve put on a pound or two-”
“And you’re defensive.”
“I am not.”
“I’m not trying to start a fight, I’m just saying…”
“Saying what, Devin?” I now sat on the floor.
“It’s more like asking. Are you…are you…pregnant?”
I was too stunned to speak.
“Layla? Are you?”
“God, no!” I hesitated. “I don’t think so. I can’t be.”
“I’m pretty sure you could be, love. You are a woman.”
“I’m not,” I said stubbornly. “Did the slut tell you this before or after you made out?”
I knew what I was saying was petty and untrue but I said it anyway.
“She kissed me, Layla. Not the other way around, I promise.”
“I’m sorry, what?” I asked, my voice was choked and I could feel the tears coming up. “You kissed her?”
“No,” he said trying to take my hand. I snatched it from his grip and stood up. “Layla listen.”
“You kissed her?! When were you going to tell me that part of the story? I mean, I was just pissy ‘cause you called me fat. But you really did kiss her?”
“She kissed me, Layla.” He stood and tried to hold on to me. I refused to let him. “And I pushed her away the instant she did.”
“But you let it happen.” I sighed as the room started to spin a little. “I don’t feel well.”
Again he tried to hold me but I pulled away, tripping over the blanket in the process. I caught myself before I fell and rushed to the bathroom as a terrible sensation rumbled in my stomach.
I met the toilet and expelled the food I’d just eaten.
“Are you okay?” Devin asked from behind the door.
“I’m fine.” I mumbled, though doubted he heard it.
I let the tears run freely as I cried into the bowl. My head was swimming and it felt as if the room was spinning around me. Not only were the creases of my arms beginning to itch but my stomach was doing that painful cramping thing again. I’d only felt like this twice before and I recognized the blackness that came next.

Chapter Thirty-Four
I woke up to the feel of someone lying beside me, arm draped over my bare stomach. I smiled for a moment and inhaled his scent. He smelt of cloves. Then the recent events popped into my mind and I felt like vomiting again. I gently removed his arm. He must have undressed me because I only wore a bra and underwear. I grabbed a t-shirt from his drawer and went to the living-room to sleep on the couch.
When I woke the second time it was to the smell of waffles. I rubbed my nose and groaned.
“Wake up, sleeping beauty.” A familiar voice whispered against my face. The smell of cloves filled my nostrils.
I opened my eyes and saw Devin waving a plate of waffles under my nose.
“Good morning.” He tried his best to smile.
“Go away.” I was still very angry with him.
“Layla, please. Let me explain.”
“Explain how you made out with your ex? I’ll pass.” I pulled the blanket over my head. If he hadn’t been my ride I would have left earlier.
“Layla-”
“And don’t think just because you fixed waffles that means I’m going to forgive you.” I didn’t like showing favoritism but waffles supper freaking good.
“Well, there goes that theory.”
I yanked the blanket from my head. “You inconsiderate bastard.”
His smile confused me.
“I was kidded, Layla. I just said that so you’d talk to me. I would never try to bribe you into forgiving me.”
“Whatever.” I sat up and crossed my arms. His eyes lingered on his shirt. “It was the first thing I grabbed.”
“Can I explain, please?” I didn’t say anything. “Please, Layla.”
“There is really nothing to explain.” I turned my head.
“There really is,” he said turning it back. “Nothing happened, Layla. She kissed me and then I pushed her off. I promise. I didn’t even know she was going to be here. Yes, we used to go out but that was it. I didn’t love her like I love you.”
I don’t know why I was so upset about this. It wasn’t like he’d slept with her or hell, that he kissed her. I shouldn’t be upset with him, I should be trying to kill that no good hoe.
When he realized I believed the truth in his words he placed a gentle kiss against my lips.
“I would never lie to you about that, Layla. If I say nothing happened then nothing happened.”
I nodded. “I shouldn’t have been so angry with you. It wasn’t your fault. Hell, she told me she was going to stop by. I don’t know why I didn’t see it coming.” Maybe I did. I had gotten nervous and threw up. Then when I found out about the act, threw up again. Any stress made me sick? That didn’t make sense.
“I’ve been truthful with you,” he said sliding his warm hands down my chilled arms. “Now it’s your turn.”
“What do you mean?”
“Are you pregnant?” His eyes bored into mine and for a brief second I saw a glimpse of hope. Did he want a child? Did he want a child with me?
“No.” And just like that it was gone. That glimmer of hope. Gone. “At least I don’t think so. I’ll…I’ll get a test when we get home.”
“Why the wait? Don’t you want to know now?”
Did I? “Do you?”
“Yes,” he said excitedly.
I didn’t think I did. It would be nice to know but a little frightening.
“Why are you so gung-ho about this? Do you seriously think a baby would be a good thing to add to this equation?”
He hesitated. “I guess not.”
“I’m not saying I don’t want a kid when I get older, it’s just…I’m eighteen. A baby is just far down on my list right now.”
“I understand.”
“I mean, I’m going to be a college student in about a year. I just…it’s not on my agenda.”
“That’s fine. I was just asking a question.” He stilled sounded upset. As if I’d crushed something inside of him.
“Look, if it’ll make you feel better, go out and get a test. I’ll pee on a stick for you.”
“Really?” He asked making this goofy face. “You do that for me?”
“If you never make that face again? Then yes, I will.”
He kissed me deeply as he stood and when he pulled back I was a little breathless.
“Thank you.” He placed the plate he held in my hands and went to our room. When he came out a few minutes later he was fully dressed. “I’ll be back.”
“Yup,” I mumbled around a bite of waffles.
It didn’t take him fifteen minute to get back. By that time I was on my second plate of waffles.
“Are you ready?” He asked pushing the small white bag towards me.
I shrugged and stood. “Don’t be upset when it’s negative.”
He nodded, though looked