Talking Eyes by Mia Lafreve Pedretti (sci fi books to read .TXT) 📕

my hair frustrated.

"So you really must tell him about your scars. And when you'll solve the "problem", don't be shy and have sex." She said in the end.

"You sounds always so sure and positive. Why?" I asked normally, even if my face was flushing red for her ending sentence.

"Because...It's better to be positive to life and see the bright side of things, than melt in desperation and illusions." She answered after a moment of wonder. "Truth is like a sticking plaster, when you take it off, it sure hurts a little, but you'll feel surely better after that you had take it off." She said with a wise voice.

"Ok Ok. I'll think about what you said."

"Good girl." She lovely brushed my hair. "Now, let's go to sleep." Then directed to our shared-room.

"De." I followed her too. She was definitely right. I had to tell him about my scars and solved the problem, before it was too late. Before he goes in Europe. Of course I wanted to have sex with him, but not before had solve this thing. I also hoped he would have reacted like Yang Suk Ki said, and accepted me like how I was. Scars or no scars. I prayed God before go to sleep. Just to be sure.

 

 

 

 

 

11. Tenacious admirer

 

YUMI

I woke up the following morning, with my well known grin totally shining on my face. Ji Yong and I went really overboard yesterday night. I mean, he really was ready to have..sex with me. But I wasn't so ready for it yet. I mean, of course I wanted to have sex with him. My downparts were pulsing for it. But..my outside body wasn't ready for it yet. Let's say that it wasn't presentable for it. In fact I had many scars on my body, caused by the car accident. On my upper body, arms, shoulders, upper back and stomach too, there were a lot of them. They look like if someone had fun cutting me and deepening the knife inside my pure flesh. I had a terrible big scar though, that started from my back and ended in the front, upon my stomach. Almost near my belly bottom. The scars on my shoulders and upper arms, weren't so visible, but that one..Was the most visible scar on the planet. While I was drying myself with the towel, after had took a shower, I glanced at my naked body reflected in the mirror. Well, it's not such a bad body. I sighed, knowing that I was just lying to myself. How the hell Ji Yong can like this.."body" of mine?

"YUMI-HA! Hurry up, I have to go to the toilet!" Yang Suk Ki shouted behind the door's bathroom.

"OKAY!" I shouted back.

I hurried up, rapidly dried myself and opened the door. She rushed inside as soon as the door was open. "Palliwa! I have to pee!" She exclaimed, pushing me harshly aside. And she slammed the door behind her.

I shook my head. I walked towards my bed and sat on it. I put my usual skin-cream on and thought about the problem about my scar in the meantime. I thought about a lot of ways to deal with it, but in the end, I had to talk with Ji Yong. Just like Yang Suk Ki advised me yesterday. The sooner the better. He had to go to Europe within two days. I have to stop goofing off and talk to him. So, after had decided, I grabbed my phone and I was about to call him, when I received a text from..Him. Woh. That surprised me.

It said : Mio Oppa<3 *Good morning babygirl, I hope you woke up well. I wanted to come to you, but 2NE1, Winner, Yongbae-ha and I had to go to that famous talk show..Sketchbook, and after that, Chaerin and I have to go to Hwashin too. It was on our schedule..so.*

ME *Good morning to you too Oppa. Of course I remember. Hwashin It's the program the president didn't let me go with you guys, because of the rumors about us.* I texted remembering that episode. The one we had when Ji Yong confessed to me, and I did the same. I smiled. Of course I wanted to go with the other seniors, but it didn't matter anymore. Well, it did mattered a little, but not so much.

Mio Oppa<3 *Exactly!*

Mio Oppa<3 *I really would have loved to have you here with me, but you know..*

ME * Yeah I know >_<* It was surely annoying not have the chance to go somewhere with him because of the rumors, but I didn't think about it and concentrate instead on what I had to do. Meant talk about the my problem.

ME *When you come back, I have to talk to you about something.*

Mio Oppa<3 *Uuh. That doesn't sound good.*

ME *I know. But is not such a..bad thing.* I kept repeating it to myself, even when we ended to text.

Mio Oppa<3 *The show last almost two hours and when we finish, I just want to go rest at my place sashil. Would you like to come? We can talk there..* His house? I've never been there.

ME *But wouldn't it be risky?* I wrote my thoughts down.

Mio Oppa<3 *No, Choi Seung hyun, Bom-noona and Yongbae-ha will come too. So there won't be any problem.*

ME *Ah..Ok.*

ME *No, wait. How am I supposed to go there. I don't even know where you live..*

Mio Oppa<3 *True!*

Mio Oppa<3 *No Problem. I'm gonna come pick you up.*

ME *Okay then. I'll wait for you.*

ME *Have fun at the show.*

Mio Oppa<3 *Thank You. I'll try to have fun even without you.* Always so cheesy. But I love it though.

Mio Oppa<3 *Sorry, I have to go. We're starting the rehearsals.*

ME *Ok.*

Mio Oppa<3 *See ya later babe. Ciaoo!* I smile at his text. My italian really got in him.

ME *Ciao!* I texted back.

I laid the cellphone back on the bed and got dressed up. I wore black skinny pants and a blue shirt. I combed my hair and put a little of make up on too. Just a bit of eyeliner and a light red lipstick. Then I stepped out of the room and saw Baek-ya and Mine-ha having breakfast. There were also the cameramen in the living room, but I ignored them and greeted my two pals. I sat down and started to eat too. Yang Suk Ki came out of the room then and she greeted me and sat down to eat with us. "After Gym, you have to re-write the song Yumi-ha." She reminded me.

"Oh..Yeah." I mumbled while eating. "Ok, I'll do it after I finish with this." I said pointing at my breakfast.

"And we're all gonna stay with you. As we concorded." She added

I nodded. We finished our breakfast and went to Gym. I did my usual exercises. The girls complained less than the last time. After Gym, I worked on the two songs, explaining to the girls how to deepen the lyrics. Not so easy like it sounds. Then we finished, I went to the president's office and gave him the sheets. He said that he would have controlled them and let me know the response later. I headed back to my pals and told them what he said to me. "Then we can do nothing but wait." Yun Baek Kee stated. We nodded agree.

"So, what do we do now?" I asked to all of them. 

Kim Min Hae talked first. "I'd like to go see the YG's dancers down on the second floor."

"Can I come too?" Yun Baek Kee asked her.

"Yes, if you want."

"Yay."

"Then let's go!" They stood up and were about to go, but they stopped and looked back at us. "Would you like to come with us eoni?" Kim Min Hae asked us.

"No thank you. I  have to go to Oppa's school. I want to give him the lunch I've prepared and spend some time with him." Yang Suk Ki said.

"Ah." The younger nodded. "And you eoni?" She asked me.

"Sorry, but I want to go to the comixbook store." I said. It was exciting to watch the dancers practice, but I had to go to collect my mangas that had been release that day so.. "I have to go pick up Say I Love You, One Piece and more so.."

"Ok. Then it's gonna be just the two of us." She said to Baek-ya and the girl nodded. "See ya!" They greeted us and flew away.

When they were already gone. With the cameras following them, I sighed relieved. "How are you gonna go there anyway?" I asked to Yang Suk Ki.

"I have a car, remember?" She said back.

"Ah." I had totally forgot that she had a car. She's not afraid to drive car like someone here..

"Yeah." She stood up and prepare herself to go. "Do me a favor, when finish with the comixbook store, can you take some fashion magazines for me at the newsagent?" She asked.

I nodded. "Okay."

"Here." She handed me some coins. "Those should be enough."

"Yes, they're enough."

"Okay, then see ya." She greeted me with a kiss on the cheek and then went on her way. I didn't lose time and prepare myself too, to go to the comixbook store. I put on my grey shoes with white laces, and a cotton grey jacket on too. I grabbed my bag and headed out of the dorm too.

It's true that I still had some problems with cars, but it didn't mean that I wanted to be licenseless and walk to go everywhere. So, after I came to korea, I did the Motorcycle exam and got the license. Now, I could go wherever I wanted, without being force to walk every time. I went to the car's parking, walked in direction of my cute little blue Vespa (Totally Italian) and Got on top of it. I put the helmet on and turned on the motor. I drove all the way to the comixbook store, that wasn't too distanced from our dorm. The weather outside was still wasn't nice, there wasn't any trace of snow around, but the air was still cold though, So I drove faster. I parked the Vespa in front of the store and I headed towards the door. The cool thing about the store was that it wasn't so frequented, that's why I choose it. Less people less problem. Some place where I could still go to like a normal person. When I got inside, I kept my helmet on though. The place was less frequented but it didn't mean that I could go around showing off my face like nothing. In fact since I said in a few interviews that I liked mangas and that I like to but them personally at the comixbook store, my fans started to check every comixbook store in Seoul. So, now I had to be careful even in this one. Anyway, I entered in the store, headed towards my favorite section without making eye contact with anyone. The owner of the store knew me, so it didn't make a big fuss over the fact that I had the helmet on. Luckily there weren't so many people in the store, so no one gave me too much attention.

I went to the Shoujo session first and took : Kimi Ni todoke, Cynical Orange, Maid-sama, Say I Love You and Vampire Knight. Then I went to