Save me by Brianna Kelly (if you give a mouse a cookie read aloud .TXT) 📕

"im sorry katy, i didnt mean to upset you"
"if you dont hate me why are you always so mean?" i said laying me head on his chest
"im not sure"

he walked and sat on the bed and i went and sat with him and we talked for a few minutes then he put a movie on and layed down. i said goodnight and went to get organised for my date with trey. i sliped on a black dress with white heels and had my hair done, i put on a little bit of eye liner and mascara then walked down stairs.
chase walked down 5 minutes later.

"wow you look um nice"he mumbled
"thankyou" i said as i heard the door bell ring.
i gave chase a big hug and ran out the door.
"hey beautiful, you look pretty" trey said giving me a hug
"thanks you too" i said with a laugh

after dinner as we were walking to his car he stopped

"katy, im ment to be going to a party in five minutes, do you want to come?" he said
"um yeah sure why not" i smiled
"great lets go"

we drove about 4 blocks then he pulled up at random house and it was packed. i sat in the car and trey walked over and opened my door.

"im not sure about this trey" i said
"your with me it will be fine, trust me"

he grabed my hand and led me inside. he lead me to the drink table and grabbed me a drink. as i turned around i noticed chase in the crowd. he looked at me with confused eyes. i told trey ill be right back i just wanted to see chase for a minute and not to drink my drink.

"chase what are you doing here?" i asked
"i could ask the same thing katy, this isnt the best place for you to be"
"right. well ill see you later, trey is waiting for me"
"wait your here with trey?" he said pissed off
"yeah who did you think i was here with? me myself and i? ill see ya later. just dont leave me here please, im going to need a ride home, trey is drinking"
"yeah okay im leaving in about three hours ok?"
"yep okay" i said walking back to were trey was.

he handed me my drink and i sculled it as it was very tense between trey and chase. he gave me another one and i took a sip.

"trey?" i asked
"yeah katy?" trey said
"i dont feel to good, i think im going to be sick"
"oh okay ill take you to the bathroom up stairs where its quiet"

he grabbed my hand and took me upstairs. i looked at chase and he was stairing then he walked away. when we got in the room i started to feel dizzy.

"trey, did you put something in my drink?" i asked trying to keep my balance
" you need to loosen up babe" trey said
"oh my god, im getting out of here" i said stumbling to the door

Trey grabbed my arm and pushed me onto the bed, i tryed to get him off but i was out of it. he had his hands all over me, kissing me and grabbing me all over. he ripped half of my dress and undid his pants then laid on top of me, i tried pushing him off but he was to strong and just slapped me across the face, telling me to shut up and that i wanted this, it was all to familar, john had done the same thing to me.  after about 20minutes of crying and trying to get him off me, he finally finished, he got off me, did his pants up and walked out shutting the door like nothing happened.

i rolled off the bed in tears and didnt move. i was a complete wreck. i heard a knock on the door but was to scared to make a noise and could barely stand up from the drugs.

the door swang open and max and andrew stood there. they took one look at me and knew something bad happened, they ran over to me and asked what happened

"katy what the hell happened in here" max said
"are you okay katy Q?" andrew said

then max elbowed andrew and pointed to the end of the bed, he noticed the ripped off part of my dress there and my underwear.

"i..i.. he.." i said then broke down into tears even worse.
"oh god katy, lets get you to the hospitial" max said
"im fine" i said
"no your not katy, your just got raped" andrew said
"wheres chase? he said he wouldnt leave me" i said standing up
"he went home when he saw you come up stairs with trey" max said
"just take me home please" i said

i fell but Andrew caught me, andrew and max took me to the car and drove me home, i knew what was going on, i just couldn't do a thing.

in the car ride back to the house, andrew held me and kept me comfortable, hugging me while i cried. 
when we got home i saw chase asleep on the couch with some girl.

max yelled at him "CHASE, get the fuck up!"

chase shook his head then he looked and saw andrew holding me up and my ripped dress and me in tears. he jumped off the couch      and ran to me.

"oh my god katy, what happened? are you okay? who did this?" chase said

i pushed myself out of andrews arms and stood infront of chase.

"you left me"i said

i was still a wreck and when i said that i turned my back and made my way to my room. i went in and locked the door. i heard chase at the door.

"katy please let me in im sorry" chase said

i didnt bother replying. i was to numb to even open my mouth. it sounded like chase was crying a little bit. i heard him thump to the ground and sit outside my door.

"im not leaving this spot until you open the door and let me in" he said

i got up and walked to my bed. i layed down and continued to cry. i thought chase had gone so i didnt bother getting back out of bed to tell him to leave. then my phone went off and i had two messages. one from trey and on from chase.i read the one from trey first

trey: thanks for a great night babe, should do it again but better next time.. if you tell anyone what happened tonight you will pay".

i felt myself go pale. i ignored his messae and read chases

Chase: Katy.. please open the door.. i just want to talk to you.. im sorry i left you. i shouldnt of. i knew something wasnt right by the look on your face. im really sorry it just kills me to see you with him so i left.. andrew and max told me what happened".

Me: im not opening the door, and im not talking to you. and i always forgive you, but sorry just wont work this time. you left me even though you promise me you'll stay. i got drugged and i got abused and i got raped and you just left.. and you think it kills you seeing me with him? i just got raped and i find you with some girl on our couch.  just leave me alone chase".

Chase: im not giving up katy".

i shut my phone and layed in bed. i soon fell asleep after an hour or so.
my alarm went off at 9.00am the next day and woke me. i woke up sweaty and in tears from nightmares about trey and john. it was saturday so i didnt have to go to school. i didnt bother getting out off bed. all i wanted was to crawl into a hole and never come out. helen, steve and chase all tryed to get me to come out of my room and talk to them. chase filled them in on what had happened. i refused to leave my room. i only got out of bed to go to the toilet. i didnt eat or drink a thing. i stayed in bed all day but couldnt sleep.
the next day i did the same thing. i watched a movies til early monday morning. my alarm went off and i turned it off. i didnt know whether i could go to school or not. if i did i had to get ready and leave in 10 minutes, i didnt know if i could face trey or anyone again. i decieded not to let him win. i got up and went into my closet and pulled out black tracky pants and a light blue singlet and my black baggy hoody. i walked down stairs and saw chase, helen and steve all siting at the table.
i walked into the room and grabbed my school bag.

"katy what are you doin?" steve asked
"im going to school" i said quietly
"no way are you going to school, look at you, your a mess. if your going anywhere, its the hospitial" steve said firmly

i just kept looking at my feet. i didnt even notice i still had my slippers on.

"katy your still wearing your slippers and you were about to walk out the door. your still a mess" chase said

i looked at them all and then broke down in tears. steve walked over to me and hugged me

"its okay katy, it will all be okay, i promise' steve said

i looked at him and tryed to smile but i just couldnt.

"lets get you to the hospitial for a check out shall we?" helen said

i just nodded my head. chase jumped up from his chair

"lets go" he said

i looked at him still in tears.

"chase, you have school. dont miss it cause of me" i said

he looked at me and just nodded and walked out the door.
about an hour later we arrived at the hospitial and got me checked out. i was very dehydrated other wise i was fine.
i got steve to drop me at school after wards since i got the all clear. he didnt want to but i made him. it was third lesson so i had english. i was in treys, chases, grace's, max's and andrews class. i walked in and when the door shut everyone looked at me. i gave the teacher a note and went and took my seat. trey had a grin on his face and stared at me.
i felt my phone vibrate and looked down to read the message. it was from trey.

message: "katy katy katy, havent seen you in awhile. you look bad. get some make up on and shorter pants. cant have you with me looking like that. just remember, your mine, if you dont do what i want, i will hurt chase.".

i looked at him and he was staring at me smiling. i had to get away from him but i couldnt let him win.ill act cool and pretend everything is good and we are together like he wants, then he wont hurt me. i thought to myself for a while and then i felt someone touch my shoulder and i screamed.

"katy hey its chase calm down"
"oh sorry i..uhm.. yeah. sorry"
"its alright, i just wanted to see if you wanted to sit with me and my mates at lunch, we can protect you, since your my step sister basically"
"i dont need bloody protecting chase i can take care of myself, just