hidden by Samantha Handcock (books to read fiction .txt) 📕

I stopped at the rent-car-lot and picked up a mini van. I raced to the dinner and grabbed a menu and an aprin. I went to the frist table that I saw had a couple I waited on them. " Lanny two burgers and fries with two diet cokes" I yell. The dinner got busy then died out Me and Lanny were cleaning up when he broke the silence. " How have you been"? I wanted to tell him everything but I knew I would go to prison. I didn't mean to kill him, I blacked out. " Hello Sam!" Lanny called. " Hmm. Sorry I spaced." I spoke. " Anymore black outs". He asked "no" I lied. " Here is a little cash to help" , Lanny says handing me 40$. I shook my head " I can't take this". I reached out my hand to give it back but he stood up and looked at me. " Go home and sleep you look tired" He says and hugs me. I nodded and left the Diner. I pulled into the driveway at about eight. The lights in the house where off that was odd to me since it was only eight.  I shut off the car and got out of the car, I walked up to the door and jiggled the handle its locked. I knocked no answer, I knocked again same answer nothing. I walked around the house and all of the rooms were dark. I tried to open a few windows but they were locked that is really weird mom and I never locked the windows. I gave up and thought to give the door another try. I looked in pots and bushes for an extra key, I found one on top of the door frame. I unlocked the door and walked in. I felt a pain in my head and pasted out. 

 when I woke up, Nate was standing over me with a frying pan in his hand. " what?" I manage to say. " I am so so sorry." He drops the frying pan and leans down. He helps me up, " Why were the lights out?" he looked at me ashamed, " I didn't know it was you." That's right I got a different car. " I am sorry, I should have called." I said holding my head, Luckly I wasn't bleeding. Maxi was behind a counter scared. " its okay, Its just sam." Nate said in a baby voice.  " Yes daddy. " maxi said climbing out from the conner. " what?" I asked. Nate looked at me with sadness.  " I will tell you later." he simply said. I made dinner and sent maxi to bed.

"Now speak" I said coldly. he sat down and looked at the floor. " When my mom met Fred I was thirteen. we lived in the middle of the woods, I was homeschooled. Fred started out as a nice guy, until one night he came home drunk and he started hitting my mom, I stepped in front of him, he hit me.. " he stopped talking and wipped a tear from his eye. " He made me rape her." he said qickly. I was rubbing his back holding back tears. " My mom found out she was preganant two mounths later. When she was born, we had a private DNA test and Maxi was mine." He finished.

" where is your mom?" I asked.. " No never mind you shared enough." I said quickly, He smiled. " Thanks for being so nice. " . " what about you what happended, well you told me the most part. " he said shaking.

My mom cheated on her husband with his twin brother, When he found out I was banished from his house and froced to live in a shack behind the house, I only remember that room, He said that since he was a rich man I could ruin everything. but my mom was getting older and I was going to be young for a long time who why not use it. My mom won the lottery when I was five and didn't tell him, she bought this place, but eventually she would feel lonley and go back." " What happened" He said. " I killed him, " I said coldly.

I blacked out one night when he came in my room, When I snapped back into reality I was standing over him, with a broken bottle in his eye and he didn't move. I waited until I was sure he was dead and went into the house and my mom took me here. She keept using drugs so I ran away, last I knew she was in Rio.

" so this isn't your first killing." He said a little scared, a Pain in my heart made it feel like it had stopped,

" Sadly Its my Fifth," I said looking at the ground, " What ?" He said jumping up . " Look I was in michigan at a football game and after I went to a party and was ganged rapped by the football players. the next day they told everyone I was the next town slut, two weeks of consent bullying, I set up a trap told them I wanted them and when they showed up , I blew it up." I explained. the worse thing was I dont remember putting gas on the house, all I did was light a cig and tossed it on the ground.

His eyes were dark blue and he bit his lip which made me want him even more. " I understand." He said and left. He shortly came back with the police. " What is going on." I said. " Samantha Kare you are under arrest for the murder of Dan Kare, Geret king, Kan Jo , Haden james, Even lowe, and Fred willam. You have the right to reamain silent." "SAM!" Nate shouts, I opended my eyes, " What is going on?" I asked holding my head, " You passed out,"  Nate looks worried, " what?" I asked holding my head in my hands. I can feel the blood now. " what is the last thing you remember?" he asked, rubbing circles on my back.

" I remember, Maxi calling you daddy," Nates eyes shoot to the floor, Maxi grabbed my face , " I didn't call him daddy."

I was confused, Nate looked at the clock, 12:30 am, " Maxi, its way passed your bedtime," She whinned; he took her to bed,

 I was sitting with my legs crossed, head in hands. Nate sat next to me and sighed. " what happended?"

" I don't know, I remember you telling max that it was only me, and not to be scared, she called you daddy, you told me that you ex step dad made you rape your mom and maxi was born, I told you a litttle bit about my passed the cops showed up , and the next thing I know your shaking me. "

 He looks at me shocked, " Wow you must have said, some pretty crazy shit" he laughs

I giggle "yeah".

 Nate stood up, " um nate." I said looking down. " yes sam?"

I sigh and took a deep breath, " can you sleep with me tonight?"

 My eyes lit up, " of course." I thought she meant now so I started making my way to her room. " Wait" she whispered,

" huh?" I turn around and she was holding a bottle of whine. " I hate whine, but I need a drink, do you want to join me?, I don't want to go to sleep yet." she was rocking on her heels, her hair was pulled back into a ponytail and at that moment I knew I loved her. "sure, fuck it why not." her eyes shined, it makes my heart flutter.

We walk into the pool area, " why here?" I asked sitting next to her. She puts her feet in the water, pant-legs rolled up.

I follow suit, " I like the sound of the water, and how it feels between my toes." She opens the bottle and take a huge swig,

she makes a sour face, I couldn't help but to laugh,