~For the Better~ by Alesia Lopez (black books to read .TXT) 📕

Will

Why? Is she scared of me? I don't understand. How can she be like this especially after I poured my heart out to her. I think I love her. She's now looking at me. Just standing there wide eyed. Then I sat down on my bed and patted the spot next to me. She walked over and sat down all in one swift motion.

"I'm sorry." Jamieka said, barely above a whisper.

"Don't be." And with that I pulled her in a tight hug.

"I love you." What!!! Did I just hear her right? I think I did. Right now Jamieka and I are sitting on my bed and I'm holding her with her face muffled against my shirt. She was... Crying? Hmp.

"Whats the matter?" I asked her, I mean she just told me she loved me and now shes crying?

"It's happy tears. I've never said that before and actually meant it." This time she was propping herself up with my pillow. She leaned so close that our lips weren't even an inch apart. Then she pressed her lips to mine. I could feel the soft warm feeling her lips gave me everytime we kissed. Heat, passion, love and desire circulate between us each time we touch. But this kiss is different. As if everything unspoken was said and understood through this kiss. I love her and she loves me. We pulled back and just gazed in eachothers eyes.

So this is what it is. This is love. The most undescribable feeling in the world. To me love is when you can't live without knowing someone loves you, it's when your obsessed with the love they give you. I love her, I love Jamieka Thomson she is mjy everything.

Looking at the love of my life I said to her "I just wanted to tell you that I'm so freakin' in love with you." I said with the biggest grin on my face. She kissed my teeth and said. "I love your smile."

Jamieka

Wills mom, Cadizia, is so nice. His brother Trey is super funny and obviously I love his siter Monica. So whats the problem? Oh yea, Will. Not in a bad way its a way that makes me question my feelings.

"So Jamieka, How long have you known Will?" I could tell by Wills body language that him and his mom don't get along.

"A pretty long time. He's a good kid." I said while looking at Will. Since we were having spaghetti we got to make our own plates. When we were in the kitchen fixing our plates Will walked over to me with noodles already on his plate.

"Don't believe anyting she says. I'll explain later but she is a liar. Please, just watch what you say." He said then hip bumped me as he walked back to the dining room. I sat next to Will and his mother sat across from us with monica and trey on both ends. This dinner is gonna be awkward.

Finally, after being questioned by his mom during dinner Will and I escaped to his room...

Publication Date: 08-14-2012

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