Pinkie Promise? by Angel Knowles (digital ebook reader .TXT) 📕

i dont care. I pulled Taylor and Austin with me, and they had no idea where we were going. They just came with out a complaint.
"woah Angel, slow down. I cant keep up.. here. We can take my car. Turn right.." Austin was panting, and Taylor was about 5 feet back, trying her best to get her skinny, short legs to catch up... it wasnt working. I am a skilled runner. If i can outrun skinny, lanky and muscular, really fit Austin, that means im fast as hell.. I didn't care to stop for about 10 more minutes. at one point, i lost the two of them. I crashed right in front of the Police station, and here comes Austin's red, shiny car.
"Get in! It's raining hard, you have to get in!"
So i got in the car, and i cried. I cried and cried and cried. I thought i was never going to cry again, that all my tears were dried up.. guess not..
after a while of crying, i pulled myself together, and I told them the whole story. I didn't leave out a single detail. they were horrified. Taylor actually rolled down the window and threw up. Austin gripped the wheel until his knuckles turned white. He was staring straight ahead. he looked like he was so gripped by anger that he could not even focus on the reality of this world, so he had to escape to his own. One that allowed him to cope with all the things that were going on.. It took him a while to regroup..
"I should have known. The way he treated you like garbage should have told me.. He was a monster to you. I wanted to kill him at the theatre, and now i really wish i would have."
"no..you didn't know. You cant beat yourself up over this. You had no idea. Its ok, I'm going into the station right now. we cant take care of him ourselves. We dont want to end up in jail with him ,no matter how much we want to kill him, we cant.. We are doing this for Cesar, and we cannot let him lose us too. just dont do anything stupid. He needs us. Come..Come inside with me. Both of you.. Lets go, the sooner they know, the sooner that bastard will be locked up, and living a miserable life in prison."
"Yeah. sure..ok.. lets go."
"Taylor? Are you going to come?"
"hell yeah.. Lets go turn in this Mo-Fo."

The second we walked into the station, an officer greeted us, With a serious, yet friendly look on his face. He was tall, and looked like he could get in a wrestling match with The Undertaker, and come out without a scratch. He looked like he might even be able to strangle a lion with his bare hands.. This guy was scarey.
"Officer, i need to speak to someone.. Now. I cannot wait, this is my friends life at stake.. he is in the hospital after being kidnapped by my Ex-boyfriend a few weeks ago. No one knew he was missing until he showed up at my neighbors house that i was spending the night in.. Please, we need someone, ASAP!"
"I guess i can take this case. I want to catch the Perp, and make him get his fair share of justice. Where is this guy that kidnapped your Friend? What adress does he reside?"
All heads turned to me. "I will show you the way.."
"Good lets go."
I was practically speeding, i didnt care though.. I just wanted revenge. I wanted him to feel what Cesar was feeling, right now, laying in an uncomfortably hard and springy bed, the pain that surged through Cesar, I wanted Devon to feel it a million times worse. I have never been so mad in my life. I looked at how fast i was going. 107 MPH. Good. At least i wont get in trouble. Thank God for dirt roads and police escorts.
A few seconds before i got to his house, i slowed down to a crawl.Then i eased to a complete stop.
i got out of the car, walked to the officer, and called out through the rain..
"That's his house." I was screaming."Do you need us to come?"
"No. i just called for back up. They are on their way. You need to go back to the Hospital. Your friend will be waiting with 2 officers for interrogation and security. Meet me back in the Hospital by 5:30. I will wait in the Cafeteria."
" ok.. Thank you!"
" just doing my job.. Now, go, Your friend needs you"
I just wanted some sleep. I could not keep my eyes open.. Good thing Austin was driving, Good thing i related the officers orders before i passed out again. This time, i welcomed the sleep. I begged my mind to stay asleep. And that was exactly what happened.
Revenge

Woah.. Where am I? It takes me a minute until i realize that i am lying in Austin's bed. Well, thats a first. I didnt think the first time i would lay in his bed, it would be without him.. Hmmm... I think he just walked in the room, but i dont feel like moving. It was a nice sleep..
"Good morning beautiful..How did you sleep?"
"wow.. I feel like a princess.. My dreams were good, but nothing compared to the realilty of you, i would rather be awake! You are WAY better than my dreams."
"mmm... Scoot over, i wanna get warm with you."
"yes master!" I teased him back. He looks so nice with the sun in his hair.. I could look at him forever! If only..
"mmm you smell good! Did you use my moms shampoo? It smells just like her Treseme one.. I like it more on you."
"Why thank you kind sir. you dont smell to bad yourself..I like the Old spice on you more than my older brother anyways."
" I thought you might."

In an hour, we were in the car, and on our way to the hospital. I lost that flirtatious feeling back when i got out of the shower, and realized that i had to go to the Hospital.. It wore off, and here we are again..
"Hey man, How are you?" Austin and Cesar sound like old friends, despite having only known each other for less than a week.. Oh well, i kinda even like it that way!
"I been better. You?"
"Ha.. Angel's a handful.. No way to keep her under control" I spun around when Austin said that, only to realize he was joking.. man.. what is wrong with me today? Why am i so jumpy and pissy? I am NOT PMSing.. I would know if i was.. I dont know, but something is really bugging me.. I just cant put a finger on it.ugh!
"I know! she can be so difficult! Ha..Just kidding Angel.Hey. Whats wrong?"
"ugh.i dont really know.. Just something is driving me nuts. I think i might be just a little but depressed?"
" not sure. Maybe i should be a Phyciatrist, and i could let you know in a few years" He had that smile back, and that was all it took for me to break down and cry.I wasnt sad, I just realized that it would be okay. It was going to be a long hard road, but i know that it is going to be the best time of my life.. I only have a year left.. What am i going to do? College? Hobo? Marrying a REALLY rich guy so i dont have to worry about anything?..I think i know what i want, but sometimes, what you want and what reality is, are two very different things. No time for confusion, and hours of debating, i have to do it now. It is almost the end of the year, schools out in less than a week, and I have HUGE end of the year semester tests. I am 100% sure i am going to pass, but i also dont know what comes next.. I have to buy a car, look at colleges, and look at the rest of my life. My parents are not going to help me, but i know that things might somehow be okay if i just let the flow keep flowing, and i keep those people who really mean something to me closer than i keep my own self. I think that I just need to cry. So, i cried. the only thing that i hate about crying is not the fact that i used to believe it made me appear weak, but that i look like a racoon after wards. That and the fact that i look like a mess. I have a runny nose, my face feels scrunched up, and i just cant talk as well because i have a really Stuffy, Runny nose! Oh well.
Austin held me for a long time. I just cried. He must think i'm insane. But if he did, he wouldnt be here with me, holding me with all his strength and comfort that he can muster. I know just how in love i am, and it feels like Heaven...As much as the rest of my life feels like a living hell.
I love this kid, and he loves me. How much better could life get??
....... My parents could love me, and pay attention to me...My Brother could treat me like a sister, and not like some random chick on the street. People at school(when i was still in public school..which i will be tomorrow.. !!?! Tomorrow!! I only just realized that i have to go to school tomorrow! AHHHH!) could not act like i am something that is worthy of being afraid of. My teachers could look deeper into my intellectual level, and actually see that there's more to me. Im not what everyone expects me to be. I am who i am, and you cant change me. Sorry if you dont like me, but i am a human being too. I just want to be noticed, loved, appreciated.... That would make my life better!

Tonight, I am going to do the unthinkable. I just dont want anyone else to find out. I want to hurt Devon, make him cry and beg and scream for mercy. I want him to feel all Cesar felt, and way more. I want him to beg me like a puppy, and grovel at my feet. I want him to pay.
But somehow as the hours pass, i get less and less angry. I still want all those things, but, i dont want to go to jail myself. I want to make Cesar happy, and not end up in prison! CRAP! if only i was a person who was conscious free. No worries, just impulsive reactions... IF ONLY!
I dont know what to do. Devon is at the Sioux City County Jail, and is awaiting a trial, and they are still analyzing Cesar's statement. I just wish they would go faster. Why dont