fallen deep by sharon cruz (iphone ebook reader .txt) 📕

on the bed. Chris shook his head and sat on the bed. He turned on the TV as bay news 9 came on. Walking over I looked the door and placed the chain over the door so that way nobody can come in. I sat with Chris as we watched the TV a bit. Forgetting how horrible we look I said, “I’m going to take a shower.” Standing up I looked through the pile of clothes and found an old pair of short, used bra (lucky), panties and large grey t-shirt. As I walked over to the shower, I closed the door and stripped down. I turned on the shower and hopped in. as I closed my eyes and washed away all the dirt and blood off my body, I was dazed and in a short daydream when I went over to grab the soap. Instead a felt a strong hand. Gasping, I opened my eyes to see Chris in the shower with me. He smiled and looked into my eyes. “May I join?’ he said. I smiled. “Sure,” I said. We took turns with the soap and water as we talked about earlier events. Chris was polite not to look at my naked body and only had contact with my eyes. After the shower we dried our selves and felt squeaky clean. As I wrapped myself in a towel one for my hair and one around me. I slipped on the clean used panties and took off my towel to put on the used bra. Chris wasn’t paying attention to all this as he put on his clothes. Just as I put on my shirt we walked out to the room and together pulled the sheets aside. As we climbed in bed I rested on Chris chest as he stroked my wet hair. I looked up at him and suddenly asked, “How did we become such close friends.” I said.
But I was really referring to the shower part. “I don’t know I guess we are comfortable with one another to know that we can trust each other.” He explained. He knew what I was talking about. I smiled. “Well, I’m never embarrassed you know…it’s fine with me.” I said staring at his luscious lips. His lips spread into a smile. “I’m glad.” He said. There was a moment of silence between us as we stared. Then I said, “thank you for standing up for me.” I said referring about the one incident where Kevin yelled at me about having sex with Alexander, smiling he said. “Your welcome Shirley…you know it’s not your fault about that he technically----”
Chris never finished because I interrupted him with a kiss. Our lips meeting again. I kissed him so passionately as he kissed back. I fell back on the pillow as he hovered over me. I felt his tongue slip in my mouth a couple of times as his hands carried me pressing close to his body. I wrapped my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his waist. His hands gently stroked my leg as we kissed. I felt little sparks when we kissed. Biting on his lower lip, his hands went up my shirt. He pulled my shirt over and lowered his kisses to my shoulder blades and down to by chest. He gave kisses to my stomach lightly as it tickled me giving me Goosebumps. He came back up and kissed me again. I smiled when I kept on kissing him. It felt endless when I kissed him. I even slipped my hands in his shirt felling his lean muscular hairless chest hair and touching his chest and slid my hand down his lower abdominal. Lightly I pulled in his jeans. I pulled Chris’s shirt off. Quick and silent, I had his pants undone and lowered. Hs hands glided past my shorts and a bit in the side of my panties at top. I giggled at his touches…
Chris kissed the side of my jaw line and to my ear as he nibbled on it. Getting turned on by that move; I slipped my hands in his boxers, just lightly touching his sides….

When morning approached, we didn’t do anything last night. We still had our clothes on and we just snuggled in bed. Sitting up and waking up, I stretched and went to the restroom. Checking in the little medicine cabinet they had I opened it and found a tooth brush and paste. So I brushed my teeth. Afterwards when I came out I saw Chris up and early. “Good morning.” He said smiling wide. I smiled back. It was always nice to see Chris around and smiling. Feeling that I still had the necklace from my grandmother, I looked through the pile of clothes again because this time we had to leave before they noticed we were in here without paying. Changing into light blue woman’s jeans and black nicely shaped tight tank top. I noticed that we both didn’t have shoes to wear. “Great…” I said Looking down my feet. Chris put on his jeans as he looked up at me. “Something wrong?”
“Yah, we have no shoes.” I said. He chuckled that’s when he passed me a pair of black sandals. Catching them I was surprised. “Got them last night, I found a pair just for you and me.” he said. I threw them down and put them on. Chris places a red Tommy hill finger shirt over his head and then sat on the bed and put on some sneakers. “Got any make up?” I joked and Chris smiled. “You don’t need make up Shirley, your beautiful.” He complemented. “Thank you.” I said and checked my self in the mirror. I fixed my hair and noticed that all was left on the makeup was mascara. With that we quickly left the motel without anyone noticing and flitted down town in New York City!
Out in the streets, I forgot how many people there were all at one sidewalk. We had to squeeze through a lot of rushing people just to get by. There were all kinds of people. Business, construction, teenagers, mothers with babies, mothers with more children taking them to school, wedding couples, gangsters etc… I even forgot how it looked like since at times we stayed in the woods trying to escape form Alexander. Chris and I even had a little fun as we looked through store after store. (Even I managed to put on some dark eye make-up.) We walked through parks and snuck in movie theaters without getting caught. This brought back lots of memories from where I grew up and walked with Kevin in the beginning before all this happened. I was growing hungry and we didn’t have any money. So we had to either sneak in or do things for free. Slowly things changed for me….

Instead of hearing the people inside doing what they would do at home and the cars passing by us and the honking at bad drivers, I was hearing people’s heart beats…
I watched as each human being passed by me as I watched their necks. Not noticing how tight I was gripping Chris’s hand. He caught my attention and pulled me aside in the alley. Snapping out of it quickly, I placed a hand on my forehead and leaned against the brick building wall. I breathed in and out….
“Are you okay Shirley?” he asked. I nodded. “you sure?” he asked again and I looked into his eyes.” Yes, I’m just really hungry.” I said. Chris scratched the back of his neck.” I forgot you haven’t fed in 2 days.” He said. Chris looked around and it was empty except for the stinky dumpsters. But when we thought we were alone, we were wrong…

I was watching the humans go by one by one as I tried to focus on something else,. The more I stared the more temptation I had I grab a human and suck their blood. I knew I wouldn’t hold it very long and so did Chris….
That’s when two teenage boys walked by us, one of the teenage boys were Spanish and the other was African American. Looking at us weird, the Spanish boy gave me a nod. I just smiled when the boy stopped and stared. “You okay lady?” he asked with an accent. “She’s fine.” Chris lied to them. No I’m not! I wanted to yell. But I stayed in control. The African American boy looked at me intently and tats when he found something strange about me. “Eh, man lets go.” He said getting worried. “Hold on…” he said. “Can I get you anything?” he asked. How sweet….
I just shook my head. “You should take you girlfriend to the hospital man.” the Spanish boy said to Chris. “We have no money.” Chris said. “I’m leaving Derek, I’m out of here.” Said the African American boy as he walked away without his friend. The Spanish boy was real sweet and was helping me out until I said to him, “you should go home your parents will be worried about you.” I said sweetly. “Nah…. Don’t worry I have no parents I stay in a shelter. I have all day.” He said. I smiled. “Well it’s getting late, you should go Derek. Its really sweet of you…my boyfriend will take care of me.” I added. He smiled back. Finally agreeing. Oh my god! I can’t take it anymore! “You’re a good boy.” I added as I stood upright and began to walk away. But lets just say, it didn’t end there because all of the sudden my mind went black…
When I woke up from my black out, my vision was going in and out of focus. In the distance I heard a small yelling. Chris…
What was he yelling about?
The voice got louder and clearer. Chris was yelling, “Let’s go Shirley now!” crashing back to reality I noticed what I had in my arms…a dead boy…the boy was the Spanish boy….oh my god…
I drained him up and he was pale and limp in my arms I dropped him, scared at what I have done. I felt Chris pulling me away, the opposite direction from the streets. We were going deeper into the alley. Noticing what I have done, I started to cry. Once we were far away, Chris pulled me into a hug. “It’s okay.” He whispered. “It’s okay, you couldn’t control It.” he added. I felt so horrible…I just murdered a teenage boy and I don’t remember how I did that…
I sobbed in Chris’s chest as he pulled me in tighter….

After I finished sobbing, I was on top of the roof, sitting on the ledge quietly. Chris sat by my as the cool breeze passed my face. He kept telling how it wasn’t my fault and how I technically warned the boy but he didn’t listen. Chris was trying hard to make me feel better. I just didn’t say anything as I listened to Chris talk….Chris held my hand trying to comfort me. Only it didn’t really help. Knowing that there were two witnesses…..The boy and Chris. I sat there as I wiped my tears away. Chris looked at me as he gently grabbed my hand. I looked over to him as he gently raised my hand and kissed my palm. The wind pulled my hair back. we stared at one another as the let go and very gently touched my cheek…..and I was thinking two is better than one. Both of us quickly turned away as I looked below me. I was watching thousands of care pass by me, honking and cutting other cars. I was so high up… like 17 stories high. I was drifting off, about to daydream when my ears