Erasing The Unwanted by Sydnie Short (best books to read txt) 📕

I didn’t think I grabbed her that hard. Bloods dripped down from her sweatshirt. I reached out for arm lightly and scanned it.

“Your coming with me” I whispered in her ear. She nodded giving into my demand.

I brought her to my grandmother’s house only because it was closer were we where. My grandmother was sound asleep. I sat her down on the couch and left to go get something. I didn’t want to turn on the light because I was to concerned about her arm. I came back with the first aid kit and a tube of vanilla ice cream. 

“The vanilla ice cream is for you because it’s your favorite.”             I said handing her the ice cream. She put it down beside gracefully. She smiled and then it hit me. I’m falling for her.

Again

I sighed in aggravation.

“Take of your sweat shirt” I demanded. She did as I said and threw the sweatshirt next to the carton of ice cream. Why isn’t she fighting back?

I lightly took her arm and wrapped the gauze tight and perfect. It had to be because she is. Her arm looked like a cut up hamburger. I hope she didn’t do this because of me. I would hate to be the reason why. I focused on her arm because it was the most important thing right now. I felt her eyes drill a whole into my scalp but I ignored it.

When I finished I sat on the couched beside her. She took the lid off the ice cream and started to devour it slowly. She laid her head on my chest and I breathed her strawberry aroma. This feels like the right moment to say something I’ve been meaning to tell her.

“I love you too”

What am I thankful for? The birds, the trees, then land that was made for you and me? I now realized I never took the time to appreciate what a magnificent place the world is, behind the severity and brittleness. In my eyes I saw the world as horrific place to live and the ones who live in it were unlucky people.  I no longer think that way now. There are places I never seen and I yearn to travel around the world. Just thinking of it in that way brings a smile to my face.

Sadly, I have to push these happy thoughts away and wake up. I smothered my face in my pillow but its feels different.  It smells like cinnamon with a hint of chocolate. It was mouth watering. I inhaled it, never wanting to stop. I shifted over to lean on my side and laid my head on soft but firm pillow? My eyes snapped open in shock. Dakota. What is he doing in my room?

I backed away from him but he wrapped his arm around my waist securely. He’s still sleeping diligently and he looks so peaceful and happy. I wander what he is dreaming about. I hope it’s me. I cram those thought out of my head. I am in a relationship already. His lips curled in a wide smile and he pulls me closer. I felt my cheeks heat up but I relaxed when I started to enjoy his embrace. I scan his face while he was still asleep. I never had a chance to check him out fully.

His smile never faded and I suppose that’s a good thing. His black hair was slightly covering his beautiful face. His perfectly pump lips looked like a god made them as he smiled brightly. His long eyelashes looked healthy and shiny as he slept. I lowered my stare to his abdomen. He was shirtless revealing his faultless six-pack. They look hard and I had to fight the urge to touch them.

You only live once. I thought to myself and I couldn’t resist the temptations anymore. I pulled my arm up, that was beneath me and placed them on his abs. They were hard as I predicted and so warm. He shifted at my touch and I pulled away to look at his face. My eyes roamed his face again and stopped at his lips. The lips that I love and crave to feel are so close mine. I lean into him and close the gap between us.

At first he didn’t react but moments later I found his tongue batting mine for dominance. He flipped me over and I was on my back with him hovering over me. I wrapped my hands around his neck and eventually his hair. It was so soft and warm. I love it. Dakota deepened the kiss and it was hungrier and so lustful. Are lips moved in sync and it felt like we were made for each other. I pulled away for air but he began to kiss and suck on my neck. I let out a soft moan. I hope his grandma didn’t hear that. If he kept that up I would have a hickey.

He tugged on my shirt and I knew what he was asking for. I pulled my shirt over my head and he helped me. His eyes looked my body over and I shifted uncomfortably. He found my lips again and kissed me with so much passion that I couldn’t take it. I let out another moan against his lips and he smiled. He pulled away and continued what he was doing to my lips and did it to my neck. I gently close my eyes and let him do his work. I love you.

He commenced to suck on my collarbone and it shot tingles all through me. Why am I letting him do this to me? I ignore my conscience and rest my head on my pillow. He pressed his lips to mine and lifted my back up slightly. His hands meander all over my back and stopped at my bra. He unclasped it in a jiffy.  He immediately threw it on the ground. He lowered his head to my chest. I felt his wet tongue trail on my bare skin and it left my body shivering. Why is he doing all the work? Not that I mind.

I flipped us over with me on top forcefully. I smashed my lips to his and played with his silky hair. He let out a quiet moan and grabbed my butt firmly. I began to mimic what he did to my neck and it feels amazing to be in control. I sucked on it as hard as I could so he could have a mark just like mine. I pecked his lips and he turn us over, which was good because I was running out of things to do.

He pulled my pants off and left my thighs visible. Oh no my cuts! He stopped and stared at my scars on my legs. He frowned just like I knew he would.

“ Ginger what we-“ I cut him off by pulling him into a mind-blowing kiss. He tensed up a bit but he soon gave in. I tried to put as much as I could into it so he would forget about my scars. His hands grip the hem of my under wear.

“Do you want me to?” He asked staring into my eyes. I nodded. I trust you.

He yanked my panties off and threw them on the ground with the rest of my clothing. I was completely naked but he wasn’t. No fair. I pouted and he got the hint. He slowly heaves his briefs down and I got a glimpse of his member. Huge wasn’t even a word to describe it. It was the size of a rhinoceros. He smirked and reached in a draw for something, a condom. So he knew this was going to happen.  He hovered over me distracting me from my thoughts. This is it, I’m going to lose my v-card. I heard the pain is unbearable at first. I shut my eyes preparing for the pain.

He gently slipped himself inside me. I yelp from the pain and let a tear fall from eye. “ Open your eyes” His voice hummed in my ears earning a few tingles. I open my eyes to gaze into his eyes and ended up getting lost in them. I love you. I focused on him and only him, and then the pain became more and more tolerable. He was gentle with me like I was fragile and delicate. He picked up his speed and rocked my body. I love you. We stared in each other’s eyes and he smiled at me. He plunged in and out and it left me screaming his name. I love you. He sucked on my neck and I took one final plunge into me. He rolled his side and gaze at my nude body with compassion. I love you. I roll on top of him not wanting to stop.

“ Oh, you want a round two huh?” He smirked at me.

I lay in the spot where Dakota used to be and I inhaled his delectable scent. He went downstairs to whip up something for us to eat. I sat up and scratch my head, letting his t-shirt rise a little. My legs are still sore from the five or six rounds Dakota and I shared. I shouldn’t love him as much as I love him now. I have a boyfriend, which makes me a cheater. I never intended to cheat on him but I don’t feel guilty. Does that make me a horrible person?

Dakota stepped in the room with an ignoramus PB&J sandwich?

“Here you go love” He kissed me on the cheek and set up the food all by himself. He’s such a gentle men.

“ Why did you make a peanut butter sandwich?” I asked taking a bite of his creation.

“ I didn’t make a PB&J sandwich,” He paused to pick up his share of the sandwich. “ This is a peanut butter and jelly with marshmallows in it, duh” He took a bite into it.

“Whatever” I said getting off the bed to find my scattered clothes.

He watched me get dressed and I tried to cover my body. “I already seen it all” He whispered in my ear while stroking my back. Pervert.

“Fine”

 I continued getting dressed and when I finished Dakota led me downstairs.

“What if Pokémon were real?” Dakota asked out of the blue. His blue eyes sparkled at me waiting for answer.

“Um, Then the world would be chaotic.”

“True”

“Can we go somewhere today?” I asked sweetly batting my eyes.

“No” He said nonchalantly.

“Why not?” I pouted.

“I don’t know. I just said that for kicks.” He winked at me.

“Not funny.” He nodded is head with a smirk plastered on his face.

We walked outside onto his back porch. It was around noon, which meant we still have time for an activity. It doesn’t matter what we do, as long as we do it together.

“Where would you like to go sweetheart.” He wrapped his arm around my waist, tight.

“Some where birds fly. A place higher than the sky.” I know what I’m asking for is a lot to request. So I wouldn’t mind him not granting my wish.

“Then I know the perfect place.” He smiled at me.

 What is he up too?

We’ve been driving for