Stay with Me by Awesomekristii (primary phonics .TXT) 📕

I wanted to run my hands through those soft locks of raven hair dishevelled over his forehead but I know I shouldn’t. This wasn’t my place. Neither the bed nor in his life. There was so much difference between us like the mountain and the sky. No meeting anywhere.

“I can’t sleep if you stare like that.” His eyes shot open as he mumbled the words. His voice deep and raspy, wrapped with sleep.

“I wasn’t st-“ I saw him decking his head low and meeting his forehead with mine. I could see the slight specks of green in those eyes, too light to come in view unless close enough.

“I wasn’t asking. I was stating.” His words immediately made me tongue tied as I didn’t inie how to deny him in that.

I could feel his finger brush over the skin of my waist leisurely drawing circles. Each brush of his finger pads was enough to make me hot and bothered. His grip tightened more around the waist, before he pulled me closer and continued the slight tortured with his fingers.

I took a sharp intake of breath when his hand glided upward near to the place where the brassier would have been settled if I had worn one. It’s highly uncomfortable to wear one to bed. I found his roaming for the face for a few second before returning back to the waist.

“You aren’t wearing a bra?” I didn’t know how to answer to that so I just shook my head. I peeked over my lashes and saw him closing his eyes tightly as if in pain. He looked down between us more at my tee covered chest and I could saw his pupils darkening.

“Why would you do that, sweetheart?” He spoke lowly, snatching his eyes away from my top or more like my breast. My heart thudded fast at the insight.

I turned a little to the side trying to get out from his hold but he didn’t loosened his hold but only groaned. “Stop doing that.” I could see how his eyes had travelled down from my face to my neck and chest area.

“Fuck it.” He growled suddenly and dipped his head near to my throat before placing a sloppy kiss in there. Every fibre in my body awakened at the feeling, and excitement mingled with anxiety buzzed in my veins. His lips placed peppery kissed there before His lips placed peppery kisses there before he took the skin in between his teeth and gave a sharp bite.

A hiss left my lips at the pain and pleasure, while he compensated my gliding his tongue over the place soothing it. His head decked lower and settled in the crook of my neck. His large hands grabbed mine pressing against the bed as he almost hovered over me.

He took the skin there also between his teeth and giving a bite before soothing it with the wetness and coldness of his tongue. His warm breath famed over my neck and almost made me weak that if not for lying down, I would have stumbled on the ground.

His light and peppery kisses made my inside tumble, butterflies buzzing in my stomach and my lips ached to meet his. But I didn’t know how to tell him that. He pulled his head out after a long while before rubbing the back of his palms over his lips wiping away the moisture glinting in there.

His darkened pupils resided there as he looked over at me, dishevelled and covered with his wet kisses. A lopsided grin took over his lips before he claimed my lips.

His kiss felt like the breath of fresh air. A compass in the vast sea, under the starless sky, giving me a direction and reason to think deeply and vividly. His kiss was almost like a hungry lion, claiming his right over and over. My lower lips resided in between his teeth as he gave them his sharp bites before again devouring them, sucking the soul of me.

It was tiring at how much I had to hold my breath yet so satisfying and pleasure that I didn’t deny him when he captured my lips for the second time. Each time it felt better than the former.

I felt his hands leaving my wrist and placing over my breast. Unconsciously I took a sharp breath in at the feel of his wide palms over my goodies. He palmed my breast, ravishing my lips with his. I could feel the wetness gathering in my south and the desperation rising in me.

However, when he hovered over me more and I could feel his hardness poking my lower stomach, all the former feelings, pleasure and excitement flew into thin air as I could only remember the memories before.

My body stilled and my brain stopped functioning. I could feel him sliding down from over me and looking at me with his cold eyes, now brimming with concern. “We wouldn’t do anything.” His voice was soft, so unlike him but that did little something to ease my anxiety.

I nodded at him, and saw his hands grabbing the part of my tee which had risen up and pulling it down. He smoothed the surface and wrapped his arms around me like a cocoon.

I looked up at him, and the softness and delicate attitude to his each and every action. The contrast how he was before while kissing me and now just wrapping me up with his arms.

“I wouldn’t do anything as long as you don’t want, Lilah.” His words almost brought me to tears. I had never given the option of my wanting and opinion.

I knew then and there it wouldn’t be too long for me to fall for this man, and my heart was reaching near to the point of getting a severe heartbreak. But maybe I didn’t care anymore. There wasn’t anything else for me to loose anymore. Just the heart, the only possession I had to offer. And this time staying in his arms, it felt I wouldn’t be sorry if I had to loose it to him. With the hope of never getting the emotion back in return.

“Sleep Lilah.” He spoke, eyes closed maybe he could feel my gaze on him.

He secured me more to himself almost mingling our bodies in one. “Don’t think so much. Sleep now.”