House of guys (Book one, FINISHED) by Shai Michaela (book club suggestions txt) 📕

started brething heavy and I just fell down to my knees and sat down. "Fee are you okay?!" Mason came to my side and sat infront of me and pulled my legs in his lap. "I cant-I-I- cant go back Mase! I dont kow what I am going to do." He just stared at me and pulled me up so we were standing very close he pulled my head to his chest and I just stood there with my arms still held to my chest.

Oh my life was a mess I was still likie in love with my cheater boyfriend and I just had sex with my bestfriend who I am pretty sure I like alot more than I should.

We finally got in his car and drove to my house. When we walked in the door the house was literally a mess there was a hole in the stair wall and the table by the top of the steps looked like it was thrown down the steps with everything on it.

I walked into the living room and everyone was just sitting there not talking what I first noticed was Alec wasnt down there.

"Fel!" Lannen yelled and rushed and enveloped me in a hug. Soon everyone was in the hug. I couldnt take it I started to cry. After a couple minutes we broe and I noticed Savanna and Lannen were tearing up a bit. "Oh guy's dont cry!" I said and hugged them both again.

"Oh so you can but we cant?" Savanna said I laughed and hugged her again. "Well I am going to my room to take a shower and change." I said kissind all the guys on the cheek. "I am coming!!" Savanna said loping our arms together. I smiled at her and we walked up the step steping over all the crap.

"So what the hell happened?! I have seen like three punched in holes in the wall!" I asked looking at Savanna. "Well lets see Alec started freaking out when we got home because he wanted you but you werent here you were with Mason so he went all grrr hulk on us but we finally got him in his room. And I am pretty sure he was talking to himself about you. Also I know he got himself drunk because I went to check on him and he had an empty bottle in his hand and he was asleep."

I just stared at her and mouthed 'wow'. She nodded and we walked into my room. I went into the shower and Savanna cracked the door and sat on the toilet and we talked. I got out and threw on panties and a bra and I was in the process of pulling up some sorts when I heard Savanna shriek. "What! What happend?!" She pointede to a spot above my right hip on my stomach.

I looked down and there was a hicky there! I slowly looked up st her and she sucked in a huge breath so I knew she was about to start yelling. IO dropped my shirt and ran to her tackling her on the bed i covered her mouth with my hand as she started yelling and yelling and yelling!

She finally stopped and put her hands up in surrender. I let he go and rolled off and layed next to her. "So you and Mason had sex! And it was your first time! Awe how was it did it hurt? Ohhh was he sweet and gentle? Did he talk to you throughout the whole thing? God I hate when they do that!" She babbled on and on! "Savanna!" "Sorryy....." " It hurt at first but then it was perfect and he was so sweet! And no he didnt talk the whole time we were to busy kissing!"

We talked about it for awhile and Savanna suggested I go talk to Alec sooner then later so I got up hugged her. "Please tell everyone to stay down stairs and not to bother us Vanna." "Sure thing babe" I winked at her and we walked out.
The talk....

I knocked on his door and heard a mumbled 'fuck off'.... Classy. I opened the door and it was really dark. So I turned on his light. I found him on his bed it was... Lets just say it was a mess. He bolted upo and got ready to say something till he noticed it was me. He just stared at me then tears started to roll down his face.

I dont know why but I went to him and helled his head on my lap annd rubbed his back. After awhile he straightened up and layed his head on my chest causing me to lay back. Alec wrapped his arms aroun my waist tightly adn we just layed there I continued to rub his bare back.

After about an hour his breathing got even so I knew he was asleep. I soon after fell asleep also. And I know I shouldnt but I couldnt help it I snuggled closer.

I woke up to someone shaking me.I opened my eyes and there was Alec sitting up looking at me with pleading eyes. "Please can I tell you exactly what happened??" I just nodded and sat up fully and sat criss cross apple sauce.

"Okay so all of us guy's Lannen, Blake, Jayden, Declan, Mason, and myself kind of drank.... alot before we left. Well while you were skating with Aiden, and Mason I was at my locker getting money for a drink. Miranda came up to meand started talking-" I cut him off.

"What did she say?!" Alec just looked at me. "Oh sorry go on." I said. "She was telling me you never liked me it was all a lie so you can get to know Mason cause he is or was a good friend of mine. And she was pointing at you and saying all these things like about how you let him touch you. I thought it was true because he had his arm around your waist and you guys were also skating facing eachother holding hands and laughing."

"Miranda told me that it wasnt the only time hes touched you and it wouldnt be the last! When I thought about it I did see you guys earlier that day in your room and you were shirtless and you both were laying on the ground next to eachother laughing."

"I didnt know what to think. I couldnt think! Miranda ran her fingers down my arms and whispered in my ear it was time to get back at you for all the lying. Then she started kissing me and then you came around the corner! Fel you started screaming at me I didnt know what to say to make you listen. So I just let you go to calm down so we could talk."

"Then I had heard you fought Miranda! When I went to look for you they wouldnt let me. Savanna said you were going to meet us home. Soon as we got home though Savanna got a text saying you were staying at Masons so I guess I just I lost it you know?......"

I stared at him I felt horrible he was told lies he didnt even kiss her back I didnt know what to do. So I decided I should tell Alec what happened between me and Mason.

"Alec I am so sorry!" I said. "For what?! I am the one that hurt you!" Alec replied hugging me. "No. No. No. I- I slept with Mason last night." Alec slowly pulled out of the ug and stared at me mouth slightly ajar. "You gave him your virgintiy?!" He choked out. I looked down and nodded yes.

"I am not going to lie that I am okay with it cause I am pist I wanted to be your first in all the things I could. I want to be with you forever. But I guess you could say weare even. I believed Miranda when I shouldnt have, didnt push her off right when she started kissing me an-" I cut him off again. "And I slept with Mason." I said looking in his eyes

"How but this Fel we go back to normal." I looked at him and he kept going. "I will back off alittle so you can choice if you would rather be with Mason or me. But no matter who you choose I will be there for you through it all." I smiled at him and kissed his lips. "Thank you Alec." We stood up and walked down stairs.

Double Take

Later that night after dinner Mason asked me if we could talk I said yeah and while he talked I cleaned my room.

"So I understand you and Alec are alright.... I am glad I hate seeing you sad. But I guess it's all better now right?" "Yeah everythings peachy keen!" I said smiling I coukdnt help it I was just so happy. Alec and Mason were being so nice which was hard to believe in this situation.

"So I just wanted to let you know...."

"We go back to normal." I looked at him for a second before going back to folding my clothes and he kept going. "I will back off alittle so you can choice if you would rather be with Alec or me. But no matter who you choose I will be there for you through it all." I did a double take.


"Woahhhhhhh....." I said. Mason gave me a 'your going bat shit crazy look' "What?" I gulped. " I am not even playing right now that is like exactly what Alec said to me!" Maso just stared at me. "Than I guess it's going to be alot harder since you know we are such great guys." I looked at him to see if he was joking. "Well me more than him obviosly, I mean look at me!" Mason said wiggling his eyebrows. I through something at him and laughed. Mason picked up what I through at him and looked at me. He held up a pair of boxer's that said 'Gabriel Garcias my boyfriend' over it... in marker.. so obviously I wrote it.....

I dashed and went to grab it but he ran out of my room. "FELICITY IS IN LOVE WITH GABRIEL GARCIA!!!!!!!!" I finally tackled him and grabbed my boxers I jumped up and stuck out my toung at him. I looked up and everyone was staring at us.

"So what if I am.Gabriel loves me too!"