Mah Brother from Another Mother ' by lowkey317 G (most inspirational books .TXT) 📕

car roughly and the engine started loudly Shady was already ripping out. The windows were open and the air hit me in the face with a slap. I refused to look at him and we pull up into the driveway, not seeing Marie or Landon's car I gulp. I pull my keys out and slam the car door hard I unlock the door and just as I'm ready to make my break escape I grabbed roughly once again and shoved hard into the wall.

 

Shady's eyes glared into mine, I look away but he grabs me firmly from the chin forcing me took him in the eye. "Now tell me what the fuck was that back there."

 

Shit.

 

C H A P T E R 15

My breath hitched along with my pounding heart. Those cold blue eyes felt as if they could see my soul. I was speechless for a second and finally noticing the closeness between me and Shady I struggle to push him away from me. He didn't budge at all instead Shady stood waiting for my answer.

 

"I don't know what your talking about." I reply snootily. His face hardens and his clutch on my chin becomes harder, I wince in pain. Maybe he was drunk, at the thought of that I didn't feel safe.

 

"Oh you know what I'm fucking talking about ! " He barked in my face. "Johnathan."

 

I cry in pain as he clutches harder on my chin as if noticing the tight grip he lets go and rubs it softly with his finger.

 

"What about Jonathan ? " I say sweetly.

 

I knew exactly what Shady wanted me to say- tell him what Jonathan said. The same question ran in my head again Don't get into Shady'sshit.

 

"I'm not playing around Ev, don't get involved with that bastard." He snarled.

 

I raise my eyebrow, "I can do whatever I want to your not my fucking dad or mom."

 

"If I tell you to do something you do it." I shove Shady out the way my back hurt from being pressed against the wall.

 

"Fuck you Shady Alex." I spat out. I head upstairs toward my room with a bang. Anger radiated my body as I clench my fists and slumped on the ground. A loud noise crashed downstairs and something is thrown with the shattering of glass. I run downstairs to see Shady smashing his fist into the wall his eyes held so much anger in them. I back up in fear and finally find my tongue.

 

"What the fuck are you doing Shady !" I yell at him. A bottle of vodka laid broken and empty on the carpet floor.

 

In rage he steps closer toward me I gulp and back up towards the stairs.

 

"Stop backing up Ev," Shady growls.

 

I don't listen.

 

Instead I run up the stairs once again with him right behind me. I'm tackled to the ground as I reach the landing. I land with an oomph and Shady's strong arm's held me captive. I could feel his hot breath on my neck and I feel Deja Vú from earlier.

 

Shady must've remembered because He smirked"Ev, you should know better than to not make me look stupid in front of others."

 

"Get off of me ! You man whore !" I thrash underneath him and his eyes flash with anger. His arms pick me up bridle style and I'm carried into Shady's room. I never entered it fully till now, in them middle lay a King size bed, a big screen tv stood ontop of a dresser with a Xbox 360 games spilled on the floor along with a controller. A desk with an apple laptop stood at the corner and a closet. The walls were painted royal blue and it was clean. I suddenly remember a memory of when I first came to live with the Alex family.

 

I clutched the bag that held the few belongings I had left and harden my eyes, when Marie stares at me with a smile directed toward me and Annabel. I held her small body in my arms and held onto her like my life depended on it. I stood uncomfortably in there living room, as Marie was showing me around.

 

"Shady!" She kept yelling, "Get down here."

 

"Sorry, Evangeline, That boy never listens to me."

 

I nod, "Its okay."  As soon as those words left my mouth a snarky reply and person descended down the stairs.

 

I could instantly tell that he was cocky and even though he was cute he was a jerk.

 

He sneered at me. "Your not nobody to me, I'm not your brother and she's not your mother."  He pointed at Marie, "Stay out my way."

 

Marie's mouth opened in shock I shrug I been treated worse this was nothing. I knew I would never have a real family.

 

"I'm happy I have another sister than. Because you act like your on your fucking period. And right your in my way right now." It slipped out of my mouth before I processed on what I said. Shit.

And you can see why me and Shady didn't like each other or get along.

 

I'm thrown on the bed roughly with a thud and Shady loomed over me his weight rested on his elbows not squishing me.

 

"Let me go." I stutter. I feel my hear pounding and I hear the fear in my voice.

 

"You wanna fuck around with me with games like that. Were going to play games like that."

 

Without warning his lips came crashing down on mine. I feel my body reacting towards his I move my head trying to break free. But he doesn't stop and kiss him back feeling as if I was under a spell. I stop fighting and run my hands through his hair suppressing a moan as he sucked on my neck hitting my sweet spot. I loose the control of my body and my mind. Forgetting what I was doing and who I was doing it with.

And how Shady hurt me. Because I realized I was stupid I messed up.

C H A P T E R 16

My head was pounding as I woke up, streams of sunlight pounded into my face and I squint at the unfamiliar room. I roll over and eye the plain white crumpled sheets that laid empty.

 

Realisation dawned to me and I realize what I did with Shady last night. Images floored my mind and I gasped at my naked body.

 

It couldn't be true.

 

I had sex with Shady.

 

"What are you still doing in my fucking room get out. " Snapped Shady entering his room.

 

I laid gaping at him still in shock and once again he replied in the same snarky tone.

 

"Oh my god, did you really think that you were more than just a one night stand !?" He stared down taunting me with a big smirk. Tears threaten to slide down my face but I knew I was stronger than that.

 

I felt stupid and betrayed.

 

I'm so stupid.

 

I hadn't learn a thing in life of trusting the wrong people. In a way this was nothing compared to what I faced but I couldn't deny the pang of hurt that fell through me as I gathered my things. Shady stood watching me as I began leaving the room in silence no doubt he expected me to start screaming and taking my rage out on him. So much anger rang inside of me and threatened to spill out. But I was to tired- tired of having to fight for this world in my own way. I slammed the door shut avoiding any last glance with Shady and raced toward the bathroom. I felt dirty in my body I needed to scrub the reminder of last night away. Tears slide down my face soundlessy as I wash myself up in the steaming water. There was pain still in between my legs and I numb myself. I shut the water off and grab the towel drying myself I slide on a pair of baggy sweat pants and a oversize t-shirt and tie my still wet in a sloppy bun. I walk barefoot to my room and dump my dirty clothes in the hamper. I head downstairs checking the clock it read 11:50. I enter the kitchen and decide to make some eggs and bacon to distract myself. Soon the stainless kitchen is filled with sizzling and a watering good smell.

 

"I didn't know you could cook Evangeline. "

 

I spun around at the voice of Zantiago and curse myself for bad karma.

 

"Um, yeah I guess. "

 

He sat at the table eying me and I feel a slight limp in my walk at the pain in my lower part.

 

"Why are you limping-"

 

At that exact moment Shady walked in and I had the urge to throw the fork I was using ready to dig in my eggs with him in the eye.

 

"Where's my mom ?" He asked Zantiago directly.

 

"Out. I don't know."

 

My appetite was suddenly gone and I wanted to leave as soon as possible forcing myself to stuff a piece of bacon down my throat and chew normally.

 

Shady sank in the seat next to Zantiago both watching me eat and I suddenly forgot that I should've called Liza to see if she got home safe last night. I got up abruptly ready to go look for my phone.

 

"Where you -"

 

"I need to find my phone." I snap hastily bounding up the stairs. I entered my room and rummage through the pile of clothes I left on the floor. I finally find it deserted under the bed battery dead. I put it to charge and feel lonely as I look at Annabel's empty crib.

 

My door busts open and I jump at the sound, why didn't I lock it ?

 

It was Shady.

 

"Get out. " I snapped through gritted teeth.

 

He smirked. "You weren't sayin that last night. I'm suprise you weren't that tight, must've not been a virgin then."

 

Shutup ! Shutup ! Shutup ! I wanted to yell and scream.

 

"It was a mistake." I say coldly.

 

"You were screaming so loud-"

 

He went on and on and neared me I felt myself struggle to breath, there was two of him and I felt the world going hazy. Memories flowed through my head like a slide show and I vaguely remember screaming. "Shutup ! Shutup ! Shutup. "

 

My body went limp and a pair of strong arms caught me before I fell to the ground with a thump.