Just bestfriends or more?? by J.C walker (beach read txt) 📕

"well are you going to tell us or what?" kayden shouts

i laugh "yeah but gimmie time"

"fuck sake jord"

i take my seat next to Keisha and hold her hand under the table, i lean over and whisper in her ear

"babe, you ready"

"for what" she whispers back

"this"

i stand up and pull her up with me, lift her up on the table and climb up next to her

"Jordan?" i pull her into my chest and lower my head down to hers, just before our lips touch i whisper "i love you"  as soon as our lips touch i hear hear everyone cheer. 

but i hear one high pitched scream louder than all the others, i laugh against keishas lips, she pulls away "whats so funny"

"did you hear Callie scream" i say inbetween laughs. i turn my head just in time to see Callie come running up to the table 

"Jordan! how could you do this, i thought we had something!"

"Callie, i told you over and over again that i dont feel the same way you do." next thing i know im drenched in water, i just stand there laughing. but Keisha dosent think its funny

"what the fuck Callie" Keisha jumps on her and westles her to the ground whilst throwing some pretty decent punches

 "umm, Jordan are you not going to do anything" Nathan asks me

"err, yeah i supose i better, but i taught keisha well" he laughs and i go to pick Keisha up off of Callie

"heyy babe, calm down im fine"

"thats not the fucking point Jordan, if she thinks she can get away with throwing her drink on my boyfriend then she has another thing coming." i laugh and pull her in for a hug 

"ohh i love you"

she laughs "love you too"

 2 months later

 I decided to take keisha out on a date tonight to a club. We are on the dance floor shes grinding her ass all over me while im controling that whine. Shes an amazing dancer.

"babe imma go bathroom quick" she shouts in my ear so i can hear her

"cool babe, i will be by the bar" i shout back

Keishas POV

im walking to the bathrooms when i feel my phone vibrate in my bra. i take it out and look at the caller ID, 

Adam

ughh, this boy will not leave me alone. i should probaly tell you the story..........

i just walked out of school and i felt a hand grab my wrist and pull me round the corner

"heyy keisha" he says 

"Adam, what are you doing, Jordan is waiting for me" i say impatiently 

"let him wait, because i love you" he says proudly

"WAIT WHAT" i shout

"i said i love you" he states

"adam no. look your a great friend but i love jordan" im crying on the inside hoping that jordan comes and saves me soon. actually no, i dont want Jordan to come, because if he does hes gonna kill Adam. i need to get myself out of this one.

"its ok, i will wait for you, you will realise sooner or later that i am the one for you" he says then walks away. i speed walk back to Jordan and get in the car. he asks me whats wrong but i just tell him it school stress.

ever since then Adam has bee popping up everywhere. always texting me telling me he loves me. its scary

back to now

 i walk into the bathroom and answer the phone

Me- "what do you want"

Adam- "come and meet me-"

Me- no, im out with Jordan

Adam- "i know, i was going to say come and meet me outside the club you are in"

Me- "how do you know im in a club"

Adam- "because i do, now come and meet me or i will have to come in and tell jordan that you are cheating on him with me

Me- "fine, where are you"

Adam- "good girl, when you leave the club take a left and i will be there"

i hung up the phone. What am i going to do, i really dont want to go meet him but if he comes in here Jordan will go mental. i walk out the bathroom and walk close to the walls of the culb till i get to the door. i walk out and turn left and see Adam standing there waiting.

"good girl" he said grabbing my waist. i pushed his hands off me, he spun me around so my back was against the wall and grabbed my face and kissed me, really really hard.

Jordans POV

i look up from my drink and see Keisha sneaking through th club close to the wall. what the hell?? where the fuck is she going? i stand and follow her out the club, i see her turn left and i follow quietly, by the time i turn i see the one thing that could ever rip my heart into shreads.

keisha and another man

kissing

i want to just curl up and cry, but i know i cant do that. if he wants to take my girl then hes gonna have to fight me.

I grab him by his hair and throw him the the floor, i can feel my anger taking over i have been in pretty good control over it lately but now i cant stop it, and all i see is red.

i pull him back to his feet by his collar, wait is that "Adam?" no way 

"hello Jordan, your kind of interupting could you leave?" i give him a straight hard blow the the jaw and he falls to the ground. But he staggers back to his feet and send some pretty good shots back but i can tell hes not a good fighter because hes all strength and no stratigy.

I tackle him to the ground and we roll around throwing, blocking and dodging punches. I hear Keisha shout for help and a few minutes later i feel arms pull me off Adam. I struggle against them trying to get lose but then i feel more arms come and help.

Keisha tells them to pin me to the floor, and thats what they do, there are four of them so they go one on each arm and leg.

Keisha comes and kneels next to me "Jordan, you need to calm down"

"dont fucking tell me to calm down when i just saw my bestfriend and girlfriend kissing another man!!"

"jordan calm down so i can tell you what happened" this better be good

"jordan, adam has been stalking me for awhile now-"

" THE FUCK YOU MEAN STALKING"

"let me talk"

"fine" i growl

"when i went to go toilet in the club he called me and said to meet him outside and i said no  but then he said that if i dont then hes gonna come in the club and tell you that i have been cheating on you with him"

By the time she finishes that sentance i am ready to kill him. i thrash around but the boys holding me down are putting all their weight on my arms and legs so i cant move

"let me go" i growl.

the boys on my arms look up at keisha and she shakes her head

"sorry bro" he says i just growl and thrash around some more.

"jordan, baby breathe, relax" i try but i can't. She must be able to see this because she rips my button up shirt open, buttons fly everywhere.

"what the hell are you doing" one of the boys say with disbelief 

"it calms him down watch" she runs her hand up and down my torso, i can feel myself relaxing. if you have ever had anyone do that to you then you know its impossible to stay angry, it almost puts you to sleep.

i feel my breathing go back to normal and my muscles relax and keisha tell the boys to let me up. i stand up, dust myself off and say thanks to the four boys. i give them £50 each for their troubles and keisha and i head for my car.

We are gonna have a LONG talk.

 the drive home was silent.

Once we got in the house keisha headed towards my room, i devide to give her a minute to get her thoughts together. i head to the kitchen and grab myself a can of coke from the fridge. after a long sip i set it down on the counter. i rest my elbows next to it and bury my head in my hands. 

Did she really not trust me enough to tell me. well maybe if i wasnt always angry she would tell me more. but thats not really my fault, is there anything else shes keeping from me. maybe its best if she leaves me, im not good enough for her anyways. but shes mine shes been mine since well forever i cant live without her. i can feel myself

hyperventalating its getting harder and harder to breathe.

i feel a hard hand on my shoulder

"son" my dads deep voice calls out, but i cant get any words out so i just stare at him. what he sees must frighten him because a worried look crosses his face but is soon replaced with one of understanding

"son, talk to me" i still cant form words all that can be heard in the room is my heavy fast pace breathing.

"right son, i dont know what happened but if you dont man the fuck up right now i will take your car and call arsenal and tell them that you have to be benched for the rest of the season."

That only helps a little bit, my dad sensing this grabs my face between his hands and with one of the sternest looks ive ever seen on his face he says to me

"Jordan breathe properly NOW" but that dosent help i still cant get my breathing under control. my dad sighs "Keisha!" he calls. i clench my eyes shut 

"yeah" she says back i can hear her footsteps getting closer and closer "jordan, open your eyes for me" i do as she says and i fix my eyes on hers. she puts her hand on my neck and has her thumb pressed on my cheek, "good now breathe with me okay, in....out......in......out" before i know it my breathing in back to normal and my heart rate is slowing down. 

i step out the shower, wrap the towel loosly off my hips and walk back into my room. keisha is sitting on my bed, i go and