She is the one by Asheslove (book recommendations for young adults txt) 📕

I closed my eyes and we stayed like this until he slide off me and untied my wrists making my hands fall limp on my sides due to all the struggle.

Is this all, is he done. I thought in my head.

'Flip' his voice came. 

I jittered, Oh god, I knew it not anymore I don't have any strength left inside me. I wasn't even able to move a single muscle but he grabbed my arm and flipped me roughly. I was lying on my stomach. The bed dipped near my legs and I hissed in pain feeling burning sensations when he touched something wet on my right calf. 

I was about to turn to look what he is doing but his hand pushed my head down burring in the pillow 'Don't look'. 

Knowing he is cleaning the wound I whispered again lifting my head up.

'Nicolas...You don't have -

'Go to sleep Elena' he cut me with a soft tone which was truly surprising to me. 

Everything went numb more than silent after Edward incident. I didn't saw anyone other than him as he won't let me even step out of the room. He came late at night and fuck my brains out with rough sex tearing my cloths and then enclasps me tightly in his muscles like I will run away from him if he'll not. Last night I wake him up to lose his hold as he was crushing me and he almost freaked out scaring the hell out of me in midnight. He started screaming my name like I died if I don't reply in once. He would constantly have a close watch on me, like what am doing, what am eating even what I am watching in TV, on my every action. He don't let me took a step without telling him. Jesus, I should have to tell this bull even for using the washroom. It was so suffocating to stay under his icy gaze when he doesn’t went out. He didn't lift his hand for once on me and cause any physical injury instead of the last one on head which was somewhat healed. 

I opened my eyes and almost jumped out when saw him carrying me in his arms. 

'Where are you taking me?' I questioned with scrunched eyebrows and confusing look, it was dark all around. 

'We are going back to Italy' he said walking forward and I felt tears forming in my eyes. I am going back to his city, far from mine with him. 

'Put me down I can walk on my own' I said sternly in strong voice. Without a word he put me down and I was shocked as he never listened to my request ever before. I quietly followed him and we entered in the same jet from which we came here.

The flight took off and ignoring everything I leaned my head on the window shedding silent tears like this is the last time I am in my country and after this I don't know how my life will mold in his hands. I gave up on the hope of escaping him again for the sake of my family. 

The trip was long, I ate in the flight and closed my eyes again, sleep was nowhere to came but this is all I can do. 

The flight landed in Rome like I saw at airport and I quietly followed Nicolas. Leo was already there with two more cars. They all talked in Italian before he took one of the cars, with two men and left. 

'Hii'

Leo said coming to me from the smile which he always used to give me whenever he saw me. 

I sat in the car opposite to him. I don't know what I should feel since he brought me back from where I escape taking the risk of my life. I looked at Leo who was driving the car, I have a lot of questions to ask but I don't know from where and how to start. Whatever I gone through with him but in one month a nice relationship was formed with Leo.

'Are you going to talk or just sit like a statue' he said softly looking at me.

I released a deep sigh. 

'I don't know honestly what to talk Leo. You tell me, a total freak kidnaps me a month ago, then cage me, torture me and at last after all my struggles I escape him then he found me just after four days again blackmailing me and now here I am' 

He looked at the road with an amusing smile playing on his lips. 

'What's so funny Leo' I said from an angry frown.

'Nothing' 

'No tell me, which part seems funny to you, of course my life become no less than a joke' I greeted.

His expressions turned grave as he speak 'None of them is funny to me Elena. Nicolas was never like this but since the day he found you he turned into a complete freak, and that's funny to me. You don't know but he acted like a crazy psychopath when he found out you escaped him'. 

'He already is a crazy psychopath Leo'.

'No, he is not a psychopath Elena but he's definitely crazy about you'.

'He has my family' I said from tears in my eyes.

'You can't blame him for that, I explained you so many times not to escape him but you didn't listen. He never wanted to involve your family and friends in this'

'You are justifying him Leo even after knowing everything which he did to me.' I gritted angrily.

'I am not justifying and defending him Elena, I never did and I never will. I know he did you wrong, how he treated you is wrong but what I am saying is also true.'

'I am sorry' I sighed, 

'I don't mean to be rude, it's just hard for me. I don't belong between you people and I can't even escape him. He closed all the gates'

'I understand' Leo nodded.

'No you don't Leo, you don't. Even I don't understand myself, I don't know what to do, I don't see any way. I hate him and I don't want this, I don't want to be with him. I only wanted to go back to my normal life and forget about everything which happened even after all the torture I go through. It was nearly like impossible for me Leo but still I had the hope with me so I escaped him but he brought me again and now he has my family to blackmail me. I had my small life but he came and destroyed everything and now I am hopeless. I hate him, I hate everything he did to me and I will never forgave him but on the other hand now I realize even after all what he did to me his touch turns me on, I want to accuse him for raping me but I can't and this is making me angry and ashamed of my own self.'