Remember That? by Ella G (ebook and pdf reader txt) 📕

*Vay*

 "Bleh." "Bleh." "Blehh." "Blehhhh!" I giggled, and Luce bit her apple again, covering her mouth, smiling underneath. One apple "crumb" fell from  her mouth, and she laughed. I joined in, hugging my books tighter, and started walkign to English. Last block. Oh yas. Luce held her English binder on one side, and we walked to class togther. We only have 2 classes together or A days, and 2 classes together on B days. Today was an A day, and we trudged to English. The bell rung, but we didn't care. We still slowly walked to class. Our teacher is like in her 20's, and really nice and cool. She NEVER yells, at ALL, and she doesn't care if you're late. Luce threw her apple into a trashcan against the hall's wall, and we contuined slow walking. After 2 minutes, we were there, and Ms. Jack was talking poems, the easiest lesson she's taught. Ms. Jack glanced at us, and smiled. Told you. Doesn't care. Luce took a seat in front of me, and we listened to music. Oh, god. I hate sitting in boring classes and English may be my favorite subject, but it's just boring to me, even when the Noisy Gang in my class starts talkign and making funny remarks and side comments, and walking in front of the class for no reason at all. I couldn't wait until the bell rung. I wanted to see him. I KNOW I'M SOUNDING STUPID AND DESPERATE AND SHIT, I don't care. I just want to see him again, and that's all. And maybe talk about bands again. And run around the streets yelling "MANGOS!!" for no reason with our friends. And hold hands together. And, oh fuck this. I'm desperate.

When the bell rung, I was the first one out, with Luce at my side. Luce's last name was Jensen, so we were pretty close. It's like we're stalking each other. Oh well. I put in my headphones, and listened to Asking Alexandria's "A Prophecy". Oh yes. Oh fucking yes. 2nd favorite song. My first favorite song of ALL time is BMTH's "Sleepwalking". Hee. Oli's voice literally makes me wake up. So he's like, "WAKE UP!! GIVE ME A REASON TO START AGAIN!!!" And yeah. I'm a fucking weirdo. I sighed, for about the billionth time today, and went to my locker. I didn't see Andy. I bit the inside of my cheek, and slowly put my stuff away, waiting for him. He probably forgot about me, or was too busy, or just ignoring the freaking faub I am. I dropped my shoulders, and relaxed a bit. My hand ached from writing too mcuh, my brain ached my thinking too much, my legs ached from walking too much, and my eyes ached from reading too much. I grabbed my dark purple JanSport backpack and walked with Luce to our bus. I checked back once again, making sure he was actually there or not, and sighed again, without making a sound. Fuck. It was snowing, and Lcue had her black coat on, while I only had my gray jacket. I zipped it up, and pulled my hood over my head. After I got to Luce and I's bus, I checked back AGAIN, and quickly took my seat at the back with Luce, and almost squeezed my head on the widnow looking for him. Vay= Desperados. Oh god. 

As the bus dropped off the people from the fisrt stop, I grabbed Luce's hand. Luce look at me, and made an O. She quickly took out her headphones, looked at me, and said, "YES! I WILL GO OUT WITH YOU!" I laughed, and the people from the front and back looked at us. Luce laughed out loud, and I realized she was joking. I exhaled. Yeah I'm bi, but I don't want to ruin my friendship with Luce EVER just because I love her a lot, and because of a relationship. So, we're keeping it as best friends. I grabbed Luce's hand because I felt like holding someone's hand right now. I felt too weird. And way too jittery. Like somethign might happen. After a while, I felt better, and I made my hand go from SQUEEZING TIGHT to Mild. Luce exhaled. I guess I was holding her hand too hard. I mouthed sorry, and she just smiled, letting me now it wasn't a big deal. And she made that point by squeezing my hand tight, and making me stifle my laugh.

After our stop arrived, I grabbed my backpack with my free hand, and me and Luce walked home. When we got to my front lawn, Luce let go, and said she'd meet me tomorrow. And at that night, I dreamed of Andy. And a wall between us. More of a nightmare. I woke up, shked the nightmare off, and made sure to wake up early, and see if it was true. Oh fuck. Oh fuck, that was scary. Well, in my opinion. I exhaled, and went back to sleep, facing the window. 

Listen to those songs!!

Just don't like, act like you like them just to make friends with someone. Don't be a poseur that pretends to liek a band, and actually listens to one song.

These FUCKING WONDERFUL songs form favorites:

1. BMTH - Sleepwalking (I'm listening to it right now c:) ((Caution: Screaming Often)) << LOVE

2. Asking Alexandria - A Prophecy (Caution: Screaming Often) [Has one f word.] <<LOVE

3. Pierce the Veil - Distasterology << LOVE

4. BMTH - Drown

5. Pierce the Veil - A Match Into Water << LOVE

6. Black Veil Brides - Coffin

7. Pierce the Veil - Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides

8. My Chemical Romance - Teenagers

9. Sleeping with Sirens - Fuck You [Kinda screams :P "Some" or "a lot" of words c;;]

10. Blood On the Dance Floor - Candyland [lotta words]

11. Blood on the Dance Floor - Bewitched

12. Simple Plan - Addicted

Publication Date: 01-25-2015

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