His Deplorable Mate by Palos Verdes (interesting novels to read .TXT) 📕

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Ava's POV:

The whole ride Noah was clenching and unclenching his fist. His eyes flickering colors, his wolf demanding blood. 

Although he is not the Alpha King yet, but his aura is dangerous, and it's a huge challenge to him that another Alpha is claiming his mate. I don't know how he controls himself every time. 

In the past months, we have developed this special bond that can't be explained in words. He was there for me whenever I needed it. 

Looking outside the car window, I don't know what to feel anymore. My mind and body were numb. My whole body aches. What have I ever done to deserve all this? Am I that hard to love?

He parked in front of the School premises. Quickly sprinting out of the car, I went inside. Alpha Xavier and Jessica were standing in the parking lot with their friends. No other students were present there. 

Quickly sprinting in their direction, I was trying so hard to not cry. 

"Is it true,"? I asked, my voice cracking. They all looked in my direction. 

Confusion masked his beautiful face, but after a few minutes, he looked at me and then looked away. Looks like someone remembers something.

"Look," he tried softly, trying to calm me down. If it was any other day, it may have worked but not today.

"Just tell me already," I asked, almost pleading.

"Yes," he ran his hand through his locks and whispered softly, as if it would hurt less. But, it didn't. It hurts like a terrible nightmare, where you want to breathe but you can't. Where your soul is on fire, but no words are utter from your mouth.

I clutch my chest, feeling a blow of pain punched in my heart. I closed my eyes and slumped against Noah's chest. 

"I'm sorry Ava, Xavier was supposed to tell you personally," Jessica said and I looked at her with shock. This girl never fails to impress me.

First, she indirectly rejects her mate and then is doing all the drama and planning to make him suffer all his life. How can someone be this selfish? I laughed bitterly and she looked at me with narrowed eyes. 

"Did you already mate or decided to be a little generous by informing me first," I asked, laughing humorlessly? 

"No, we decided last night," Jessica said. 

"I thought we were different. You know, having a special bond. But God, I'm so stupid," I said and looked away, to stop the streaming from my eyes. 

Suddenly, their hands against my cheeks, wiping the tears away. I look at the striking eyes of my only destroyer. 

"I'm sor…, '' he said but I didn't let him finish. 

"Let me guess, you're sorry right,"? I asked and he looked away. 

"Sorry, sorry, sorry. I don't need your empty apologies," I shouted and he looked at me in shock. I never cursed or shouted. But today, my whole self crumbled.

"We can talk calmly, Ava. Please you're creating a scene," Jessica said looking around. 

"The hell with talking calmly," I yelled.

"You both made my whole life a pathetic joke and you're talking about creating a scene," I said laughing humorlessly.

"I can't believe that I fell for a selfish person like you. That I loved you all these years like a fool. Ever since I found out you're my mate, my whole life has become a pathetic joke. Loving you is the most exhausting thing I've ever done. You left me like an empty gaping hole sucking like a vortex. You have sucked my soul, and yet I'm not enough. But now, I don't want to anymore," I said.

"Don't," he warned. 

"What? You don't want me saying this? Because it hurts your pride? But I do damnit, I regret having you as my mate. I regret loving you more than anything. I regret losing myself in loving you," I said looking straight into his eyes. 

"I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me. But I can't, because I'm not you. I feel so terrible even at the thought. I can never do that. I feel devastated without you. Why do I love you, when you don't deserve it? Why am I so frantic? I just wish I could go back and thrust you out of my life," I said and my heart crashed with every word. 

"Go ahead and mate with her, I don't fucking care. Today, I free you from this stupid mate bond. I free you from all the clutches, all the ties that are connecting us," I said and looked at Jessica. 

"You don't have any shame right? How could you,"? I said and she looked at me in shock.

"All this drama for what? Just so you won't be with Noah. He's your mate for fuck sake," I said and turned around to walk away. 

A hand curled on my forearm, I turned around and…

Whack

He looked at me in shock and I slapped him again, loving the satisfying sound. 

"You," I poked his chest and looked at Jessica, than looking again at him.

"Deserve each other," I said and went away.

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"What was the meaning of that," Noah asked as soon we reached home. 

"What,"? I asked, my voice horse from all the crying. 

"What do you mean by when you said you lost yourself,"? He asked and I looked away.