Diary 2 by DeYtH Banger (ebook audio reader .txt) 📕

system.

 

P.S.: Oh, btw now I am at the gym… 4 times in a row… can you imagine?

 

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Note: I am using the formula of Arnold Schwarzenegger, he has written whole 600 pages… book all about becoming Mr. OLYMPIA.

 

 

Now I am playing with the concept of muscle shock… basically.. I am playing a game beyond my limits.

 

3 hours on fitness, how crazy is this?

 

 

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Let's come back to where were we…

 

 

School system sucks, it makes people to learn something and remember it…

 

And then comes a test or let's say an Exam in about 40 Questions. That's the moment when you start going back and in your mind you have "The Same" over and over which means that you remember whatt your teacher has been repeating… for so long time.

 

 

Today 30/07/2017… I finished the Cryptography class what I got on the exam was shocking. First the 5-6 questions were even not discussed in the micro-courses, then.. when I tried to recall something from my mind which I have tried my best to remember.

 

It was like a chicken soap my brain… come on… since the last 5 days…

 

1 - Day

60%

2 - Day

- 40%

- 60%

3 - Day

 

- 60%

- 60%

 

 

Extra Stats

 

- 600 Points - Enki

- 1,200 Points - Code School

- 700 Points - Enki

- 1300 Points - Enki

 

 

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Am I so bad?

 

 

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ON the practice tests which after a hadn't anything to do with the exam or probably few questions in the exam had familiar question which I have encountered in the practice exam.

 

 

So There first

 

Twice

60%, 60% then 100% OR 80%

 

 

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And on the exam

 

20%

 

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Come on… laugh…

 

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You can laugh!

 

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In the test first I was confused…

 

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Time was bothering me

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And the tutorials weren't very clear as information…

 

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It was like

 

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2+2=4

 

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That's all

 

How?

Why?

 

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No answers…

 

 

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And as a Second topic …

 

As for now will be

 

 

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Useless scenarios nowadays can be found inside each book.

 

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For example

 

Like

 

5-6

 

Chapters can be skipped, first boring material… second already "we know" - category.

Chapter 8

Dating

Dating

 Special Thanks to:


Jad T Jones

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and
Kezia Noble
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- Check out this playlist which I just created on youtube. I am very glad that I had a chance to meet people as Jad T Jones and Kezia Noble. People which are open minded and full of ideas. Both have different POV's of relationship of how to talk with girls and many other aspects, but that's what it's interesting and it's going to help you to  improve your social skills.


Some of you could know me as shy guy, others don't know me. But let's first give the picture, I am not a typical guy who likes to go to gym, I never did... but one moment I just decided to start going to develop as a better character. Since one month, I have join the fitness and I have bought an membership. I could say from since I have started until now, I feel better as a person, I feel with more confident, I feel as a guy who is going to be treated with respect. But still this doesn't change the image that I haven't been in any kinda of relationships with girls or women, I have some friends... which are girls... but the things are things... and we are just friends and ... I am not really into pushing the stuff, they don't look like suitable girls for me.

What I am searching something much better!


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(So in short way said... very depressed guy, not with a lot of friends, at first place I was seeing myself as a nerd, but some of my friends put me as geek, most of mine tries  with have went in a very awkward manner. I am anxious, full of anxiety.... very shy person. Not into talking with girls neither and with males... I am just "OUTCAST".)


So my tips for you, so far are from a POV from which I am sure in 100% that people should stick to them, probably I am not the best example of a guy. But still this tips are not about something deeper, it's about the stuff which are on the top of the sea.


TIPS FOR GUYS

Don't play as Mr. Nice Guy. (They always end up in Friend Zone Town) Don't Apolegetic with girls/women. (You are man and you have made a choice, now is the time to stick to it.) Don't try with Ordinary compliments. (Which mean to use complimets which are used from the majority of people. You should be different... Original - To Be More Correct, is the word.)  Challange the girls/women which you like. Stop with Jerking Off. Eye Contact is very important when you talk to a girl which you like. (It's very important when you talk to a girl, to look her into the eyes.)  Smiles are important. Being Honest is also important. Week 1

 I am going to write down my progress.

1. No More Excuses.


2. Put it on the extreme level.

(If you want to do something, and to get some type of progress, you should try to work with your fears or in other words try something which is Extreme, for example Extreme Sports.)


3. Adapting Girls.

(If you have difficulty with adapting with women, you should try to get in circles in which you are surrounded by girls/women and try to make it as you most people will put it as "Comfort Zone".)

4. Learn Something New.

(Without new knowledge, you are going to fail... the whole idea is to apply new stuff in practice.)

Day 1

 1. I was in circle

(In other words said, I was around a girl/woman which I liked... I went near them....
 That move was made just to adapt the change.)

Need to work out:

On anxiety and getting nervous. I am very anxious person - nothing more into it. I became nervous... when I started pushing myself too much out of the comfort zone.

For example one girl was looking me while she was playing with hair, it made me feel nervous.

2. There is a bitch shield

(Sometimes women like to challenge guys by they getting more protective. There are two shields one defense- Which is nearly impossible to break and attack shield - which is more easier as for breaking.)

3. Mr. Nice Guy

(I don't understand why Mr. Nice Guy can't be accepted... Since I was a kiddo 7-8 years old, to me it was told that I should play the nice guy. So I started becoming, transforming into a such person, but I started seeing leaks which were like getting into awkward moments, being rejected in a nice way.... But still there is more to learn about the "Mr.Nice Guy".)


4. I was On the Extreme Level

Day 2

 1. Fail, Fail and Fail

(Yeah, yeah I know the theory... but it little shakes me inside... it just feels wrong.)



2. Encountering Strange Guy/s


(It's supposedly to be another story but ets don't put a full stop somewhere around here. I will be more focusing on "The Strangest Guy", he was looking me in a very strange way.... from eyes, up to head... and just everything was strange in this guy. Who in fucking hell looks at you in such manner?)


3. Muscles

(At Least, I am not jerking off... that's good news to be heard from me. If I was doing that, I was going to blame it on "Jerking Oof", but now who to blame?


We went too far away from the topic, I don't get the idea of muscles, but I feel like I need muscles... I should be stronger, but WHY?.... No fucking clue, the truth is the truth and I see getting stronger as something which is