So you love me now? - Well i hate you now! by dark1995 (romance book recommendations .TXT) 📕

Hannah's POV

Why do I have to move back here? Where he is? The person that broke my heart and humiliated me. The person who crushed my heart, made fun of me and who is at fault that I was nearly raped.

Right now my new school. The school where my first love and the person who ruined my life is, and that person is Mike Megal.

The flashbacks flow inside my head.


[Flashback]


There I see him in the middle of hall. Today is valentines day and I am about to confess to him. I gather all my courage and go to him.

I stand in front of him with my hands shaking a bit. Slowly I look up at him and our eyes meet.

-I l...I…like you.- I said with quiet voice.

There is pure quiet for few seconds. And then I hear what I feared the most.

-Are you freaking kidding me ? Do you think I am an idiot? Listen clearly here you nerd bitch, there is no fucking way I would ever be with you.- He said and pushed me away.

I heard everybody laugh and my heart brake in thousand peaces.

I felt sharp pain when somebody suddenly kicked my back and when I looked up I saw our schools quinka Linzy. Soon many other hits followed and I felt tears fall from my eyes. I looked up and everybody was blurry but I could see smile on Mike’s face.

I saw him walk away and laughing.

I don’t know for how long the kick continued but to me it seemed like ages till I heard my only friends voice.

-You freaks get away from her!!!- My best and only friends, Lucas said.

I felt somebody touch my back and when I looked up I saw Lucas’s sweet face.

-Mu…- I said weakly and fell in his arms.

-Those bastards!! I am sorry for not coming sooner.- Lucas said and picked me up and carried me to infirmary.

Lucas was my only friend, he was only who didn’t turn back on me when my bullying started. He always protected me.


[Flashback end’s]


After that incident my bullying got even worst. The near rape incident made my parents move me to Korea for five years. My mom , Kathy, cried every night, saying that she is bad mother for not protecting me. My dad was looking strong but sometimes I could hear him cry as well.


[Flashback]


Our PE just ended and I was only one left in locker room.

-Look who we have hear? The nerds bitch.- I heard some voices and when I turned around I saw three seniors. They where smirking and I felt shivers run through my spine.

I quickly grabbed my bag and tried to leave but one of them grabbed me by hand and pushed me against the wall.

I fell on the ground and I felt them grab my hands and tie them behind my back.

-Let’s have some fun hear.- Said one of the seniors and turned me around and pushed me against wall harshly.

-N…no…pl..plea…please…le..let me g…go…- I stuttered in fear.

I felt burn on my left cheek and I could taste the metallic taste of blood in my mouth. Tears started to poor out of my eyes.

-Shut up you bitch!- yelled the senior that was holding my from moving.

I started to struggle when I felt one of seniors hands move under my shirt.

I felt fear and disgust when he did that.

I started to cry out loudly and begged for them to stop but once again I was hit.

The guy cursed and ripped my shirt open. My tears stained my cheeks and traveled down my neck. The taste of blood mixed with my tears and I felt the urge to vomit.

My fear and panic grew bigger when I saw the eyes of senior. They where full of hunger and something that I couldn’t explain.

-NO!!! LET ME GO!!!- I yelled and tried to free my hands but then I felt on of the seniors grab me by my hair and then they hit my head against wall harshly. I felt warm blood flow down the side of my forehead.

The fear and pain took over my body and the only thing I could do was cry.

I felt one of the seniors go down to my pants and unbutton them.

My body didn’t listen to me. I wanted to fight against them but the pain was too much for me to bear.

-YOU BASTARDS LET HIM GO!!- I heard Lucas’s voice and I knew I was saved.

I let my eyes close and the only sound I heard for next ten minutes was punches and cursing.

-Lucas take him away.- I heard Lucas's brother, Jim’s voice.

Strange, Jim never liked me so why is he helping.

-I’m sorry for not protecting you.- I heard Lucas's voice that full of saddens and then I felt something cover my body and untie my hands.

-I will deal with them, you take the poor kid home and it would be better if you tell his parents what happened. He cant keep up with this.- I heard Jim’s voice but then I didn’t hear anything, only dripping of my blood.


[End of flashback]


Luca did tell my parents about this and Kathy immediately transferred me to school in Korea and we moved there.


Now after five years I am finally back. Changed. I don’t wear my glasses anymore. I have blonde hair in place of black pony tail . My new uniform looks perfectly on me with my black jacket, that has silver colored flower with silver feathers on my right chest pocket, open and my shirt that has two from top open. The shirt goes till lower then my hips and i have black short skirt, wearing black high heels.

I walk confidently in the school’s building and head to my new classroom. At least I know that Lucas is there waiting for me.

I reach the classrooms doors and open them. I am greeted by teachers warm smile and she invites me in.

-This is your new classmate, she transferred here from Korea so please be nice to her. Now introduce yourself and then go sit next to Lucas.- Teacher said and smiled.

-wow she is so hot.-

-Man I would go crazy from her.-

-Shee is so cute.-

-is she even a girl? She's more like angel.-

I heard whispers. They really didn’t know who I am. But I know who are they. They are the people who bullied him.

-Hello everyone, my name is Hannah Mindey and with many of you I was classmates in middle school.- As soon as these words left my mouth, every bodies eyes widened and I could hear gasping.

And then my eyes landed and two persons that I hated the most. Mike and Kevin.

I smirked when I saw the shocked expressions on their faces.

-Hannie!!!- I looked to my right and saw smiling Lucas.

He is the only one who knew that I am coming back, this is gonna be fun.

Hannah’s POV


I walked and sat down next to Lucas who hugged me tightly and I hugged him back. He smiled at me.

-I missed you Hannah.- He said happily.

-I missed you too.- I said and smiled at him.

-Lucas, Hannah. Quiet!- our teacher said and we slightly bowed and kept quiet for the rest of the of the lesson.

All the time while lesson kept going I kept feeling stares on my back. It actually felt really uncomfortable.

I turned around and saw both Mike and Kevin looking at me.
Mike had black hair and his well built body could bee seen even thought he whore the uniform, Kevin on other hand had blonde hair and he as well had well built body.
.

They where getting on my nerves so I decided to do something to piss them of more. I gathered all my strength and courage and showed them “finger”.

Now Kevin was looking at me with shocked expression while Mike’s shocked expression soon became into smirk.

I turned my attention back to teacher who was teaching class.

Soon the lesson ended and I packed my bag. I wanted to ask Lucas where is our next class but he grabbed me by my hand and dragged me away. He dragged me all the way to the rooftop.

-Lucas, aren’t we supposed to go to our next lesson?- I asked him but he just smiled.

-Let’s skip it. I haven’t seen you for five damn years!- He happily exclaimed and hugged me.

I smiled and hugged him back.

-I missed you too.- i said and I felt the hug tighten.

After hugging for few minutes we finally parted away and sat on the ground.

-So tell, what happened to you in these five years.- Lucas said and put his head in my lap.

I sighted and closed my eyes.

-It was okay.- I said trying to avoid the subject but guess he knew that.

-Hannah, please tell me the truth.- He said and I took deep breath.

-Okay.at first my mom wanted to transfer me alone but for first three years she and dad came with me. For two years I couldn’t step out of my new house. I was scared and I guess I gave in to the fear. My mom hired best home school teacher but all of them where women because I was scared of being touched by another male. The only person who could do it was my dad and cousin. For two years I never took step outside the house and I spent my days in my room listening to music. For few month’s I couldn’t even sleep. I would wake up in the middle of night screaming and crying. I had nightmares every time I closed my eyes and in the beginning my mom always slept next to me. Honestly my nightmare never ended. Even now there are time when I have those dreams and fear and paranoia takes over me.- I said and opened my eyes to look at bright blue sky.

-Hanna…sorry…- Lucas said and I just patted his head.

-It’s not your fault Lu. After two years of being in the house I decided to take my first steps outside. I