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Why?

So here I sit

Bored and depressed

Thinking of ways

That I can become a success

It's nerve wrecking

Sitting at home

When others are out having a good time

and you are all alone

It makes me wonder

If life is still worth living

But then again I should be thankful

For what I have been given

The pressure of being a loner

Is unbearable

But the unemployment rate

Is understandable

I feel like a loser

Sitting here writing this

But I love to write

So you can give my butt a kiss

I feel like everyone hates me

And that I am socially rejected

But it doesn't matter

I am as good as dead

I bet you are reading this

and I bet you are ready to judge

Be my guest

It doesn't bring me any luck

Sometimes I wonder

Why I was put on this earth

Like what my purpose is here

and why I am feeling so hurt

My life really sucks

And I try to fool myself

Into thinking it doesn't

When in reality

I have nothing

I feel like I am standing in the rain

Crying in pain

Thinking of everybody in vein

I'm similar to

Short term memory

I meet people

But they never remember me

This is not what I want

I need structure

I need to start building my life

Or I will find it hard to survive

I can't continue

staying at home

Relying on people

To give me something

I realize

That I have to get out and get it

I feel like I try so hard

But people only make my life harder

It's like I'll never win

So I light up a circle of candles

And sit in the center

Telling myself

That I can be a winner

I hate the position

That I am in right now

But eventually things will get better

and I won't have to frown

But until then

I'll sit and wait

Until I can get back on my feet

And set everything straight

Who are you?

 โ€œWho are you?โ€ Time asked me with a sigh,And my family tree echoed with a loud cry!I felt sick to my stomach and I felt blueโ€ฆI answered as I trembled: โ€œI wish I knew.โ€Then Time entered through my back doorsBarged on my uneven creaking floorboards,And Time uncovered my many regretsWhich exceeded my accumulated debts.Have I disappointed Timeโ€™s perfection?My rhythm & rhyme lacked -The Golden Section-The essence for Timeโ€™s balanced growth,And this is Timeโ€™s truth and solemn oath.Logic and emotion are Timeโ€™s key measuresNeeded to discover Timeโ€™s hidden treasures,Like Bachโ€™s first-rate compositionsOr Mozartโ€™s divine musical intuitions.Mozart genius haunted Salieri,I wish I were Antonio Salieriโ€ฆAt least Salieri crossed path with a genius.And Salieri tried to be Mozart like, bold grace and ingeniousIs it not the journey that counts? I was once told,Instead of stagnant dollar amounts mouldy and coldAmassed in my secret bank vault?That caused my spirit to die by defaultโ€ฆAnd the thorn in my flesh etcโ€ฆ and suddenly Time,My Time stopped and ended my rhythm and rhyme.Would I be remembered after I am gone?โ€œNo!โ€ Echoed the valley down below, โ€œNo oneโ€ฆAnd may God find mercy and honour your short poetic run,After youโ€™re laid down beyond the lightโ€™s reach from the Sun.โ€

Coming Soon!

 I just got to school and all i see is the stares, looking at me like im differant, im not. I keep looking for you, for your smile, god and your body, i just want to lay next to you, i can feel your body.. inching its way on topp of me.. looking in my eyes, whispering "you're so sexy" 

Where were you?

Lies

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Publication Date: 05-18-2015

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