we bad bitches by kadalia williams, kadaila williams (motivational books for women TXT) 📕

is it my gut or is it chardonnay telling me that i know better than sneeking out in the middle of the night                            to go see this hood nigga .you see i like to think of my self as a bad bitch , and when bad bitches want fuck they get fuck it could be the middle of the night or fucking lunch time . thats why i need to see my man cause its been a while and at this point i could care less about chardonnay or her big mouth she is so annoying i think i need a new best friend cause she aint ganna make this shorty look like a fool .when i met up with jermain i told him straight up that i wanted the dick and he didn't hesitate he had me acting like i was having a damn siezure up in there . when we were done we smoke a blunt and he droped me and chardonnay home . when i got home every thing was normal i got away with this shit once again , i'm a slick motherfucker . where i'm from you got to know how to use your head ,by the way i'm from brooklyn i live with my mom and dad who are always fucking and my and my twin  sister erica and jessica those kids are gonna kill me before i turn seventeen

my dad made sure me ,my mom,and the babies had what we want we never look a mess i have all the boys in brooklyn wanting me , oh yeah i have that effect on people.cause guess what i'm a bad bitch just like my mom that how my mom got to keep a sexy guy like my dad sean around for so long . i just use these idiots out here to get what i want including jermain. going shopping on me was the first thing my   mom said to me when i walked into her room  . you mean going shopping on dad i said and we both laughed. my dad is the most loyal man i know and he never gave me any reason to be mad at him. i'm his first child and i knew him more than any one else me and my mom went shopping that afternoon for the  most flyest shit sometime i feel like i love my dad for that reason only i have been told i was cold hearted but i really don't care because in life you have to get yours i don't see me getten married are nothing like that , thats too big of a commitment amma be a bad bitch all my life getten mine are a tot if i may say so.                                                                                                                

on this hot summer day down in brooklyn with nothing to do , i saw shasha walking up to us  there was five of us and she was the eldest . who wanna make a 1000 dollars tonight she asked and yeah we all jumped up , cause who dont want a 1000 dollars. dont worry we all can make a thousand dollar  .  doing what kiesha asked . dancing for some men  you mean dancing and a blow job which may lead to fucking them niggas  . could be shasha said well i'm in cause thats a couple new piecses add to my closet right we all laugh and headed to go get dressed                          when we got to the hotel i felt good i felt ready just to open the door to five old ass man looking like 80 years old . shit got me bumb tight cause i wasn't about to suck no shrivled dick that could probably hardly stand. by the looks on my face every body could tell i was about to go off. fix your face and dont ruin this for me  shasha said quietly still with a sexy face it took everything in me to smile but i did any ways                                                           that was the longest fucking night of my life i couldnt wait to get out of that place it was gross  even tho i walk away with a big ass tip that brought me up to 1870 the other girls were dumb tight but it aint my fault they didn't hold shit down.

are you willing to help me help you , my councelor asked . i dont need help i replied with a straight face . then why are you here . lets get something clear old lady i am here because i have to be not becaue i want to ,and what the hell i need your help for , to become an annoying old woman like you who have no kids, no husband cause i damn sure dont see no ring, and just kits a fucking table and get all up in other peoples business when you clearly got issues yourself ,hell no i don't think so boo boo . i want to help you london she said with a calm voice . it aint no damn help if you getting payed for it i said while walking out of her office . that bitch got me tight so i went to the bathroom to smoke a ciggerett real quick . back at school was an ordinary day until i saw the new boy , light skined , dreads, and a sexy ass body who is that i asked chardonnay ,oh that kevin he's new may if you had been in school for the past week you would have known just saying .  i looked at kevin as another piece of art of my collection . i walked over to his table a little bit later where he was sitting alone . hey i said in a really sluty voice. hey wassup he replied in a really deep tone . that had me feelin the vibration and i thought i had him right where i wanted him until he said , i could you are anoter smut walking around here feening for attention, but you aint gonna get non from me looking like a hoe , now cover up yourself and move from my table. i wouldn't move so he got up and left. i sat there feeling stupid , for the first time had been rejected ,i felt tears running down my face and thats when i knew that i really wanted him. it not called rejection , its called caring ia voice said over my head, it was kevin . when i turned around and he saw the tears ,he walked away without saying another word

Publication Date: 05-26-2013

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Dedication:
never thought i would fall in love