H.I.M. by reminicince (read this if TXT) 📕

wouldnt see the tears that were on the verge of falling. Just thinking about it made me so angry with myself and i knew if i didn't get out of here soon i would explode. i tried to side step him again but just like before he stepped infront of me.
"i have to get to class please just leave me alone."
"You don't even care about what happened to him your glad he's dead aren't you!"
my temper flared he was messing with the wrong person, "do you seriosly think that i loved him with all my heart i know it's my fault that he's dead i have to live the rest of my life knowing that im the reason he's gone do you even know how much that hurts how much it kills me everyday well do you?" tears were running down my cheeks he just stood there looking shoched i pushed passed him i wasn't going to my next class i had to get out of this place as fast as i could.
i ran out the front door not even paying attention to where i was going untill i arrived at the graveyard i walked through the maze of tombstones untill i found Alec's grave. i Knelt infront of it and pulled off the necklace he gave me on our first date and set it on top of the gravestone something rusled behind me the sound was oddly familiar i turned around no one was there i must have imagined it but just then something soft brushed my arm it felt like a birds wing i turned to see him starring at me with the same sad expression on his face. He reached out to me but didn't seem to be able to touch me i backed awa and tripped over something hard. i fell hard hitting the statue that was beside me. Something warm trickled down my neck i reached back and wiped it off when i looked at my hand it was covered in a thick layer of blood. Suddenly he was there bending over me he grabbed my hand and looked scared he put his hand on my lower back and pushed me foward he wiped frantically at the blood that was now flowing faster and faster.
he grabbed my wast and lifted me up off the ground my head spun i couldn't think strait. he spread his wings and launched himself off the ground and into the air he was holding me a little too tight i was gasping for breath when he finally noticed he loosened his grip and flew higher. My vision blurred i could tell that i was about to pass out. He hit the ground running where to i had no clue till i found myself laid infront of the hospitall he put a piece of paper in my pocket, turned around and ran. A nurse ran out and when she saw me she flipped out which was really annoying.
She held out her hand to help me up i ignored it and stood up using the wall as a support thankfully my head had stopped bleeding but i was coverd in blood which must of been why the nurse had flipped out it was still wet too this was going to stain my shirt forever.
i pulled out my phone and called my mom but she didn't answer she was probably pissed at me for skipping school and didn't care if i needed a ride home. i sighed and started walking home but the stupid nurse blocked my way i stepped around her and continued walking i don't know what was up with people getting in my way it was starting to annoy me. People stared at me whem i walked by they looked scared they probably thought that i had murdered someone or something along those lines.
Thankfully my house was only like five minutes away so it didn't take long to get home when i got there my mom was already screeming at me before i got over the threshold.
"What were you thinking! Skipping school like that i should ground you for years...." her voice faltered when she saw me her eyes got huge and she started gasping for air. "Mom are you OK why are you acting like that it's just a little blood."
"Who's is it Bear who's?" she thought i had someone elses blood on me.
"it's mine mom who elses whould it be i can't believe that you would actyually think that i would have someone elses blood on me don't you trust me at all." her face went white she gripped the wall for support and almost fainted she gripped her mouth and ran off to the bathroom. I walked up the stairs to my room thinking about changing when i heard a man's voice from the kichen that was so familiar but i couldnt place it.
"What happened Thalia why are you bleeding did someone hurt you." hearing my real name made me freeze no one had called me that since my dad died by then everyone called me bear it was his nickname for me it had been eight years since anyone had called me Thailia hearing it again was strange. i walked into the kitchen and saw my dad's brother sitting at the table a cup of coffee in his hands when he saw me he tried to smile but i could see the worry in his eyes.
"i fell on a statue at the graveyard it's nothing just a little scrape." he stood up and walked over to me he circled around me untill he was directly behind me he pressed on the back of my neck pain seared through my head i blacked out for a few seconds he cought me and held me upright untill i could stand on my own.
"How are you even still alive do you have any idea how deep this cut is no wonder your mon freaked out no human being can live with a cut like this its unheard of and ur practically drained of all your blood you are one lucky girl you should be dead." i rushed off to my room and looked at my neck he had been telling the truth my neck looked like someone had taken an axe to it or something no wonder it had hurt so bad when he had touched it. i remembered the piece of paper that the creature had put in my pocket i took it out it said one word on it. Alec. My heart stopped how did he know about Alec it was impossible my knees almost buckled something fell out of the letter a single black feather i picked it up and examined it when the light shined on it i could see almost see every little detail of it the feather atached itself against my wrist and began to disolve when it was gone there was a black tattoo on my arm of a feather it looked almost lifelike my head spun what had just happened?? MY uncle walked into the room i hid my arm behind my back hopeing he hadn't noticed anything. He held out a fist aid bandage and motioned for me to turn around he rapped it around my neck lookly and then pulled it tighter my knees buckled he cought me again this falling thing was getting on my nerves. He finished bandaging my neck and then led me over to the bed and sat me down.
"You need to sleep holler if you need anything." he walked out shutting the door behind him i could here him talking to my mom downstairs i closed my eyes thinking i might as well get some sleep.


-He was standing there just staring at me with that pained expression that he always has.
"who are you and why do you keep following me?" i didn't know if he could talk but this is the best way to find out.
"I can't tell you i wish i could but that would be breaking the rules..." his voice was deep and full of pain i felt like my heart was being ripped out i took a step toward him this time he was the one backing away not me.
"i already broke the rules once i will not break them again." his voice shook like he was crying i walked toward him again he didn't seem to care this time i walked toward him till i was just in arms length of him i hugged him not sure of what his reaction would be. He rapped his arms around me and it seemed like he didn't want to let go "just a few minutes please just a few." he seemed to be pleading with someont but just then his whole body froze he began to shake he screemed in agony i let go of him he fell to the ground and began to shake uncontrollably. He grabbed my arm and it was like i could feel his pain i screemed and everything went black-

chapter 3

I woke up sweat streaming down my forhead. The dream had felt so real but it couldnt have been there was absolutely no way that that could have been possible. What the hell was happening to me what happenened to my normal life what could i have done to have that disrupted like this. I stood up and walked in to the living room to see my mom sitting there with a dazed look on her face i walked over and snapped my fingers infront of her face she didnt even flinch. I backed away slowly not sure what i should do.
i backed up till i ran into something hard after a few seconds i realized that someone was breathing down my neck i turned around slowly. He was right behind me staring at me with no expression on his face. I stood there for a seconde just staring at him like an idiot.
"Why exactly are you in my house dont you know that what youre doing is called tresspassing?" he shrugged but didnt say anything he glanced at my mom and then back at me with a questioning look on his face this time it was my turn to shrug. He walked over to my mom and laid his fingers against her neck and shook his head he leaned down untill her mouth was level with his ear again he shook his head.
"What is that supposed to mean you cant just shake your head and just expect me to know what the hell you mean so just tell me or get the hell out of my house." he opened his mouth as if to say something but