H.I.M. by reminicince (read this if TXT) 📕

He stood there on the other side of the river looking at the water, his black hair concealed his face but his shoulderes were shaking in a way that you could tell he was crying. I turned to walk away when he was suddenly infront of me looking very angry. His eyes were entirely black there were no whites. Huge black wings unfurled and expanded to their full length which was about three feet in length.
I stumbled backwards. Forgetting the river behind me, I fell of course. The water was freezin cold, not the best feeling in the world, i sunk to the bottom hitting my head on a rock (very painfull). Something grabbed me around my waist I opened my eyes to see him. I pushed against his chest but he didn't budge he swam upward dragging me with him. He dragged me on land and tried to help me stand I smacked his hand away nd scrambled backwards.
I looked up at his face black tears ran down his face i knew I'd hurt him but it was his fault I'd fallen into the river not mine. I stood up and turned my back ot him there was a bright flash behind me I turned around and in the creatures place was the misty outline of a wolf. It threw back it's head and howled; there was so much pain in it that i wanted to run to it make it feel better but before I could take a step it vanished.
I was paralized, I had no idea what had just happened. I had to have imagined or something, stuff like that just didn't happen in the real world. There had to be a rational explanation for this.
I turned around and ran toward town as fast as I could. I tripped over and over but i managed to keep my balance and kept running. A branch scratched my arm i felt blood roll down my arm, crap. How was i going to explain this to my mom? She was going to be so pissed it was a stupid enough decision to go into the forest in the middle of winter, how stupid can one person be?
I got to the street to see Amie waiting for me, how she knew I was here I had no clue.
"Stalking me now?" I asked. She rolled her eyes and held out a jacket, apperantly I was supposed to wear it but pink is one color I will NOT wear. Just the thought made me gag.
"I'm not wearing that, you know that I don't like pink and how did you know that I was here anyway, it's kind of creepy." she glared at me but unfortionatly she can't glare so she ended up looking really funny i could barley keep myself from laughing.
"Unless you want to freeze to death I think you'd better wear this but no one said you had to listen to me and about who told me that you were here, he made me promice not to tell you and even if i could i couldn't tell you anyway because I have no idea who he was or how he knew your name so just put the jacket on and get in the car." she threw the jacket at me and got in her car which unfortionatly was a bright green Tourist.
Amie's hair is naturally blonde but she consistantly dyes it different colors right now it's pink honestly i don't know why I'm friends with hershe like all the things I hate I guess it's because of stuff like this some random person tells heri need help and she just goes with what they say; she's saved my life several times.
For some reason she never thought to ask the person's name so I had no one to thank this was one of those times. Sometimes it's a boy and sometimes it's a man it kind of creeps her out but sometimes she thinks it's awesome. There was one time when she was able to tell me who told her and that was when a guy from football team, but when I tried to thank him he had no idea what I was talking about, it sucked.
I got in the car and threw the jacket in the back of the car ignoring the annoyed glance Amie gave me. The drive to my place was quiet except for her stereo which, to my annoyance was blaring music with no words. I hate music like that it's supposedly supposed to calm your nerves but it annoys the hell out of me and Amie knows that I could stangle her."
"Can you please turn on some real music i can't listen to this stuff it's killing me I thought you were helping me not trying to kill me if this is about the jacket thin I'm sorry that I don't like pink it's not my fault geeze." she shook her head and continued to drive I groaned and sluped down in my seat trying to act like I was pouting but it didn't work.
"Are you and Alec over that little fight you two had out is he still staying away from you because rumor has it that he's missing and no one knows where he is and you where the last person to see him." I froze Alec was missing? That can't be right Alec was one of the most resposible people in the world. The image of his face after that night passed through my mind there were tears on his face he had looked so sad and I had just stood there watching him leave and now he was missing and it was all my fault.
"What do you mean he's missing! He can't be, please tell me this is a joke." I felt tears roll down my face. I punched the dashboard Amie fliched and tried to put her arm around me but I shrugged it off. I wasn't cold anymore I had gone numb my heart stopped beating.
"Bear! Bear! Calm down we don't even know if he's missing or not so just chill let's get to your house and get you in some dry clothes before we think about Alec OK?" I relaxed and nodded trying to act like i was done freaking out.


When we got to my house my mom was on the phone so we snuck off to my room I took a shower while Amie cleaned up my room.
When i got out she looked scared and extreamly sad i stopped in the doorway of my bathroom staring at her waiting for her to tell me what was wrong but she didn't say anything.
"Are you going to tell me what's on your mind or do i have to find out on my own?"
"I think you should come downstairs i think your mom should tell you."
I rolled my eyes and walked down the steps toward the kitchen my mom was sitting at the table crying her eyes out.
"Mom what's wrong!?" i ran toward her this is the first time I've ever seen her like this. When i got to her she looked at me and started crying harder.
"I'm so sorry sweatie but the police just found Alec, he... he's dead they think he commited suicide. I'm so sorry."
The room spun I couldn't breath I felt my knees hit the floor then everything went black.......

- I was in a grave yard i could feel someone staring at me I turned around, no one, something rustled it was so cold here i wanted to leave. Something soft brushed my arm I turned to see him. He was sanding about three feet away from me he reached out as if to touch me but then he disapeared...-


i sat strait up breathing hard for a second i was blinded by a bright light i blinked a few times and when i looked up i saw a doctor hovering over me with a flashlight thing that doctors use in his hand. He smiled at me like all doctors do befor they stick a needle in you instictivly i put both arms behind my back too late the needle was already there.
"How are you feeling?" he asked me i glared at him to show him just how much i hated him at the moment. His smile faded, he scribbled something on his clipboard and left the room.
My mom and Angie walked in my mom's eyes were red form cying and Angie looked like she was expecting me to collapse again. Both of them were wearing black like they had just got here from a funeral.... i heard my moms words in my head... the police just found alec he's dead they think he commited suicide..
"i..i thought that was a dream please tell me it's not true...please." i felt tears run down my face faster and faster. My mom ran up to me and rapped her arms around me her expression told me that my worst fear was real Alec was dead and there was nothing i could do about it. It seemed like the whole world could here my heart break into a million pieces i would never be the same...


2 months later...

"...When someone dies they dont always stayin heaven sometimes something keeps them teathered to the world and it sometimes gets so strong that they fall and become "nexis" meaning the worlds prisoners untill they fix what they feel they did wrong and cross over again." the teacher ended the lesson with that and left the room. i grabbed my stuff and was about to leave when Dillon Alec's former best friend stepped infront of me with his arms crossed and his feet spread apart. I glared at him hopeing he would go away but he just stood there. i tried to side step him but he blocked my way again.
"It's your fault he killed himself if you weren't so stubborn this would have never happened." his words hurt more than he would ever know i knew it was my fault and i had to live with that for the rest of my life i turned my face away from him so he