Beloved or Betrayed *(incomplete) by shay prinkey (top ten books to read txt) 📕

Then decided i didn't want to talk to Keely she would only have negative to say so i called my other friend Jaz. We weren't as close but she was a trusted friend. "hey girl what's up?" she answered. "nothing just got up. I have so much to tell you." i said still waking up. "ok im all ears i got some stuff to tell you too." she said happily. "well to start i got a new car yesterday." i tried to soften my mood. "hell yea when do i get to ride?" she squealed. "soon. i have to get a job though so i wont have nearly as much free time as before but ill definitely take you for a ride. if anything you can ride with me and Keely to school."  i said. "hell yea! okay so what's the bad news you sound like crap." i smiled a little. She was so good at reading peoples emotions. "Shawn is leaving tomorrow and we only spent a few hours together." She gasp. "what why? why is he leaving so early?" she ask. "family issues he says i don't really know though. we fought both times i saw him. im kinda on the line about our relationship. i need some advice jaz." i sighed. "well Lana if you think you guys aren't working together maybe you should give it a rest. but that's not what im hearing in your voice at all. maybe you should go talk to him. not call him. talk to him in person." i sighed "your probably right. i love you jaz your the best. how's storm?"  she laughed a little. "she's storm. she wants to come home so bad. she said her mom was thinking about moving back to Georgia but her dad isn't on board at all. i told her to stay out of trouble and it may just happen you know." she said sadly. "yea i wish she would have thought about that before getting in all that trouble here. to be a white girl storm is hell ill give her that." i laughed at the end. jaz laughed too. "no doubt. she's crazy and the worst part is she knows it. i still cant believe she beat up krystan i really didn't see that one coming. But i guess no one did that's why she had to move." "yea man krystan hasn't been right since. but she deserved it. I mean she did steal storms money. i cant say i wouldn't do the same." jaz laughed. "we all know you would do exactly the same. your level of crazy is about a notch under hers. your just a better criminal." i began to laugh. "guess that's why we are all friends. we are just a bunch of crazies in a group." "yea how's keely. i haven't seen her at all during break." i sighed. "she's Keely. old grouch ass Keely. i love her though. we went shopping yesterday morning. it was fun." jaz sighed. "yall never take me. im jealous right now." i smiled "next time we will all go promise!" she snorted. "okay girl i love ya i gotta go. text me later though. and go talk to Shawn yall are never going to resolve anything if you don't." she said. "will do. love ya too." i said before hanging up.  I took a quit shower to gather myself before going to see Shawn. As i ran down the stairs to leave i yelled "mom im going to see Shawn ill be back in a little while love ya bye!" then darted out the door before she could respond. As i drove over to his aunts house i listened to some of my favorite upbeat songs to put myself in a good mood. I pulled up on the curb and jumped out leaving my keys and phone in the car. Shawn's aunt was probably the sweetest lady id ever met. She answered the door inviting me in. I went upstairs to the guest room to see Shawn. I opened the door to find Shawn in bed with another person. In that split second everything in me fell apart. My heart broke into a million pieces. It took me a moment to form words. "DESHAWN WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" i screamed. He fell over toppling to the floor and that's when i saw her face. My heart was already in pieces. it then completely shredded itself. I immediately turned and ran back to my car. Shawn came out behind me screaming "Alana wait! wait! please!" i was almost in the car when the anger and the sadness took over me completely. "WHAT SHAWN! WHY SHOULD I WAIT. IVE BEEN WAITING! WAITING FOR YOU TO LOVE ME! WAITING! WAITING!" i screamed making my voice hurt. "Lana please it was a mistake please just don't run from me. please we can work this out." he pleaded. "NO WE CANT WORK THIS OUT YOU SICK PIECE OF SHIT. HOW DARE YOU! I HATE YOU! OH I REALLY HATE YOU! DONT EVER EVER I MEAN EVER CALL ME AGAIN." i screamed getting in my car. I slammed the car door shut making the whole inside of the car rattle. I sped off making the tires squeal. my phone began to go off immediately. I drove and drove until i couldn't take it anymore. I had to stop. My whole world had just crashed before my eyes. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to feel. I wanted to cry but i wanted to be angry. I was lost in every way possible. My best friend in the whole world had betrayed me in the one and only way that i could never forgive, and the only person my heart would ever truly love had hurt me to my soul. i laid my head on my steering wheel. I didn't even know where i was and at that moment it didn't matter. The images just kept running through my head. I didn't understand why me. I was happy things were rocky but we were happy together. Then it clicked in my head he wasn't happy. That's when i began to cry. I cried as hard as i possibly could. It felt like i would never be whole again. When i finally pulled myself together enough to check out my surroundings i was at cobblestone park right outside of town. I leaned my head back on my seat. i pulled out my phone to call someone but then i realized the two people i would call i couldn't call and i began to cry again. I looked through my blurred vision at all my contacts in my phone. I thought to call jaz but she was probably at work. Storm had no idea about anything. My options were slim to none. The rest of my contacts were girls i didnt really talk to and Shawn's friends. The only reason i had their number was so i could get in touch with him when his phone died. Then i saw Tyler's name. I began to cry again because if he cared anything about Keely he would be hurt too. i sighed then dialed his number. "hello?" a deep voice answered. I sighed "Tyler?"  "yea who is this?" i looked at the roof of my car for some kind of hint of what i was going to say next. "this is Alana. um. yea this is Alana." he sighed. "what's up why are you calling me? is Shawn ok. is Keely ok what's going on?"  i sighed again. " well they are just fine i will say that. but today i" i paused to collect myself. i hadn't said it out loud. " i um i found Shawn and Keely together today." i began to sob. "what do you mean stop crying. im listening just tell me what your trying to say Alana." he said angrily. "they were fucking tyler" i yelled through my sobs. i heard a loud noise then a sigh in the phone. "okay. are you okay? where are you? where are they? when did this happen, did you actually see this?" i was sobbing histerically. "im im at cobblestone. i cant answer all those questions right now okay. this is hard for me. i don't know what im going to do. im sorry for calling you i just thought you should know." he sighed again. "ok. let me ask you this. how the hell did you get to cobblestone? i know you didn't walk all the way out there. its on the edge of town." i gathered myself realizing no one knew i had a car except three people. "i drove my car. why does that matter tyler?" i said aggravated. "let me drive you home. a friend to a friend. you have clearly had a shitty day and your upset last thing i need is something happening to you on my watch." i sighed at the thought of seeing him. "whatever ill just sleep here i don't really care. you don't have to come and you don't have a way." i tried to persuay him. "ill be there in a few i only live about five minutes away. if you decide to sleep in your car in a strange park at least someone will know your there." i rolled my eyes. "okay." the phone hung up in my ear. I really didn't like Tyler. Any time i had ever talk to him he was a jerk. Not those cute jerks but the straight asshole kind of jerk. although he was cute that's the only reason girls liked him. i leaned my head back again looking at the sky sprinkle rain. After about five minutes the rain took on a whole new depth. It began to rain so hard i could barely see out my windows. I began to cry because the sky was doing exactly what i felt like doing. Then i realized that ty was probably walking in the rain. I called the number again but got no answer. I wasn't sure what to do so i waited.   chapter three

After waiting for what felt like forever because i was trying not to cry i saw a shadow moving toward the car quickly. My first instinct told me to lock my door and cut the car on. As the shadowed figure grew closer i realized it was Tyler. I quickly opened the passenger door letting him hop in. "oh my gosh your soaked!" i said cutting the heat up. "Yea no shit." he said laughing. For the first time i noticed his smile. It was beautiful. It made me wonder if he was really as shallow as he portrayed. "Are you okay?" he ask making me come back to reality. "Um yea, no, i don’t really know honestly." i sighed. "Want to talk about it?" he asked trying to get warm. "Would you like for me to cut the seat warmers on?" i said laughing. "Yea, hell yea you should have had them on." he said flashing his smile. My heart began to sink looking at him. i shook my head trying to stay away from thoughts of deshawn