A KNIGHT OF THE NINETEENTH CENTURY by Edward Payson Roe (red seas under red skies .TXT) π
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Maudlin Words. A Pitiful Offer It Was, Which She, Like A Sensible Girl,
Declined without Thanks."
"What Course Do You Propose To Take Toward Haldane?"
"I Was On The Point Of Sending Him Home To His Mother, And Of Suggesting
That He Remain With Her Till He Becomes Something More Than A Fast,
Foolish Boy. As Yet I See No Reason For Acting Differently."
"On Just What Grounds Do You Propose To Discharge Him?"
"Has He Not Given Sufficient Cause This Evening In his Persecution Of
Laura And His Impudence To Me?"
"Thomas, You Forget That While Young Haldane Is Your Clerk, He Enjoys A
Social Position Quite Equal To That Which A Son Of Ours Would Possess,
Did We Have One. Though His Course Toward Laura Has Been Crude And
Boyish, I Have Yet To Learn That There Has Been Anything Dishonorable.
Laura Is To Us A Child; To Him She Seems A Very Pretty And Attractive
Girl, And His Sudden Passion For Her Is, Perhaps, One Of The Most
Natural Things In the World. Besides, An Affair Of This Kind Should Be
Managed quietly And Wisely, And Not With Answering Passion. You Are
Angry Now; You Will See That I Am Right In the Morning. At All Events,
The Name Of This Innocent Girl, My Sister'S Child, Must Not Be Bandied
About In the Gossip Of The Town. Among Young Men Haldane Passes For A
Young Man. Do You Wish To Have It The Town Talk That He Has Been
Discharged because He Ventured to Compliment Your Niece With The Offer
Of His Hand? That He Has Been Premature And Rash Is Chiefly The Fault Of
His Years And Temperament; But No Serious Trouble Need follow Unless We
Make It Ourselves. Laura Will Return Home In a Day Or Two, And If The
Young Fellow Is Dealt With Wisely And Kindly, This Episode May Do Much
Toward Making a Sensible Man Of Him. If You Abruptly Discharge Him,
People Will Imagine Tenfold More Than Has Occurred, And They May Surmise
Positive Evil."
"Well, Well, Have It Your Own Way," Said Her Husband Impatiently. "Of
Course, I Do Not Wish That Laura Should Become The Theme Of Scandal. But
As For This Young Firebrand Of A Haldane, There Must Be A Decided change
In Him. I Cannot Bother With Him Much Longer."
"I Think I Can Manage Him. At Any Rate, Please Make No Change That Can
Seem Connected with This Affair. If You Would Also Exercise A Little
Kindness And Forbearance, I Do Not Think You Would Ever Have Cause To
Regret It."
"My Office Is Not An Asylum For Incapables, Lovesick Swains, And Fast
Boys. It'S A Place Of Business, And If Young Haldane Can'T Realize This,
There Are Plenty Who Can."
"As A Favor To Me, I Will Ask You To Bear With Him As Long As Possible.
Can You Not Send Him To Your Factory Near New York On Some Errand? New
Scenes Will Divert His Thoughts, And Sudden And Acute Attacks, Like His,
Usually Do Not Last Very Long."
"Well, Well, I'Ll See."
Mrs. Arnot Returned to The Parlor, But Haldane Was No Longer There. She
Went To His Room, But, Though He Was Within, She Could Obtain No
Response To Her Knocking, Or To The Kind Tone In which She Spoke His
Name. She Sighed, But Thought That Perhaps He Would Be Calmer And More
Open To Reason On The Morrow, And, Therefore, Returned to Her Own
Apartment. Indeed, She Was Glad To Do So, For In her Ill And Suffering
Condition The Strain Had Already Been Too Great.
She Found Laura Tearful And Troubled, And Could Not Do Less Than Listen
To Her Story.
"Do You Think I Have Done Anything Wrong, Auntie?" Asked the Girl In
Deep Anxiety.
"No, Dear, I Think You Have Acted very Sensibly. I Wish I Could Have
Foreseen The Trouble Sooner, And Saved you Both From A Disagreeable
Experience."
"But Uncle Won'T Discharge Mr. Haldane On My Account, Will He?" She
Continued with Almost Equal Solicitude.
"Certainly Not. Egbert Has Not Done Anything That Should Cause His
Dismissal. I Think That The Only Result Will Be To Teach You Both That
These Are Matters Which Should Be Left To Future Years."
"I'M Glad They Are Distant, For I Had No Idea That Love Affairs Were So
Intensely Disagreeable."
Her Aunt Smiled, And After A Little Time The Young Girl Departed to Her
Rest Quite Comforted and Reassured.
The Next Morning Mrs. Arnot Was Too Ill To Appear At Breakfast, And Her
Niece Would Not Venture Down Alone. Haldane And His Employer Sat Down
Together In grim Silence, And, After A Cup Of Coffee Only, The Former
Abruptly Excused himself And Went To The Office.
As Might Have Been Expected, The Young Man Had Passed a Restless Night,
During Which All Sorts Of Rash, Wild Purposes Surged through His Mind.
At First He Meditated hiding His Grief And Humiliation In some "Far
Distant Clime"; But The Thought Occurred to Him After A Little Time That
This Would Be Spiting Himself More Than Any One Else. His Next Impulse
Was To Leave The House Of His "Insulting Employer" Forever; But As He
Was About To Depart, He Remembered that He Happened to Have Scarcely A
Dollar In his Pocket, And Therefore Concluded to Wait Till He Had Drawn
His Pay, Or Could Write To His Mother For Funds. Then, As His Anger
Subsided, A Sense Of Loss And Disappointment Overwhelmed him, And For A
Long Time He Sobbed like A Brokenhearted child. After This Natural
Expression Of Grief He Felt Better, And Became Able To Think
Connectedly. He Finally Resolved that He Would Become "Famous," And Rise
In "Gloomy Grandeur" Till He Towered far Above His Fellow Men. He Would
Pierce This Obdurate Maiden'S Heart With Poignant But Unavailing Regret
That She Had Missed the One Great Opportunity Of Her Life. He Gave But
Slight And Vague Consideration To The Methods By Which He Would Achieve
The Renown Which Would Overshadow Laura'S Life; But, Having Resolutely
Adopted the Purpose With A Few Tragic Gestures And Some Obscure
Fragmentary Utterances, He Felt Consoled and Was Able To Obtain A Little
Sleep.
The Routine Duties At The Office On The Following Day Did Not Promise
Very Much, But He Went Through Them In a Kind Of Grim, Vindictive
Manner, As If Resolving To Set His Foot On All Obstacles. He Would
"Suffer In silence And Give No Sign" Till The Hour Came When He Could
Flash Out Upon The World. But As The Day Declined, He Found The _Role_
Of "Gloomy Grandeur" Rather Heavy, And He Became Conscious Of The Fact
That He Had Scarcely Eaten Anything For Nearly Twenty-Four Hours.
Another Impulse Began To Make Itself Felt--That Of Fulfilling His
Threat And Torturing Miss Romeyn By Going To Ruin. With Alluring
Seductiveness The Thought Insinuated itself Into His Mind That One Of
The First Steps In the Tragedy Might Be A Game And Wine Supper, And His
Growing Hunger Made This Mode Of Revenge More Attractive Than Cold And
Austere Ambition.
But Laura'S Words Concerning "Disgusting Vices" Recurred to Him With All
And More Than Their First Stinging Plainness, And He Put The Impulse
Away With A Gesture And Tragic Expression Of Face That Struck A Sere And
Withered bookkeeper, Who Happened at That Moment To Look Up, As So Queer
That He Feared the Young Man Was Becoming Demented.
Haldane Concluded--And With Some Reason In view Of Laura'S Romantic
Nature--That Only A Career Of Gloomy Grandeur And High Renown Would
Impress The Maiden Whom Yesterday He Proposed to Make Happy Forever, But
To-Day To Blight With Regret Like A "Worm I' The Bud." He Already Had A
Vague Presentiment That Such A _Role_ Would Often Mortify His Tastes And
Inclinations Most Dismally; And Yet, What Had He Henceforth To Do With
Pleasure? But If, After He Had Practiced the Austerity Of An Anchorite,
She Should Forget Him, Marry Another, And Be Happy! The Thought Was
Excruciating. O, That Awful "Another"! He Is The Fiend That Drags
Disappointed lovers Down To The Lowest Depth Of Their Tortures. If Laura
Had Had A Previous Favorite, Haldane Would Have Been Most Happy To Have
Her Meet "Another" In himself; But Now This Vague But Surely Coming
Rival Of The Future Sent Alternately Cold Chills And Molten Fire Through
His Veins.
He Was Awakened from Such Painful Reveries By A Summons To His
Employer'S Private Office.
Chapter VII (Birds Of Prey)
Mr. Arnot In his Widely Extended business Owned several Factories, And
In The Vicinity Of One, Located at A Suburb Of New York, There Were No
Banking Facilities. It Was, Therefore, His Custom At Stated times To
Draw From His Bank At Hillaton Such Amounts In currency As Were Needed
To Pay Those In his Employ At The Place Indicated, And Send The Money
Thither By One Of His Clerks. Upon The Present Occasion, In compliance
With His Wife'S Request, He Decided to Send Haldane. He Had No
Hesitation In doing This, As The Errand Was One That Required nothing
More Than Honesty And A Little Prudence.
"Mr. Haldane," Said His Employer, In tones Somewhat Less Cold And Formal
Than Those Habitual With Him, "We Will Let Bygones Be Bygones. I Am
Inclined to Think That Hereafter You Will Be Disposed to Give Your
Thoughts More Fully To Business, As A Man Should Who Proposes To Amount
To Anything In the World. In these Envelopes Are One Thousand Dollars In
Currency. I Wish You To Place Them Securely In your Breast-Pockets, And
Take The Five-Thirty Train To New York, And From Thence Early To-Morrow
Go Out On The Long Island Road To A Little Station Called arnotville,
And Give These Packages To Mr. Black, The Agent In charge Of My Factory
There. Take His Receipt, And Report To Me To-Morrow Evening. With That
Amount Of Money Upon Your Person You Will Perceive The Necessity Of
Prudence And Care. Here Is A Check Paying Your Salary For The Past
Month. The Cashier Will Give You Currency For It. Report Your Expenses
On Your Return, And They Will Be Paid. As The Time Is Limited, Perhaps
You Can Get Some Lunch At Or Near The Depot."
"I Prefer To Do So," Said Haldane, Promptly, "And Will Try To Perform
The Business To Your Satisfaction."
Mr. Arnot Nodded a Cool Dismissal, And Haldane Started for A
Hotel-Restaurant Near The Depot With A Step Entirely Too Quick And
Elastic For One Who Must Walk Henceforth In the Shadow Of "Bitter
Memories And Dark Disappointment." The Exercise Brought Color To His
Cheek, And There Certainly Was A Sparkle In his Dark Eyes. It Could Not
Be Hope, For He Had Assured himself Again And Again That "Hope Was Dead
In His Heart." It Might Have Been Caused after His Long Fast By The
Anticipation Of A Lunch At The Depot And A _Petit Souper_ In the
City, And The Thought Of Washing Both Down With A Glass Of Wine, Or
Possibly With Several. The Relish And Complacency With Which His Mind
Dwelt On This Prospect Struck Haldane As Rather Incongruous In a Being
As Blighted as He Supposed himself To Be. With His Youth, Health, And
Unusually Good Digestion He Would Find No Little Difficulty In carrying
Out The "Gloomy Grandeur" Scheme, And He Began To Grow Conscious Of The
Fact.
Indeed, In response To A Law Of Nature, He Was Already Inclined to React
From His Unwonted depression Into Reckless Hilarity. Impulse And
Inclination Were His Controlling Forces, And He Was Accustomed to Give
Himself Up To Them Without Much Effort At Self-Restraint. And Yet He
Sought To Imagine Himself Consistent, So That He Could Maintain His
Self-Approval.
"I Will Hide My Despair With Laughter," He Muttered; "The World Cannot
Know That It Is Hollow, And But A Mask Against Its Vulgar Curiosity."
A Good Cold Lunch And A Cup Of Coffee--Which He Could Have Obtained at
Once At The Hotel Near The Depot--Would Not Answer For This Victim Of
Despair. Some Extra Delicacies, Which Required time For Preparation,
Were Ordered. In the Meantime He Went To The Bar For An "Appetizer," As
He
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