KinDread by Lucian McCullough (best book club books txt) 📕

 What if the dark side isn't dark
but white pure light,
beautiful, innocent.
A perfect disguise.
Devil in white.Outer light strikes the surface
But inner light strikes the soul
Through which we may give an end to darkness.Light
A symbol of hope
Cutting through the darkness
But remember
All light cast shadows.What beauty compares with the break of dawn
Shining like your smile, the one for which I long
To see again and again
Constantly wondering when.
The brilliance of your soul shines ever so bright
Your personality alone lights up the darkest twilight
Black Moon 
The sleepless nights I spent thinking about you 
Silver Sun 
The mornings I spent wondering if these encounters were done 
Where did you go?
I'm not sure if even you know 
The light is so dim and increasingly dull
More obscure thoughts bounce around in my skull 
I need you, please to save me from here
The bright light you provide and can't possibly fear
Illuminates the abyss in which I fell 
Light that guides the way and makes all things well 
Luminous, bright, a light pure as snow
I missed that smile of yours, you know

 Star light shall burn out
Darkness is everlasting
We know who will win.It's moments like these that I remember the way it was... The heavy burdens on a poets soul protected by a shield of light...

We were like trees...
Outside we were tough
Seen as just a bunch of kids
Fooling around, having fun
All without a care in the world
But inside,
Beetles tore through our veins 
Eating away at our sanity and
Our minds. 
We were all crumbling apart inside. 
No longer were we innocent angels of heaven. 
Now we were the tortured Nephilim,
Forsaken, clawed, vicious
For blood,
For secrets,
For each other's hearts.Falling in love
It always felt
Like I was finding my way
I was learning where
The heavens stood
And how far they reached
Love led me
To the depths
Of heaven 
And I discovered
That even heaven
Has a dark-side
And when I reached 
It I realized
I was the only one
Falling in love.

 The Sun reached the horizon
and the Moon is right across the dawn.
light across the dark.
The dim gnawed and lingers
A stark moment,drowned
as it rise and fall
How do we find our escape from darkness
to find our pathway?

Im standing on the halfway
and the dim covered until in midday
Starring at those stars as they fade their lights.
It made me think,how far will it take
and how long will it take.
But still,all i could see is darkness.

Lights are on and off
as they fall,as they fade,as they're gone.
i let my self-destruct
then made me think
will you ever find me again?

I know,The Eclipse will not take for an hour
behind the brilliance of the sun,
the stars come out.
As they appear,everything could stop.
Trying to find an escape
behind the darkside,
i will not stop finding and waiting.

 The powerful lone Shadow Wolf lurking in the darkness of the forest.
Howling for his long lost mate in a musical tone... 
Howls flows back this ears, but not the one he's searching and expecting for.
Heartbroken from not hearing his long lost love he gets close to giving up,
laying on the hill while the half moon shines on him
he watches other mates play, care, love each other and their pack.
A howl woke him from his sleep only he could hear,
rising up in excitement but also fear he follows the sound.
His heart begins to race but it still beats in pain, rushing towards a creek 
where they first met and there she was.
Together they howl and creates this unimaginable beautiful tune
that all wolves hear to howl back.
Forever immortal they will be together, their endless love will never fade
The Shadow Wolf & Silver Wolf

 He walked in the house chatted momentarily with the kids nothing serious just normal chit chat. The kids knew we were going out that night and they wanted to know how long we were going to be gone. Movies and pizza with tons of popcorn and soda was ready for them to devour their few hours of freedom away from the watchful eye of "Mom." Several hours was their answer. The normal stern "be careful" was issued from him. Even though not their children he still cared for them greatly and as I listened from the hallway my heart flipped slightly at his concern. I had no idea what was planned, most of our "dates" had been stay at home types as of late but when he called me from work and asked me to be ready I was more then willing. 

He looked up and as his eyes light up I knew I had reached the desired effect. The simple blue jean skirt and burgundy lace top went well together the skirt slightly shorter then what I liked showed off my legs. He liked my legs I knew. They were encased in black nylons attached to the black garter that rode on my hips. The heels finished off giving my legs a longer look then normal. I smiled at him and walked to him slowly giving him a gentle hello kiss. My lipstick was stay on so I knew there would be no smudge but I looked to make sure a soft laugh escaped my lips. My eyes looked deeper and greener with the way I applied the light coat of shadow, my lashes long were darkened with mascara. Very little make up just enough to enhance was her rule. Her hair flowed loose in back pinned at the sides giving me a youthful playful look. I kissed each of the boys and promised that I would be home the playful party jokes passed between and by the time I got out to the truck I was genuinely laughing. 

He watched me as she walked ahead of him. He always loved watching her ass and legs. Not much into heavy women he did find her attractive and for a moment his mind went racing at the thoughts of the night planned ahead. He opened the door for her assisting her into the truck and it was then that he noticed for the first time her breast were bound. He groaned and she looked at him in question. The minx did not know his plans but it seemed that her playfulness was going to help even more. He had planned this night for a long time, they had talked about it several times but he had wanted her to wait until she thought he had forgotten before he sprung it on her. 

They drove up the alley behind a building and then he pulled over. "We need to talk" he said. 

My heart dropping into her stomach. For a moment I thought this was the end of our relationship. I had been expecting it for several months. No real commitment on his part he always gave excuses as to why he didn't want to commit to me. 

Well, I told myself mentally you knew it was coming take it like a woman and remember to thank him for the fun you are after all a lady. 

He opened the door and walked around to my side of the truck. This was not what I expected. He opened my door and held out his hand. Was this going to be his joke his end to bring me not far from my house, dump me and leave me to walk home? A light mist of a rain begun to fall and I thought to myself again Perfect just what I want to be miserable and it rain on my walk home. I placed my hand in his forcing a smile on my face I did not feel. I picked up my purse but he took it from my hands. 

"I said talk not walk" he said and laughed. He walked me to the back of the