Patience by Barbara Hofland (that summer book TXT) ๐
When the parting was really over, it may be supposed each gave herself up for a time to the intense overwhelming sense of sorrow, such a separation must inevitably inflict. Mrs. Aylmer trembled for the future peace of her beloved charge; she revolted at the idea of those employments her mother seemed to point out for her, and not less at the new associates with whom she might be called to mix; and she justly blamed herself for suffering so handsome and attractive a girl as Dora to depart without adverting to th
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talents and her conduct, (aided undoubtedly by her person, manners, and
reputed fortune,) had drawn around them a circle of respectable and
accomplished persons, whose good opinion he was desirous of preserving;
and although his passion for Dora had declined, his esteem for her, and
his desire of holding his place in her affection, rose daily. He was
proud of being appreciated by a person of her discernment, and that
vanity which had formerly led him to seek distinction for his personal
advantages, or those accomplishments which attract the eye, now turned a
little towards more worthy objects; and those faculties with which he
was eminently gifted by nature, were partially applied to objects worthy
of their powers.
Though subject to indolence, and habituated from his cradle to
self-indulgence, yet few men were more capable of either mental or
bodily exertion than Stancliffe; he had the power of being rapid without
confusion, and of comprehending quickly, and yet proceeding
systematically, to any given point. His memory was singularly retentive;
and whatever he had taken the trouble to learn, whether momentous or
trifling, was so fixed in his mind, that he could always bring it into
action. From his father he had acquired the knowledge necessary for
great gains, and bold yet not gambling speculations:โfrom his mother,
he picked up a habit of petty savings, inconsistent with his situation
in life and his general habits, but which to the short-sighted looked
like prudence. Altogether, there were those ingredients from which a
clever tradesman, an useful member of society, and a very agreeable
companion, might be extracted, could they have been amalgamated with
religious integrity of principle, well regulated sensibility, and
domestic affection.
In the first weeks of his married life, Stancliffe had paid his young
and lovely wife attentions which bespoke the violence of his passion,
since they proved that he really thought more of her than himself:โthe
admiration she excited in society, for a time continued to render her an
object of his care, because she was one of his pride, and even at the
time when he had most wounded her feelings by reflections on her
parents, or quarrels with the servants, during the former part of the
day, in the evening he hovered round her with the pride of an admirer,
and the tenderness of a loverโhe felt her value as his own property,
and was delighted to display his own advantages in her beauty and
accomplishments.
But as passion for her person declined, and the novelty of exhibiting
her lost its charm, Everton Stancliffe relapsed into his former self, a
character in which Dora had never beheld him, since love had from the
first day of their acquaintance given to him its own ameliorating
traits, and transformed a clever, but conceited and petulant young man,
selfish in his feelings, and obstinate as passionate in his temper, into
a gentle though impatient suitor, who, in subduing one passion for the
gratification of another, obtained the praise of generosity, to which he
had in fact little pretension, since the welfare of her he loved was no
further considered by him, than as conducive to the interest he sought
to obtain in her affections.
Dora of course saw none of these thingsโshe loved, for the first
time, an apparently amiable young man, who had in his person, manners,
and mind, every qualification necessary to excite the regard of an
intelligent and tender heart, thrown upon the mercy of any one for that
kindly intercourse from which it had been cruelly separated. It is,
however, certain, that the trials of her fatherโs house were of great
use in preparing her mind for those she soon afterwards experienced in
the temper and disposition of her husband; since they enabled her to
perceive that life in general is very different from that she had known
at Crickhowel, and that the religion which she had been taught to
embrace there as the great support of virtue, and the consolation of the
afflicted, must henceforward be rendered an active principle, constant
in its influence. Every lesson she had received from Mrs. Aylmer rose to
her mind, and she endeavoured to benefit from them; but they rarely
applied to any situation in which she found herself placed, save as the
guardian of Frank, for Mrs. Aylmer as a wife had been very differently
placed, nor had her path in the world in any way resembled that which
was chalked out for her beloved prot๏ฟฝg๏ฟฝ. Yet her return to England,
her presence, her support, her advice, was soon looked to by Dora as the
greatest of all earthly blessings, for she felt the want of a friend,
sometimes of a protector since the heart on which she sought to lean,
refused or eluded the burthen.
CHAP. VI.
Stancliffe was in the situation of being half persuaded to do right,
from liking the praise which attended it, and also the profit likely to
accrue from it, when letters were received from Mr. Hemingford, which
plainly indicated how valuable his presence had already become, since
they contained important remittances, and guaranteed orders to an amount
which roused the young man into instant activity, by awakening not only
his love for money, but for pre-eminence as a mercantile man.
Dora rejoiced in the change; for although she would have been most
thankful if the even tenor of her way had never been broken in upon by
commercial concerns, and certainly had no love for money beyond its real
uses, yet she justly considered a life of idleness as unworthy a
rational being, and especially disgusting in a young man. She thought,
too, that the sensibilities of the heart were frozen in that state of
apathy produced by indolence, and that love and kindness would return
with those exertions which set the spirits in motion; and although she
was extremely unwell, (and in particular anxiety on Frankโs account,)
she yet paid the utmost attention to all the subjects on which her
husband expatiated, and assumed the utmost interest in all his
movements.
Their letters were succeeded by visitantsโthe same vessel which brought
these despatches conveyed also a Mr. and Mrs. Masterman, who had been
the intimate friends of Mr. Stancliffe during a considerable part of his
residence abroad. The gentleman had been a well-meaning but somewhat
visionary schemer, who after various plans returned poorer than he set
out in pocket, but according to his own conception, so much richer in
knowledge and experience, as to ensure the making of a rapid fortune in
his own country. He was a plain kind-hearted man, a generous, confiding,
and most affectionate husband, generally too much absorbed in his plans
for the future, to pay further attention to his domestic concerns than
to provide liberally for the many wants of his beautiful and
all-commanding wife.
Mrs. Masterman was that dangerous character in society, a married
coquette, which she assumed under an appearance of prudery, so artfully
managed, as to deceive the most wary; and every man distinguished by her
smiles, gave himself credit for having been the only one who could touch
a heart so guarded. She was married when very young, from a humble
station in life, and being uneducated, unattached, and remaining
childless, had possessed an unhappy leisure which she could only employ
in ornamenting her person, which was very handsome, and in amusing
herself by practising those lures which render beauty most fascinating
to the susceptible and thoughtless. Exercise of power had its usual
effect; she became proud, tyrannical, and frequently malignant, towards
others; and was, in her turn, a slave to passions it was the great and
distressing business of her life to indulge and to conceal. No stage
Abigail in the old comedy could be more a woman of intrigue; but with
ability to which they could form no pretence, no shepherdess in a
pastoral poem preserved a more innocent exterior or greater purity of
deportment.
On her first arrival at Smyrna, Mrs. Masterman had distinguished
Everton Stancliffe; and as circumstances threw them much into society
together, and she was the admired of all eyes, his vanity could not fail
to be gratified by her simplest approbation. He was considerably younger
than her, (although her ceaseless cares prolonged the reign of beauty,)
and his admiration of her person was not that thraldom of the senses,
and bewilderment of the judgment, she had been accustomed to awakenโshe
became piqued into a resolution to perfect her conquest, and would
unquestionably have carried her point, but for the sudden removal of her
husband, and the necessity she was under of accompanying him to Aleppo.
On her return, Stancliffe was gone to England, and thither she
determined on following him; and although generally true to the
interests of her husband, if false to him in other respects, (like the
wife of Belisarius,) she did not hesitate to sacrifice them in the
present instance; and by working upon his affections from feigning
indisposition, she prevailed on him to give up his prospects and the
remuneration of past labours, and return suddenly to his native
country.
The voyage restored her health, and reanimated her beauty; and she burst
upon Stancliffe with all the advantages of an adept in the art of
charming, at a time when his wife was inevitably looking ill, and was
languid in her spirits though not dejected, of course unequal to the
amusement of a man whose temper varying perpetually, either required a
companion who could perform for his pleasure the part assigned, or
listen in mute attention to him. He was pleased with the accession of
company, as offering variety, and was doubly pleased to receive it in so
fair a form as that presented by the arrival of Mrs. Masterman.
The gentleness of Doraโs manners, the polished simplicity, and the
genuine warmth of her hospitable reception of the strangers, who brought
with them letters from her mother and sisters, really delighted Mr.
Masterman, and half disarmed his lady of those designs she had conceived
against her domestic happiness; the more especially when she perceived
that her own person and dress were regarded by Stancliffe with the
admiration and homage she intended them to exact. Mild, and insinuating
in her manners, of penetrating mind, and stored with observations which
supplied the place of reading, and were communicated with a vividness of
colouring fresh from the life, her society was delightful to Frank, and
scarcely less so to his sister, who was mortified when she refused to
take up her abode with them altogether, and gladly assisted in seeking
lodgings as near to her own house as possible for her temporary home.
A very few days sufficed to render Dora happy in the belief that she had
now secured the friend she had long desired; but a few more told her
that her husband, not less happy than herself, gave up to the strangers
that time which was now of the last importance, and that the hours spent
with Mr. Masterman in consultations on his affairs, or in shewing the
neighbourhood to his lady, were really too valuable at this particular
time even for friendship to demand. Every day she hoped that a person so
truly friendly as this lady appeared to be, would herself see the
propriety of setting him at liberty, and that as she evidently could say
more to him than any other person, she would give him advice to this
end. Mrs. Masterman did not do this; but when in confidential
conversation, she urged it on her young friend as a positive duty.
โReally, dear Mrs. Stancliffe, you ought to speak to Mr. S.โI know very
well that if the goods are not sent out immediately, your father will be
in the greatest distress, and the prospects of the house are now so
great, that you ought not to
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