Love Lost by Ashyrah Weathers (best books to read in life txt) 📕

"Hurry Up! we going to miss the buss" Nicole said to Tamia. As the girls grabed their bags and ran out the door. Today is our first day of high school and im so happy, noone can bring me and my girl down. We had the best summer and now we finally in high school on our own, no teachers telling us what to do or walking us to lunch. It was like we just became adults now that im in the ninth grade, can nobody tell me what I can and cant do." Damn! He sexy " Nicole wispered to me as we walked down the hall. i nodded my head and smiled "he's fine as hell and I called dibs on him" both of the girls laughed while they passed the tall tight skin boy, He was rocking a blue and white stripe polo shirt, some black crgo pants, with the newest blue and black J's that just came out two days ago. Tamia was into to tall lightskin boys, she never like dark skined boys they where never her type everytime they tried to spit game at her she would laugh in they face and walk away. Tamia was the pretty one, she was light skin and tall the type of girl that the guys called red bone cuz of her skin competlstion. She had long hair, hour glass shape figure, with a pretty face, and a smile that would brighting up the whole room. On the other hand Nicole was the 2ppasite, She was dark skin and short, she had short hair but she kept it done. Hey... Where is room 207 Tamia said. Right here damn girl do you ever use eyes, ohh my god you would think you would blined, Nicole saide while playful pushing Tamia in the class.

That was good thanks mom, i said to Niki's mom while washing my plate off. We where so close that i alwayes called Mis. Jones mom. After the dishes was all done me and niki walked in the little room with hot pink and zebra strips covering the intire room. while we both begun to pick our offits out for tomarrow we started talking. Tamia do you like stayin here with me? asked Nicole. Yea i love being like you and your family, your like the sister i never had but i miss my younger sibbling. I couldnt keep my head up i felt the tears coming down my face. I just dont understand why my mother would pick him over me, im her fleashing blood but yet she still picked a no good nigga over me. some times i wished me and my dad talked so i could live with him like dont get me wrong niki i love staying here but its not the same like being with your real family. I love my mom and dad to death but i hate the type of person they are. I couldnt even finnish talking before i but out in tears. As Nicole rubed my back and kept on saying its okay all the hard things your going thru now is nol going to make you a stronger women. I picked up my head and smiled that why i love you, cuz nomatter what your ass is always by my side.

whe both hug eacher and laughed untill we heard Mis.Jone, Yall better start getting ready for school tomarrow. OKay Ma we both said and jumped up to get the rest of out cloths out. i hand out a black v-neck  shirt,army green skinny legs from H&M and my black and red 14 with a black and red polo hat. Nicole had out a orange hollaster shirt,black skinney legs from forever 21, and orange,white,and gray air-max. We gonna be the shit tomarrow Nicole said while putting her brand new offit on a hager.

 Nicole busted in the bath room," Really bitch hurry up i want to wash my ass too". Shut up im alomst done keep talking shit and im gonna take another hour, i yelled while i rinsed the soap off my body and turned off the water. Im done bitch you happy now i said while intering the bed room. By time Nicole said while roleing her eyes and walking out the room.

Before getting dressed i gaze in the big maior on the wall. I love my body i got the shape that hoes die for and niogga drool over. the thought of being one of the pretties girls in the town made me smile and laugh to my self. After drying off i started getting dress, i threw on some victoria's secret boy shorts and a matching tink top. As i layed in bed and daydreamed about the sexy boy i seen toady in school untill i dosed off to sleep.

   So we chilling or what Jason said while leaning over the. What type of chilling is you talking about? Because if you mean fucking that out of the question! Pshhh what you mean ma? Jason I mean its not that type of party! I already know whats going thru you head, and im not that type of girl so you can just fuck off!" I already knew what he wanted from me and i be damn if i was going to give it to him. I mean he fine and all but i was not bout to five my my verginaty to just some any ole nigga. Im waiting on that right boy and i ready know that it aint Jason. Yo Ma! It aint even like how you thinking i just wonna chill and watch a movie with you or take you out to eat. Im not even trying to fuck you so slow down and stop coming at my head like that cuz you to pretty to be be spazzing. Damnn I really wanted to fuck the shit outta her but i already to can see that she not having it but, fuck it she bad as hell ill wife her up. she just gonna have to chill but i dont know cuz she acting like she aint trying to give it up and i aint gonna wife her up if she aint trying to let me smash.

  Alright kids...I mean young aldults please sit down so i can pass out your reportcards out then yall can be on yous way. Its friday and i want to get out of here just as fast as you guys so sit down, stop talking and we will be out of here and no time! Can you please call my name first so i can get out of here because i got things to do... Umm little missy can lucky because your the first on the list. Mrs. Kelly winked at me then smiled. She was really cool with me. Everybody said that she a bitch but she's mad nice to me so i didnt give a fuck what who she was mean to as long as she dont start no shit with me.

 Wait Up Shorty! I turned around to see Jason running behind me. Yes!

So you gonna let me take you out or what?

What if i say no....

Then ima keep asking you untill you say yes Ma...

well i gotta go so ima just text you tonight

alright cool Ma, Ima be waiting...

I walked away and smiled to myself. Jason is one of the most pouplur guys in schoool why the hell do he wonna talk to me like damn I really wonna talk to him but i dont wonna get hurt. Im so use to people walking in and out my life to the point that I dont want to start talking to him because i know how boys is i have alot of boy cousins and i see how they play girl and i dont want to ever go thru that bul shit.

 On my way home i couldnt stop thinking about Jason it was like i didnt understand why he wanted me in the back of my head i really wanted to call him but i dint want him to think that he already had me. I wasnt the type of girl to just run behind a nigga like he was hot shit but damn it was something about that boy and i didnt know that it was. Fuck it ima call and get it ova with "Yo who this?"   ummm what you

Publication Date: 06-05-2013

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Dedication:
this book is decaded to all the young girls who has been told that they would never be nothing and that is trying to become a better young women (STAY STRONG)