Judgement!! by Rhani NoHappyEndings (chrysanthemum read aloud txt) 📕

Life so simply but so complicated. You eat, sleep, shit, shower a repetition of each day, only my life is better I'm the queen everybody wants to be. I am better than Dylan Kirby who is seriously in love with me, I swear he asks me out every day, but I can't date him, he is a loser. I am better than all the geeks at school and all the low life teachers. I overall my bitchy friends Grace and Sydney and totally stomp on my parents individuality. The only person who ranks a better social score than me is Jason Faye the most hottest guy who attends Rockwood High.

There he is sitting in his Audi R8 waiting for me to join him, even though he is a dickhead I want him to be mine because he is the most hottest and richest boy I know. He isn’t my boyfriend yet but he will be soon, I’m pretty sure that he is planning something special to ask me out.

Here I am in front of Rockwood High it’s a disgusting shit whole but I have secretly missed it. The buildings still hover with darkness and the trees haven’t been cut lately so they are forced to bend. The gravel on the floor still looks like it came from the dumpster, I’m still waiting for that day when it will get replaced with nice fresh concrete but I don’t know if it's ever going to happen. The screams from irritating kids echo through my ears but the gush of the wind settles it with a nice calm whisper. Jason quickly kisses me on the lips then hurries off with his mates it looks as if he had just came out of the beach with his blonde shoulder length hair trailing behind him. I have math class first what a way to start of the term. I hate math, the class has nobody ranking more than a 5 on the social status ladder but Dylan sits two rows across from me I guess it’s an alright thing. At least I sit next to Rachel she is a smart geek, so sitting next to her works for me; I just copy her work no thinking needed.

Grace and Sydney stand in front of the entry way waiting for me. I give a quick smile and start walking when the chilled air brushes past me. They quickly start following my tracks where my sharp heels have pinned the floor. I’m scared for that one day where my shoes will slip and I will go face first into the ground. I will probably get one thousand diseases from the little termites that live under the tiny rocks. My hands automatically remove my soft black hair from my face and I freeze as soon as I see Dylan turn the corner. I don’t know why his nice chocolate brown hair and cute smile illuminates me but he is actually hot maybe he sprouted during the holidays. His individual freckles are super cute and how his hair just sits on his head avoiding covering up his perfect eyebrows. I wish he wasn’t a geek with loser friends then maybe I would have gone for him instead of Jason. I soon realise that Dylan is standing right in front of me with a chocolate heart wrapped in red alfoil pressed up against his chest.“Happy 17th Birthday” he kindly says with a cute smirk.

I actually completely forgot that it was my birthday yesterday I only got $350 in my bank account and a small birthday cake. My parents did a couple more nice things but I didn’t even take notice that I was 17. My friends can’t even remember my birthday I’ve never forgotten any of their birthdays, what bitches. Why does Dylan have to be so sweet it just makes it harder for me to reject him. I could feel the empty space disappear as crowds of people began to form. I hate that people have to stand around and watch but I seriously don’t understand what he doesn’t get. If he wants to be with me he has to change his social status and rank at least close to an 8 it’s only out of 10. I really don’t want to reject him again but if I accept the heart he might think there is a possibility for us. My hands slowly remove the heart from his chest our fingers slightly brush past each other’s hands and I see my evil reflection in his scared brown eyes. I now stand in the middle of a hall with a chocolate heart laying in my hands and everybody’s eyes are fixated directly on me, eager to witness my next move. I steal a big bit of oxygen from the air and snap the heart in half.

Publication Date: 04-19-2015

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