what have you done, dear brother by Biker Girl (best books to read for self improvement txt) 📕

I cant believe my parents have to move and leave me and my brother. They say its to give us the life we deserve but I want my parents to look after me not my brother. My parents own numerous business but they have to manage the ones in the other country's while me and my brother manage the bars here.

I'm Lola-rose, an ordinary 16 year old girl with an ordinary life that is until my brother turned it around. I'm 5ft4 have blondish hair and blue eyes I'm a little curvy but in a good way. However my 19 year old brother, Jason is the complete opposite to me he's much taller and has dark brown hair and brown eyes.
After my parents moved out Jason was left in charge, our house is not huge and never is the land with live on. We have 5 rooms with queen sized beds, 2 bath rooms, a living room and kitchen. There is no way I could share this house with a bunch of boys but my brother didn't think of that. He invited them to live with us.

Id got home from college and I know my brother was still at work but I could here things being moved around upstairs. I creepers up the stairs knowing that it was a stupid idea. When I final got to the room where the noise was coming from but it stopped I tried listening as I felt someone behind me.
"what ya doing?" I turned around to see my brothers mate Levi staring at me.
"I should be asking you that question" Levi never really liked me he was just a bit taller that me with brown hair nothing special but he thought he was.
"I don't have to tell you anything in fact no one here will till your brothers back I suggest you just go a sulk in you room" He never gets on with me all the other boys my brother knows are nice to me but not him .
"I'm the one who lives here you have no right to tell me what to do! When my brother gets back tell him to come see me"
"Aha well"
what was the point of laughing he knows how much it winds me up!I go in my room far away from him but I cant seem to shake the feeling he knows something that I don't. It cant be that bad can it? Maybe my brother isn't coming home he has said something about moving closer to the club that he's running for my dad, or he's got drunk again and will end up bringing the bar maid back from the strip part. Ill just have to wait and see. I wait for what seems ages just to find out that Levi need to turn off the Internet so he could use the plug socket for one of his stupid ideas. I decide to just lay on my bed and before I know it I'm fast asleep.

My brother barges in panicking apparently Levi told him that it was something that was very important.
"Lola, Lola what's up?!?!"
"Jason why did you need to wake me up?"
"We need to talk that why I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier but when I suggested it I wasn't thinking and I could change it after I'm so sorry Lola" He sat down at the bottom of my bed
"what have you done now?" I'm a little worried now I convinced myself it wasn't bad.
"you don't know I thought Levi told you"
"no he's an idiot he don't tell me anything just annoys me" I started getting angry just thinking about him
"I ask Levi, Jamie, Jayden and Zac to move in I don't like it here it feels to empty and I know moving out wasn't an option for you"
"SO YOU THOUGHT THAT HAVING ALL THE BOYS STAY WOULD BE MY PREFERRED IDEA AND I MEAN ESPECIAL LEVI YOU KNOW I HATE HIM!! LEAVE MY ROOM YOU CAN GO SORT THIS OUT OR AT LEAST GET RID OF LEVI!"

How could he do this to me he knows the only place I can be myself is my house I don't have to change for no one now it will be completely different. I sit crying into a pillow till I finally have no more tears or energy and fall into a deep sleep.

I wake up to my alarm that I forgot to turn off. I'm not at college today why didn't I turn it off? Then it came to me all what happened yesterday but the house was so quite maybe they left, maybe Jason sorted it out. I got out of bed without getting dressed I was in a top and underwear I must have stripped at night. I usually came down stairs like this as I know my brothers at work and now he's got rid of all the boys I'm back to normal. I played some music which I was dancing and sing while making myself a bacon sandwich.

"you doing me one?"

"ZAC!!" oh god this is so embarrassing Jason is going to pay!

"oh sorry didn't mean to scare you, nice knickers ;)" He was a player he sleep with any girl as long as she had legs.
I was so embarrassed I couldn't even move when I felt someone put something around my waist. I turned around to see jayden smiling at me, he was the only one of the boys I really got along with.

"go put some clothes on ill finish cook you your food""Zac let her past"

"Thank you jay I wont be long" As soon as I got out the door I heard them whispering.

"you need to be nice to her you know what Jason said we have to make sure he don't hear about this or we will be out"

"He wont care it was her fault she knows we was here"

"She's just a slut" wait is that Levi in there aswell. Ugh stupid I better get dressed. I was final dressed in a tracksuit I left my other clothes on the bed under my pillow and run down stairs to get my food. All the boys are sat at the table eating so I grabbed my plate and went and sat and watched TV. Half way through my sandwich Zac walked in.

"I'm sorry for what I said earlier I shouldn't have made you feel awkward"

"Alright"

"is that all your going to say"

"Jayden clearly told you to come in here and say that, I don't care anyway"

"Can I ask a favour" what does he want now?

"Don't tell your brother please if he kicks me out I have no where to go"

"Isn't my fault is it"

"DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT THEN""BTW all the other boys have gone out"

"Alright" He's never usually like this I wonder what's up with him.

I finished watching Big bang theory and I thought id go and annoy Zac. As I got up the stairs and knocked on his door but there was no answer. "I'm coming in" He was laying on his front with his head in the pillow.

"Zac" no answer "Zac"

"Yeah what do you want" He looked really upset

"I came to say that I wont say nothing to Jason" I couldn't annoy him I've never seen him this way before he looks broke.

"Thank you"

"what's up" I sat on his bed and he gave me a funny look and sat up.

"you actually care?"

"yeah, well I cant annoy you if your sad so what's up?"

"Well you know I lived with my grandad?" I nodded

"yeah well he died and my uncle sold his house so I had no where to stay"

"oh I'm so sorry" Now I do feel really guilty.

"its fine its only because I haven't really gotten over the fact that he's not here anymore"

"what you doing today" I didn't know what to do it was really awkward silence.

"Nothing I was planning on staying in what about you?"

"I'm going out on the horses, do you want to come?" when I was young my parents had a stable built for me and hired someone to teach me to ride. I have 3 horses one grey mare called bluebell, a chestnut gelding called sparky and a black pregnant mare called midnight.

"I have never ridden a horse before so ill pass"

" Oh my god I could teach you it'll be fun!! You can ride sparky and ill ride bluebell""please please please"

"Oh alright but make sure I don't fall off I'm trusting you"

Id got the horses ready for us to ride when Zac came out with his hat on

"where's you helmet" he looked very confused as to why I wasn't wearing one#

"I don't need one plus your using my one"

"Oh alright then" when Zac was finally on I walked him round for a little then I got on my own horse we was going along the trail on my land when I noticed sparky getting spooked I tried to calm him down but the ground was slippery so when I got down I slipped over scaring sparky even that he took of and Zac fell straight in the mud right next to me.

"I'm so sorry I will catch him"

"Don't worry about it he cant get that far" I was sat in the mud for what seem well long when all of a sudden Zac burst in to laughter.

"what's up with you??"

"Nothing its just just your face aha"

"what's wrong?" I couldn't feel nothing on my face I don't know what's wrong

"Mud there's mud right under your nose but its smudged and looks like a moustache" oh how embarrassing is that!

"ugh leave me alone I cant feel it can you lead bluebell back and ill get sparky"once we had finished the horses we headed in "you take the down stairs bath room ill go upstairs"

"alright and thank you for taking my mind off of everything"

"its alright but you owe me" I ran up stairs to take my shower it felt lovely the way the water hit my skin and ran down my body washing all the mud off. Once I got out the bath I decide I was going to do my assignment that's due in for college next week.

I was sat on my bed when I got a phone call from Jason.

"heyy what's up Jase"

"I need you to come into the bar one of the bar maids walked out and we are really busy"

"Alright, wait what part I am not doing the striper bit again the men in there are really creepy sometimes"

"Yeah it is I'm so sorry to ask but I'm really desperate and all the boys are here so they wont let no one touch you"

"Okay just for you and you have to order food in tonight that I like none of your weird food"

"Yeah just get here quick and dress nice" He end the phone so I started to get ready I put on some light make up and wore some short shorts and a nice tank top and left the house leaving a note for Zac.