Perfect In his Eyes (finished) by Danielle Palmer (young adult books to read TXT) 📕

It was 4 weeks later and nothing really changed. I rarely left the house unless the guys made me. I didn't want to chance see Shane. I finally got my door back but Keegan still slept with me. We haven't taken our relationship to the next level cause I still don't feel right about it.
Im starting to not feel good these days so most of the time I just stay in my room. Ive gained some weight witch isn't like me I just hope it's the depression and im not pregnant. I had to know though. I don't think any of the guys will be to happy so there is only one person who really needs to know. Shane. I decided to call him and tell him.
Shane: "Why are you calling me?" He sounded angry. Now he is going to be really mad. I walk outside so no one can hear me.
Me: "Shane I think I might be pregnant." I heard him gasp but he did say anything. "Shane. If I am can we put or differences aside so we can be good parents?"
Shane: "Yeah. I want him or her to have great parents."
Me:"Thank you Shane. Im going to the store right now to get a pregnancy test. Ill tell you when I know. I still love you Shane. Even if you don't feel the same just know that I do."
Shane:"I love you to Destiny. I feel terrible about what I did. I broke up with Allie cause she didn't deserve a cheater either. Bye Destiny. I love you."
Me: "Bye Shane I love you to."
I felt good to know I had him on my side. I still do love him. I feel like I could give everything up and go back to him but Josh would hate me. I walked back in the house to tell them im going to the library. I've got pretty good at this lying thing.
"Josh im going to the library to start getting ready school. We only have a month left of summer." I heard some of them laugh because 'im already getting ready for school.' If only I could tell them where im really going.
"Ill go-" Keegan started but I cut him off "No I wanna be alone." I slammed the door and started walking to Walmart. It's not to far from my house so I made it there in 15 minutes. I grabbed a pregnancy test and took it up to the register.
"Is this it?" The short bald guy said to me.
"Yes and these 12 bubble gums." I said handing him the gum and a 20 dollar bill. He punched in the numbers and handed me the change. It was only like 20cents left. I started my long walk back home and all I could think of was Shane. If im really pregnant Josh is really going to kill him. Im never going to see Shane unless I sneak out. On the other hand school starts in a month and I have to go to school not tell anyone. My stomach will grow and then everyone will think im a slut. I just hope Josh and the guys will be by my side.
I hope im seriously not pregnant. If I am pregnant I will love this kid till the day I die. Even when im dead. If im not pregnant i will be so happy. Josh and the guys will not know that I thought I was.
I walked up the steps and into the house. All the guys were in the living so I made a run for it up the stairs.
"Hey Tiny." Josh said turning back to me. "Hey guys. I went to Walmart to. Here." I said throwing down all of the bubble gum. They each got one and so did I. They all said thank you and I went up to my room. When I got in there I went straight to the bathroom to take the test. When I was done I had to wait 3 minutes. If it was - I wasn't pregnant. If it was a + I was. When the three minutes were up I still wasn't ready to look at it. I called Shane and asked him to come over. He said ok that he will climb threw the window. I ran to the door and locked it. When I turned around Shane was climbing in my window. I screamed but covered my mouth instantly.
"Sorry." I said laughing. "It's ok. So did you take it? Are you?" Shane said softly. When he said it all my emotions hit me. I let a few tears fall down. I couldn't help but cry. The guy I feel madly in love with was standing in front of me. I still love him but I will never be able to date him again. I just couldn't trust him.
"I haven't looked it's on the desk." He went look at it but I stopped him before he looked. "Shane can you promise me something?" He looked at me and started walking to me. "Anything Destiny."
"Can we maybe be friends. I mean even if we aren't... pregnant?" I was scared he didn't want to be my friend. "Yes Dest. I would love to be friends with you." He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. It felt so good to be in his arms again. It made me want to be with him. To be his girl again. I just don't think I could trust him ever again.
"Destiny maybe we should look. You know so we know and we can go from there." He was right. I couldn't just avoid it anymore. I let him go and he walked over to the desk and picked it up. "What does it mean if there is a minus bar?" My heart stopped. Im not pregnant. I jumped up and down and hugged him. "IM NOT PREGNANT!" I screamed. He covered my mouth instantly. "Destiny Im happy to but your to loud. I think I hear foot steps. Where do I hid?" I pushed him to the ground and he crawled under the bed.
"Destiny who are you talking to? Open the door. You know your not supposed to have it locked." Josh said pounding on the door. I ran over to the desk and threw the box and the pregnancy test in the trash by my bed. I ran over to the door and opened it.
"Sorry I was changing and saw a spider so I screamed." I said. Josh pushed past me and looked around the room. All I could think of was please don't look under the bed, please don't look under the bed.
"Well I came in here to tell you dinner is ready." He said walking out the door. "Ok ill be there in a sec." I shut and locked the door.
"Ok Shane you can come out." I whispered. He crawled out from under the bed. "Wow Dest you got way better at lying." He said hugging me. "Well I got to go. I love you Dest. Can I text you maybe?" He let go and climbed out the window. "I love you to and yes I would like that." With that he smiled and climbed down the tree running and the street and out of sight. Why do I still love him. I couldn't help it. Now I really don't know what to do. Be with Keegan or keep talking to Shane maybe even be with Shane again. I just don't know what to do anymore.

CHAPTER 15

I finally made up my decision. I don't feel like Shane deserves me. AGAIN. Keegan was the one for me. I still wanna be friends with Shane but I can't do it. Keegan would never ever treat me like Shane did. I decided I would text Shane and tell him how I feel.
Me:'Hey I just wanted to say I love you but only as a friend. I don't think we should ever date again.'
Shane:'OK. Yeah I agree.'
I sighed. I really do love Shane but I love him more as a friend. I love Keegan as more than a friend and I hope he actually still loves me to. Me and Keegan need to talk. Why wait till bed tonight. We needed to talk now. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. All the guys of course were grubbing down there food.
"Keegan can I talk to you?" I asked shyly. I don't know why I feel so shy around him.
"Yeah Dest what is it?" He asked. Did he not realize I mean alone. "Um can we talk alone?" All the guys looked at him then at me then back. Josh didn't seem to wonder what was going on. He probably already knew. "Yeah OK." He said walking up to me. I led him out the door and up the stairs to my room. When we got inside my room I sat on the bed and pulled him next to me.
"What do you want to talk about Dest?" He said looking at me worried. I didn't know how to get it out. I didn't know how to tell him I love him.
"I don't know how to say this Keegan but I just wanted to tell you that... that" I couldn't even say it. I just shook my head and covered my face. Why does he make me so nerves.
"Just say it Dest. You don't have to be afraid to tell me anything." Keegan said. He pulled my face up to look at him. My heart started beating really fast from his touch. I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest.
"I have finally realized how much I really do like you Keegan. Every time im around you I just get really nerves. I understand if you don't feel the same anymore because I have taken so long-" I tried to finish but Keegan pulled me on his lap and kissed me. I didn't reacted at first. "Dest I thought you wanted-" I cut him off by kissing him. It felt so right. He licked my bottom lip and I gladly granted his request. I never wanted to stop kissing him but he finally pulled away.
"So does this mean you will be mine?" My heart stopped and all I could do was shake my head yes and smile really big. He hugged me tight to him and I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Well I guess we have to tell Josh." Keegan said. I didn't want to tell him but if we did he would be mad. I stood up and took Keegan's hand. "Let's go get this over with." I said pulling him down the stairs.

CHAPTER 16

We walked into the living room hand in hand. I was hoping they would notice without me having to say anything. No one even noticed we walked into the room. I looked at Keegan and he cleared his throat and sure enough everyone looked at us.