Bella's diary Book 1 by Lillian Hudson (feel good books .TXT) 📕

Bella's diary Book 1

By Lillian Hudson

Dear diary,
My new life as a Cullen is easier than I expected. I quickly got over my new-born phase (yay!) to my new families shock, and I often visit Charlie. I want to visit Mom but...it's to sunny in Florida unfortunately. She and Phil plan to visit next summer, so I will be able to see them. Rennesme has grown, to Edward's unhappiness. It's been 3 years since our angel was born. Now, as a very intelligent, any non-vampire family would think our baby was a prodigy, but we know better. She is half human-half vampire, so she does get sick. Carlisle takes magnificent care of her, and I have no worries about her health. That's all for now, Edward and I have a lovely night at the cottage planned while Rosalie watches over Rennesme. Good-night!

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
Rennesme is terribly sick. She cannot stop throwing up. Poor soul. Edward is worried out of his mind, as am I. Carlisle is worried also. That scares me. Carlisle said he has never seen a case as bad as this and I said "What's the case?" and Carlisle shook his head. He says not to worry...but I will worry.

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
Jacob is very worried about Rennesme. He has come to see her every day. I am still mad about the imprinting but at least Rennesme will be happy. Edward told me a story today about a woman who had 3 children. He said that the woman was changed and as a newborn she murdered those children. I cringed at all his words. Edward felt bad....he should. Why would he tell me something so sick? More later...

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
Rennesme has recovered. Carlisle said she had the flu. He is a liar. I know something else is up but...Jacob is happier than I have ever seen him. Rennesme will turn 4 soon. I am so excited. So is Jake. Edward is thrilled she is better and that she will age. I love Edward. Our nights of Romance have been increasingly good. He kisses me with such passion...I feel so happy. Happier than ever when I was a mere human. We might move out of Forks. Jake is devastated. He said he'll move with us. I think he will. More tomorrow, good bye!

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
Our baby girl is 4. Edward was pleased to watch her blow out the candles and open her presents. I was equally thrilled. She loved them all, especially the one from Jake.

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
Edward finally accepted that he had a soul. That all vampires have souls and if we died we would go to Heaven. I have been hunting a lot lately, having been building up strength to see Charlie and Renee and Phil and Mike and Angela and Ben. I am excited. Charlie was at the birthday party for Rennesme. He was thrilled when she opened his present and she smiled so big. He got her a literature book and she immediately set to reading it. Renee's gift was a huge notebook. Rennesme is writing a book write now and I have to say it is very good. I must go. My daughter needs me. Bye.

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
I had fun with old family and friends. Mike is jealous. Angela and Ben are married. Mike still hasn't dated anyone. Renee was shocked at my appearance. Phil was, also. Charlie was a little awkward.

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
Jacob is angry with me. He...well...He came to see Rennesme and walked into the cottage while Edward and I where...at it. He saw...everything. I told him Rennesme was up at the house and he left furious. I don't think he went to see her. He probably turned into a wolf. I feel so bad. I feel sick and mean and cruel. He told Billy and Charlie came to see me. I told him everything was fine...I know it's not. I told him if I had a baby boy (which I can't, now) I would name him Charlisle. He smiled and left. In fact, Edward wanted to adopt a boy. He said we could change him when he is 20 and we could name is Charlisle. I said maybe.

Love,

Bella Cullen

Dear diary,
I have to get a new diary, I will write to you when I do.

Love,

Bella Cullen

Text: Copyright 2010. Lillian Hudson TM. **No copyright intended, all names are fictional**
Publication Date: 07-27-2010

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Dedication:
I dedicate this book to my friends and family specifically Concetta Silvestri (Mother) Travis Hudson (Father) Christopher Mottle (Step-father) Kayla Wallenfelsz (Best friend) Mackenzie Allen (Friend) Stephanie Meyers (Inspiration)