The Pain of Rejection by Nilea Lewis (easy to read books for adults list TXT) 📕

Message from the Author

Alright, this is my fith book. Here is a warning, if you are homophobic, I suggest you not read this book. There is age worthy scenes in here so you have been warned.

 

Note: I am not homophobic, I love and support gay couples even though I am a girl. Don't judge.

Finding My Mate

Nathan's POV

 

"Get your ass up Fag!!" My father yelled at me from downstairs. Let me explain, my name is Nathan Bersack. I am 17 years old, and I am gay. I'm the Omega of the Moon Blood Pack. Ever since I came out of the closet about being gay, my parents started treating me like trash. The only one who actually cared about me was my brother, Sokno.

 

When a wolf turns 18, they are supposed to find their mate. A mate is our other half. They complete us and love us till the end. However, sometimes one can get rejected, and they go through unimaginable pain. The pain is said to feel like needles stabbing your heart. The only reason I'm alive is because I find my mate in a few days. 

 

I had planned to commit suicide, but I decided to live for my mate. Unfortunately, my birthday is the same day as the son of the Alphas. No one is the pack likes me, so I don't celebrate my birthday. I am like the servant to the whole pack. I am afraid that my mate will reject me though. I get bullied and tortured at school and have scars all over my body. 

 

"Did you hear me boy!!! GET THE HELL UP!!" My dad came into the room and throw me on the ground. He kicked me in the stomach and walked away. I could barely stand up. 

 

My brother came into my room and helped me up.

 

"Nathan, why do you not fight back?" My brother asked as he rubbed my back. He asks that question every day. 

 

"Because if I do, they will punish me. I don't want to live anymore, Sokno. I want to die." My tears ran down my face.

 

"You can't die. What about your mate? He needs you, I need you. I love you." He said still rubbing my back as I sobbed into his neck.

 

I got off him and stood up, "Come on, I have to go make breakfast for the pack, then go to school." I said and walked out my bedroom. I walked downstairs, and started cooking and set up everything.

 

After that, I was ready for school.

 

 

 

As soon as I got to school, the torture began quickly. 

 

"So the Fag, thinks he's good enough to have his birthday on the same day as mine. You don't even have a mate." Brian, my main bully at school. He is also the Alphas son. He kicked my in the stomach and turned to his friends who soon joined in on the beating. After a few kicks to the stomach, I started to cough up blood.

 

Great, they broke my ribs. After a while they got bored and went to class, leaving me on the hallway floor bleeding in multiple places. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see my friend Miki. He was the only one who stayed with me, after beatings. I felt something when Brian kicked me.

 

No, it can't be. He can't be my mate. There is no point in me living now. He will reject me tomorrow. I know the goddess hates me now. Why would she purposely put me with someone who will automatically when he finds out, reject me. 

 

"Miki, I don't want to live anymore. There is no point."I said crying again.

"What do you mean?" He asked picking me up.

 

"Brian is my mate, he will reject me tomorrow," I said.

He sighed. He has been growing distant lately. " What is wrong?" I asked him.

 

" I can't be friends with you anymore. As the next Beta, I can't be friends with an Omega." I looked at him. My eyes started to fill with tears. I got down and started walking down the hallway, to exit the school. I'm done. Tomorrow, at the party, after the rejection, I will commit suicide. 

Near Death

 I walked home and got a piece of paper, and wrote a note to my brother, for tomorrow.

 

Dear Brother,

 

   I love you, I really do. But I can't live in a world where I am unloved by even my own mate. I am sorry I wasn't the brother you wished for. I do love you. You couldn't watch me for my entire life. You have your own mate and life, and I didn't want to keep that from you. Our parents can be happy that they had one right son. I love you. I leave everything to you.

 

Love Nathan

 

I folded it and put it where he could find it tomorrow when my brother came to get me. 

Tomorrow is my last day on earth.

 

*******

 

I had everything ready. After the rejection, I would take an overdose of pills in my room, and cut my wrist so no one could save me. I was standing in the middle of the party, and Brian was looking for his mate. He suddenly walked over to me and dragged me to the woods. 

 

" I Brian Hook, future Alpha of the Moon Blood Pack, reject you, Nathen Biersack, Omega of the Moon Blood Pack, as my mate and future Luna." I dropped to the ground.The pain was unbearable, but it was going to end in a couple of minutes.

 

" I accept the rejection." I walked off to my room and got the pills and razor. Then I took a handful of pills and then cut my wrist. 

 

As my vision started to go dark, I saw my brother rush into my room. He must have found the note. He came to me and held me on his lap. I could see tears building up in his eyes. I smiled weakly at him.

 

"I love you." I said as the darkness surrounded me.

Coma

 Sokno's POV

 

I had found a note in my brother's room earlier, but I thought it was him just leaving a note telling me where he went. I didn't think to look at it, till I heard Nathan's wolf howl in pain. I pulled out the note and read it.

 

No...No. He can't. He has to be in his room. Please let me find him alive goddess. I love him. Why do you have to be so cruel at times? He has done nothing to deserve this. When I find him, we're going to our uncle's pack. I mind linked my uncle  Nate.

 

"What up kido? We were on our way to your pack right now." Nate said.

 

"Good. Nathan left a note saying he was going to kill himself. I'm taking him away from here. I'm trying to find him. Meet me at the border in a couple minutes." I said as I ran into our house and up the stairs to Nathans room. I could feel Uncle Nate nod. 

 

I barged into his room and looked around. I saw him laying on the ground barely breathing. I saw a pill bottle beside him. He didn't...I ran over to him and pulled him onto my lap. He smiled weakly at me.

 

"I love you." He said and closed his eyes. No... No! I shook him and tried to get him to wake up. His breathing was slowing down. Just then, Uncle Nate barged into the room.

 

"He overdosed. And cut his wrist. I don't know what to do." Nate took Nathan from me and put his head on his lap. He then took two fingers and stuck then down Nathans' throat. Nathen gagged and threw up. Nathan chucked up all the pills he had swallowed and passed out, breathing really hard.

 

"Now we need to get him, back to my pack, so they can help him. Try to stop the bleeding on his wrist. He only has a couple minutes. The pills had already started affecting him." I nodded and wrapped Nathen's wrist up, and ran to the border with Uncle Nate following carrying Nathan.

 

When we got to the border, my uncle's mate was there and ready to go. We ran as fast as we could to their pack and took him to the pack hospital. They took him, and hooked him up, and kicked us out while they worked. 

 

Please, Nathan, live.

 

*****

 

I walked into Nathans hospital room. They had said he had fallen into a coma. 

I walked over to his bed and stroked his pale face. He had a breathing tube down his throat, and a ventilator hooked up to help him breathe. He had multiple IVs all over his body. I could tell he was struggling to survive when all he wanted was to die.

 

I held his hand as the heart monitor went off. I started to panic. His heart rate was slowing down. I gripped his hand.

 

"Nathan. I need you to be strong. I need you to try and survive. You are strong, and I know you want someone to love you. All you have to do is wait for your second chance mate." His heart rate came back up, and he relaxed. His breathing was still a little off, but at least he was alive.

 

Uncle Nate came in with his mate John. "How is he? And could you please explain how this could happen, and why your parents aren't answering, and hung up when I told them about Nathan?"

 

"He is fine. He is still having trouble breathing though. And our parents abused him. Father hated having a gay child and beat