Before I fall..... by JASMINE (diy ebook reader .txt) 📕

"Hey look theirs the loser!" Said Lucy the meanness girl EVER.I put my head down and walk faster "hey where do you think your going" said Tim Lucy's boyfriend then he grab my shoulders and push me and the hard cold pavement floor.I scrap my palms and knees when he push me down.I didn't let any tears fall because I'm use to this."Get up loser!" Lucy hiss in my ear causing me to flinch.They gave out a harsh laugh "here eat you skinny ass toothpick" Lucky said then shove some pizza in my face."Hahaha what a loser come on babe" Tim said they both walk away leaving me here.I sighed and wipe off the sauce of my face then got back up.I pick my hands in my pockets and walk in the street.then I got in my house I open my door then close it.I smell smoke."O look who it is" my mother said then blew smoke in my face.I cough and blew it away."Yea and..." "your late" "since when do you care about me" I ask "I don't I only care about when your going to make me dinner o is it now because it should be" she said and tap her watch.I sigh and nodded then brush pass her.I went in the kitchen and grab out food.But when I look in the frige their was nothing.Great."I have to go to the store" I said still staring in the empty frige."OK JUST GET ME DINNER AND CLOSE THE FUCKING DOOR" I sighed and shut it.And turn around to face my mother.She let out a cough "what are you waiting for? GO!" she yelled I nodded my head and put it down and hurry off to the front door.

I slam open it and felt the cold winter wind blow on my face then I step out of my house and close my door.I started to shiver and no doubt I will get sick.I started to run as fast as my legs could go.Then I saw the store I just keep running then went to the main doors.I felt the heat on and it was warming me up.I grab a basket then went to the vegetables.I reach my hand out to grab the carrots and as soon I touch the bag somebody else hand was on it to."O my apogees" said a thick British accent."O its ok" I said still looking at the floor."Here" a guy said and put the carrots in my basket.I snap my head up and turn at the face.His curly hair in his green emerald eyes."Harry" he said and put out his hand for me to shake it.I just stare at it for a moment then look up. "Why?" I whisper "why what" he said and confuse flooded his eyes."Why are you begging so- so nice to me" I said in a soft voice.

"Well because who would be rude to a beautiful girl like you" he said and touch my nose."Uh well- I got cut off by a high pitch laugh."Her beautiful?" laugh Lucy bitterly."That's why" I mumble "why be friends or try to hit on a toothpick" "excuse me but I think your clown make up went in your eyes because she is the most beautiful girl ever" Harry smirk.Lucy face turn red with anger."Listen here you-you gay ass she should because nobody likes her" "that's not true" said another boy with three guys behind him.He had blond hair and an heavily Irish accent."O ya then tell her how come her dad left her? mmm well that's because he hates her" "stop making up lies" "I'm not I saw with my eyes and heard with my ears" "I said stop making u- "its true" I spoke all the boys became silent.I felt my shoulders slump.

Publication Date: 09-23-2012

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Dedication:
to everybody who's Anorexia get better soon....