Secert Past by Rosie Lee Fielding (grave mercy TXT) 📕

On the move
I looked out the window I see white lines on the road in a rush, i see then i don't see them and then i do and then i don't......(You get the pitcure).
I keep looking each on is worn out.They make me dizzy so i look away i look at Mum and Dad at the front off car mum's looking at map which maybe be the wrong we have a s.a.t Nav but mum dose'nt like the voice of it (more like jelous of it and dad named it Shelia) and dad's drving the car he is vey tired he begged for ages to use the S.a.t nav but when mum makes a decsation no change her mind i keep watching them stressed as i watch them i feel like a strayer in a car like i have been kidnapped but when i look them they look nothing like me my dad has sandy hair and blue eyes not so stout but median he is 32 and my mother blonde hair and green eyes slim figure she gone down 5 dresses size affect she had Tommy and her skin has come more dryer ,and she always tired i think she ill but don't say ,she 32 too and me i have light brown hair and dark brown eyes i am 16 i know that mean's mum and dad must have been young to have which is odd i know and i always felt odd with them alone and then i look at my brother Tommy he is only 5 but he is like my best friend and start he understand everything that happens he looks like my mother more than my father which is odd too we'll my family is odd so live withit or get gone i say to people. He has mums blonde hair and brown eyes like me and he asleep so i look away i really want to wake him but i don't we got up a very early and mum said if he dose'nt get enough sleep he'll be grouch all day.
"Are we there yet?"I ask mum and dad for the million time we moving from America which i love it's got them shops and sunny and it got more celbs than Great Britain we moving to Hailfax it rains now again and snow and maybe sunny but mum and dad it will be good yeah right i rather stay in Seattle not Hailfax i tired find it on the map i could'nt find well i had to say goodbye to all my friends Elle-jane, Jamie-lee ,Lou i going to miss speacil Lou i had a crush on him for ages i never told him i never had the guts Elle-jane and Jamie-lee been friends since i was 4 thats when we moved to America from Iceland which i don't rember there no photos i have always wanted to know why and when i got to America my best friends were so great the made me feel so welcome i last saw then at 4:00pm last day of school for me i rembered the time is different hear then America there so many things i'm going to miss,i sigh.....
"we get when we get there Luz"dad says in a stressed voice i hate my name it is Luz it is not english it is spainsh i research it means light i asked mum she never told she went all quiet then just said it my name and live with so i did'nt ask or she ground me which is mad for just asking about my name but i would'nt like to be grounded.I wish i had a normal like Kacey or Jade somthinge normal when i get older i wondred if i could change my name to somethinge normal people took mick out my name all my life like Loony Luz or Loser Luz i smacked one girl for calling Tommy Ugly and my family's all crazy i don't like people take mick out my family there dead angry fload through me my hands went boiling it happened since i was young i told mum she just told me not to worry and don't tell anyone i asked why she just said just don't so that confusation ender and so i found easy way to stop it i just breath out and i calm down which is mad you see it on films like yeah that never happen well you try it works and i just learn my head back and thinking of what will happen in my new life.
"We have arrived"Mum says we go down the road i look out the window i carn't see the moving vans in the way dad parks it in the driveway i unbluck my seat belt i push the door with my full strenght and rush round to the door and the moving van men are in my way to see the new house i car'nt get in the house let alone see it.I hear mum and dad waking Tommy but he won't so they leave him i walk just about to put my foot on the steps i hear the van door's opening.
"Luz come on get your boxes for you room!"dad shouts from the moving van i sloch and walk over get and stood there waiting for my boxes i look over by the trees and i see i dark figure it looks like a boy it looking at me i look at it just staring at me like reading me i car'nt look away from him like he's drawing me from my mind some one shout's from the tree's.
"Xander" say's unfamilla voice and the name is odd name but it is better than my name and the unfarmilla voice it sounds like a girl i keeping watchting him he keep's watching me he has not moved a inch from were he stand's like he froze there like he scared i move to look better and then he turns away and into the tress and i still watch him go off it the tree's and i get strang feeling in head like someone in there i put my hand on my head but the pain still there like someone in my mind witch is inpossiale.
"Luz wake-up" dad shouts i look round to dad he got 2 boxes in his hands labled LUz Room in black marker i take them from him he is always angry when he fusrated so i just get on with and don't won't to argue makes he more angry and then you get angry and you get the piture.
"Sorry dad"i said to dad and then look were the boy stood he was not there i shake my head but the pain gone like someone jumped into my head and looked around and jumped out which is mad and turn to the house with my boxes i get in the door i see moving men buting the couch in living room i looks heavy i would have offerd but like i could do that. Mum's in the kitchen doing what Mum's do best and Dad and a moving man is taking my bed frame up to my room it hecktic in the house there is about 9 moving men i don't how mom and dad are paying for this my mum dose'nt work and dad is the reason we moved he got offered job for big computer compain i walk up the staris i get in my room and look around and smile built in cupboards and shelfs it is white i love white i don't know why i just do dad and the moving man goes put my room and walk out laughing dad must have said something i put the boxs on the floor and i start to unpack but late than never mom says i got out the photo of my friends and family and unpack all my cloths my matress on the floor so i move on my bed it was easy it felt like feathers mum says strong women in the family well that is somthinge i herate from my mum but it is nothing really i finsh halfway unpacking and go help downstaris with mum and everyone.
"What fun"i say under my breath.

The frist time.
We finsh packing fully in 2 days it tiring it is sunday i start school towmorrow at Hailfax High the uniform is ok gery jumper and badge and black pants and a tie i ok but i perfer not to wear it and Tommy starts at Whitehill primary it good school anyway i was looking around my room everthinge sort no boxes and i love it the room is my own i have just stare at for ages but now everything looks the same and familla so i get bored which is easy for me that what everyone says.I walk around the house i look in the attic nowt but boxes and dust so i change my mind and i look everywhere else before i go in kitchen mum's there i try back out but she saw me.
"Luz go to the shop and get some milk it is only up the road"i sigh "Luz please i would go myself but i'm tired with all the unpacking"Mum said and passet my a english 5 pound note i look her ,her eyes are redder and her skin has come blochey and her hair has come less like it falling out and her fingers are thin i can see her bones she frowing at me i smile and turn away i wish she would get better.
I go up the road i look around i saw other houses there got all nice garden's it is posh round her all nice gardens and large house and there a large woodland on the orther side of the road where i saw the boy yesterday i have'nt seen him since and i had none of then freak headache's like before i reach the shop i get the milk and go out i don't like people asking me questions i look up in the sky i thought it was raning i missed my footing i fall the wind smooshed past my ear's i drop the milk and fall on my hands on nees
"Shit"i say in angry the heat in my hands come again i move them from the ground there still boling but not burining me i go to grab my milk but it not there i look above a boy stands there and he got the milk he's got dark brown eyes and high cheek and light blonde hair my god fit he held out his hand to help me up my hand was still buring they heated up even more due to embrassment i grabed his hand he yancked away fast like i burned it.
"Ow" he said i looked at my hand it was red and i was shocked of what i just did.I stood up ,i dushted myslef off and looked he was still looking at his hand i looked at it too it was red i just did that i shock my head don't be stupid Luz that is inpossialbe and that pain came again but i just dissmissd it the boy looked at me with rasied an eyebrow like what frinkin hell is he doing and that sudden his face goes normal.
"I sorry for the hand may i please milk"i said holding my hand he gave my milk not touching my hand he gave it me "Thank you are you ok sorry....... i did'nt get your name?"i said i have to put a name to